3 years have passed and it still feels like 3 days. Ive tried to make it in this world without you and im finding its harder than i thought... i try to be strong for my family and keep pushing but there is not a day that goes by that i dont think of you or shed a tear for you . Im blessed to have a brother and sister to find strength and love in but its not the same . I feel the 1 person i knew loved me unconditionally no matter what is no longer by myside and for that i feel alone.... but then i know your beside me pushing me and caring for me but whatd id give to hear your voice i love you moma moma forever and always

One More Day

I wish for nothing more
Than just one more day,
For I would give it all,
Just to hear her say.

It's funny how
In life it seems
You take for granted
The most important things.

To feel her close,
And be safe again,
Safe from my own self,
Back with my best friend.

Yes, she was the best,
And at other times the only,
My Friend, you left me here,
And now my heart is lonely.

If you could just come back,
If only for one day,
I'd make sure that I'd listen
To all you had to say.

And now that it's too late,
You cannot speak anymore.
I finally realized,
I should have heard you before.

And if I could do it over,
I'd only change one thing,
I'd tell you that I love you,
And how much joy to me you bring.

No one will ever know
Quite how I feel inside,
And on that day you left,
You weren't the only one who died.

You have always been there, Mom,
And you loved me 'til the end,
So with all my heart and soul,
I love you too, My Friend.