ForeverMissed
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His Life

Almost three years without you

July 10, 2016

Missing you so much as I am approaching your three year angelversery ! Not a day goes by you aren't on my mind . My heart aches from your absence . Your presence will always be missed and your smile I long to see , your hugs and hearing you call "mama, I love you " my soul is crushed and my heart longs to see you my beautiful one of a kind child

forever twenty three

August 10, 2015

YYou are so dearly missed,  but no matter how far you are my love for you is so strong,  a mothers love for her children can't be measured by time it's everlasting and the bond that keeps you always with me.  You were my shining star,  all the hopes and the dreams I'll never experience with you but you will always be in my heart.  I love you baby. 

these rainy days make me miss you more.

June 22, 2014
As i sit here listening to the thunder and watch the lightning light up the sky's, it takes me back to last year at this time. Its the small things that hold the most powerful memories. I was thinking how you had come home that Friday and the weather was so bad, you insisted of getting my errands tended to for me. You were one of the kindest people i have ever had the pleasure of knowing, 23 years and gone to soon. Its like a dream that i never wake from, its my dreams of you that I don't want to wake from. Oh my son you were larger than life and i miss you so. I thank God he let me be with you for 3 years, some of the best years of my life. I think of you every day! I hope you can hear me when i call out your name, i hope you know I would have gladly gave my life so that you could have lived. Oh my precious one. Life is not the same without you here, i have only 2 months that i can look back on and remember you in my life, after August i will not have any more be able to think about what was going on last year at this time.. its like a final good bye . To only have the memories of the past and no more recent memories. Love you my sweet Angel!always in my heart And always on my mind

Missing You is Nothing New

March 6, 2014

Missing you , I do it every day ! Today I needed your advice . You were so smart and older in mind than years and so well spoken , you knew words that i had no idea what there meaning ! It will soon be 7 months since I saw your face or heard your voice ! Oh how i miss you Michael and I want to honor your life by helping someone in need all for you as you would have wanted of me ! I know your shining down on me today and everyday ,,,, I love you and look for you even if i know you wont be there ! I will continue on to help my fellow man as this is what you'd have me do . Know that in your honor i do these things .....

January 10, 2014

As I sit here this morning , I was looking through all of your scholarship applications , You were always a grateful person , I saw you wrote that you mama was your inspiration (ME) ,,Wow !! You were my inspiration Michael , you were such a special person ,,, I miss your beautiful mind and your caring heart ......I think of u every minute of every day , it just happens .. I remember in the spring when you and I took a trip to Hagans Cove and had a pic nic and sat in the sun looking at the waves ! I did not imagine that in a little over a year you would be gone ! I dont know if i can ever visit that beach again .... My sweet child , I miss you so .....

The Brightest Star

January 7, 2014

I wanted to pay tribute to your sweet life . I was so blessed to have you in my life , I remember all the little things you would do when you saw someone you cared for struggling ! You were so very smart . always the nicest student , so manneredly , so thoughtful ! You were such a comfort to me , I remember you found out i was sick and you came to check on me asking" Mama are you alright ?" I so proud to have had you in my life for 23 years , When you left you took my heart and I want you to keep it and when you are looking down on me just know my heart is in your hands ! I well always remember our so very special times we had ! I cant believe you are gone ! I want to smile again but with such a big part of myself gone im trying for you to live and maybe oneday find some peace maybe some joy ! I love you my perfect baby boy !