My dearest sweet M, it’s Easter and I love and miss you terribly!!! Sleep in the sweetest slumbers. Love beyond eternity, d

My dearest M, it’s Valentines Day and I love you and miss you terribly, sleep in blissful sleep with no more pain, all of my love to you, d

My sweetest Michael, it’s Christmas and I miss you terribly. I will always love you and keep you in my heart and prayers, love, d

My sweetest M,
It would have been 33 years that we were married today; our anniversary. I love you beyond time and the realms of space. Sleep in the arms of the Lord without anymore pain. Love, d

Dearest M we met 33 years ago today. I can’t count the minutes I have missed you. I wish you could have met your grandson, Yago; he’s a gorgeous and sweet child. I love and miss you terribly as does Zak. Sleep in sweet slumbers without anymore pain. d

Dearest Michael,
Today is Father’s Day and I miss you more than ever. Sleep in the arms of the Lord and without any more pain or suffering or sorrow. Love, d

Dearest sweet Michael, it’s your 78th birthday and not a day goes by that I don’t think of you. I love and miss you eternally. Yago thank God is out of hospital and doing well. He sort of looks like you In baby pictures. Sleep in the arms of the Lord with no more pain and tears. I love you my forever man and Captain of my heart. d

Dearest Michael,
It’s our anniversary and I love and miss you so very much. Sleep with sweet dreams, resting eternally in the arms of the Lord. Love, d

Dearest Michael,
It's August 31, 2022 and this is when I met you. The boy's name is Yago Mikael. Your son, Zak got a tatto of Poiesidon (hopefully spelled correctly). The due date is September 12-14, but I am thinking he might be born on September 9, our anniversary. I love and miss you to no extent. I hope you are sleeping in the arms of the Lord with no more pain. Your sister has been kinder to me. I love you so much, d

Dearest M,
Your sun is having a boy so the Hartman name will be carried on. I love and miss you, love, d

My dearest Michael,
Today you would have been 77 and there isn't a day that goes by that I don't miss you. Your baby Zak, is having a baby with Thata. You would have become a grandfather around September 2022. I hope you are sleeping in the arms of the Lord no longer in the horrible pain you went through. Zak really misses you especially now. They bought a house in Evanston and he would really like to talk to you about all the things going on in his life. I believe he will visit your grave today; I asked him to bring one white rose for me. I miss and love you beyond the realms of space and time. d

Michael it’s Halloween which I used to love especially with you. Now I’m a ghost. I miss you and love you endlessly.
Love, d

Dearest Michael,
today would have been our 31st wedding anniversary. I love and miss you to no end. Sleep in the sweetest of slumbers, without pain.
I love you eternally, d

Dearest Michael,
Today marks the 35th year I met you on this date. I have always, will always love and miss you. My heart is broken and will never be mended. Rest in sweet slumbers, with no more pain. You are always in Zak's heart and he misses you. Until we meet again, I love you....d

Dearest Michael,
Today is Father's Day and I miss you terribly. You are out of the pain you went through. I know you are sleeping in the Lord's arms. Zak misses you too and he turned into a wonderful man.
I love and miss you, d

Hi dearest M,
Today is Zak’s 29th birthday. Time flies and I love and miss you as does he.
Love, d

My dearest Michael,
if it was not for you, I wouldn't be a mother. Thanks for making me a mom to the greatest sun; my biggest accomplishment. I love and miss you terribly. Sleep in beautiful slumbers in the arms of the Lord. Love, d

Dearest Michael,
Today’s your birthday and you would have been 76. I love and miss you terribly. Sleep with no more pain in the arms of the Lord. I love you, d

Dearest Michael,It’s December 2, and I am so ill. I just want to be with you. I’ll be tuning 69 on the 29th. So old. There’s a pandemic that fortunately you missed. I love and miss you as does Zak. With endless love, d

Dearest Michael,
I'm sorry but I was too ill to go on this site yesterday which would have been our 21st wedding anniversary.  I will never forget out wedding and I love and miss you, especially when special occasions come around. Please be sleeping peacefully in the arms of the Lord and out of pain. I love you, d

