My only child Meghan Elizabeth Gilmartin passed away 4/16/09 from huffing air freshner. She was addicted to inhalants and we didn't know until it was too late. If I had only known you can be addicted to this!!! Meghan would be 18 right now and in September will be 19. It breaks my heart into a million pieces and I don't think I will ever be whole again without her. It doesn't get better with time, it just gets worse. I can't believe I haven't seen my child in 2 years. I'm scared I will forget everything about her, her voice, her smell, her yelling at me lol. She was a beautiful girl with alot of friends that miss her as well. Most of them keep in touch with me and it helps alot knowing she is not forgotten and so very missed.  Her family is devastated and can't believe she is gone forever. Why? Why my daughter? Just don't understand and never will. I love you babygirl my meggybaby!!love Meghan's mom forever