On behalf of our family, I’d like to express our gratitude for the outpouring of generosity, support, and love we’ve been shown during this devastating time. It has been healing for us to hear everyone’s memories and stories and to know that mom meant so much to so many people.
There are so many things that we are going to miss about mom. She was an amazing cook and baker -beef and gravy, ham, her famous buns, waffles and wedding mints. She got so much joy from feeding others that she would spend the meal fussing over everyone and we would have to fight with her to even sit down and eat! Mom never had a huge or fancy kitchen - but she didn’t need that to create a place where we all wanted to congregate. She would zip around us telling stories, giving advice, tripping over dogs and still whipping up something delicious in the midst of chaos.
Mom was talented in so many ways and she used those talents to bring joy to others. She enjoyed making angels and other crafts and loved making cards and bags with her clients at Northstar. Mom used her sewing talents to keep us all stylishly dressed - from making our clothes when we were little and money was tight, to making wedding dresses and beautiful outfits for the ones she loved. She was so proud of the pillow case that she and Abbey won a purple ribbon for at this year’s Cuming County Fair. She liked to make people look good and spent year fixing hair and doing makeup for her friends and family.
Mom loved to have fun , to be part of the gang, and to play games of all kinds. She was obsessed with Atari’s Pac Man and would stay up all night and play it until her hands went numb. She loved playing cards with her friends at Card Club and she was always up for a game with us kids- no matter how late or how tired we were. You had to watch her though - mysteriously the table talk would seem to shift to jewelry or her favorite colors to wear and dad would always seem to know what suit to pick when they were partners in Pitch or Rook.
Mom always encouraged us to be and do our best and whatever we were passionate about - she was behind us 100% of the way. She loved to watch us kids and her grandkids play sports. We always knew mom would be there in the stands cheering for us (or heckling the refs) at the top of her lungs! It made her so happy to be a part of whatever we loved. Mom was truly a one of a kind woman. Her big heart was what made her so great.
She always wanted to be useful to others and she loved to make people laugh and feel comfortable. There was nothing that mom wouldn’t do or give to help. Whatever anyone was going through, mom was right there feeling it with them. She didn’t have an easy life and she overcame many obstacles in her short time here on earth. But she had a good life. She knew what it was to be loved and needed.
Mom had a big personality and when she felt things she felt them deeply and everybody knew it. She could be feisty and stubborn at times, but deep down she was really a big softy. Her empathy and ability to love were her best qualities. Mom loved her family and friends fiercely. Nobody ever cried alone in her presence and she would have done anything to protect her family and friends from hurt or harm.
The thought of never seeing her beautiful smile, hearing her laugh, being held and rocked by her or never again being enveloped by one of her hugs again is unbearable. She was the heart and soul of our family. She was our home. It’s hard to believe that she’s gone. But she won’t ever really be gone. She lives on in all of us that she left behind. She lives on in her grandkids whom she loved deeply and made her so proud. She lives on in us kids. In Ryan’s kind heart, in Holli’s generosity and selflessness, in Cortney’s fiery spirit and sense of humor, in Sadie - her miracle baby and their special bond, I feel her in my love of cooking and kids, and in Dad - We were fortunate to grow up knowing that our parents loved each other - through the good times and the bad. Nobody could have loved her more or better than you did, Dad. You gave her a rich life in all the ways that really mattered.
Mom - We weren’t ready to say goodbye and to be without you yet. But you taught us the importance of family and sticking together and we are surrounded by the love and traditions you created, mom. We will miss you and love you always. I can just hear you saying, “Don’t be sad, this isn’t really a goodbye.”