I WILL NEVER FORGET THE FIRST TIME I FOUND OUT I WAS EXPECTING U. I ALREADY WANTED TO HOLD U IN MY ARMS. I WAS THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD!! I EVEN ALREADY KNEW YOUR NAME.. EVERYTHING WAS SO PERFECT. YOUR FIRST KICKS.. I WILL NEVER FORGET.. U ALWAYS MADE ME SOO HUNGRY (LAUGHS) .. WATCHING MY BELLY GROW DAY BY DAY ASSURED ME U WERE STRONG AND HEALTHY.. I NEVER IMAGINED WHAT WOULD HAPPEN.. WHAT WENT WRONG?? I"LL NEVER KNOW.. I JUST WANTED U TO BE OK.. "WHY DID U LEAVE ME?" IT WAS THE HARDEST THING I EVER HAD TO DO.. SAYING GOODBYE AND LETTING GO.. BUT I WILL NEVER REGRET HAVING U. EVEN THOUGH UR GONE. UR STILL HERE,  I KNOW I WILL GET TO SEE YOU ONE DAY. AND FOREVER WE'LL BE TOGETHER. DONT U WORRY BABY, MOMMMY WILL BE WITH YOU..