Dearest Michael,
I am so very sick with not being able to drink or eat because of my esophagus of which I had two operations. I think I will be joining you soon if I can't find relief. I love and miss you terribly. Sleep in beautiful sleep out of the terrible pain you went through. I love and miss you. Love, d

Dearest Michael,
I miss you on Father's day. I hope you are sleeping without pain, in the arms of the Lord. I love you and thank you for making me Zak's mother. Love and blessings....donna

Dearest Michael, today you would have been 75 years old. I hope you are having a blissful birthday. I am too sick to go to your grave and leave a white rose, but you are always and all ways in my heart. I love and miss you terribly. All of my love until we meet again. love, d

Dearest Michael,
It is Valentine’s Day and I miss you terribly. This is the day we became engaged. A lifetime ago in a happier world. Sleep in beautiful slumbers with no more pain. I am in pain. I love and miss you sweetheart. d

Dearest Michael,
Today would have been my mom's 90th birthday. I miss her and I miss you terribly. I am suffering with esophagus problems and can't take it any longer. I just want to be with you. Zak is with Thata in Colorado skiing. He is very much like you and has a happy life. Rest in blissful peace Michael. d

Dearest Michael,
It is November 2 and it snowed on Halloween; I was a ghost. I love and miss you terribly you don't know how much you still mean to me. I want to be with you. Sleep it sweet slumbers, I love you into eternity.

My dearest Michael. We met yesterday in 1986. I was too sick to say how much I miss you, but you are always in my heart. I need and operation Sept. 5 on my esophagus. Life is not the same without my love. I love and miss you terribly. Love forever, d

My heart is breaking Michael, I miss you so much it is July 14 and I rarely go out. I just want to be with you. My health is declining and I am just waiting to close my eyes forever and be with you love. I love and miss you, d

Michael I am sorry I did not write to you on March 31, your birthday. I posted you on Facebook though. I am so lost without you. I am only a shell of myself. I love and miss you and belong next to you. All my tears and love, d

Missing you terribly on Father's Day. You were a great father and your sun misses you terribly. Zak and Thata are having their wedding August 17, 2019 after two years of marriage. They moved to Rogers Park and met Zan who said how you two met. I love you Michael and want to be with you through eternity. Much love sweetheart. Sleep in sweet slumbers, donna

Dearest Michael,
It is June 3 and I used to love summer. I don't anymore. My health is really declining and I want to be with you. Zak and Thata are moving Rogers Park. I miss and love you and cry each night for you. All my love M, Love d

Dearest Michael,
I did not write to you on your birthday, but I did visit you at the cemetery. Your daughter Evie just lost her husband, Francois and they have a 16 month old daughter, Clarisse. Zak moved back here because of my health. He is out in Las Vegas with Thata, Dee Dee and Ira for the memorial they are having to spread his ashes in the ocean. This was a tragedy that took a toll on me and Zak and Thata. I love and miss you Michael. I want to be with you and I am in terrible health which is killing me. Love, donna

My dearest Michael,
I wanted to wish you a happy Thanksgiving, but I felt what for???? I no longer can touch you and I want to be with you. I don't want to be here anymore. I am in terrible pain with medical issues and I just want to sleep forever in your arms. I miss and love you terribly.
Love, d

My beloved Michael,
It would have been our 28th anniversary today. I miss you more each and every day and night. I love you into eternity and miss you beyond any word that can be expressed.
Did I tell you I love you today????
Love, d

I just cannot believe my life would turn out like this. Without you, this is not life; it is just torture. I love and miss you Michael.  Love, d

Michael it is July 4. I miss you unbelievably. We used to have so much fun going to Indian Lakes for the weekend. I am so alone without you. Sleep in beautiful peace sweetheart. Love and miss you, d

Dearest Michael,
Today is father's day and you are not here! I miss you terribly and no one can ever replace you or come close. I just want to be next to you. I love you beyond the realms of time and space. d

Dearest Michael,
I meant to thank you for making me a mother on Mother's day. I miss you terribly and I wish you were here with me on Mother's day as Zak is too far away to visit and holidays make it harder for him. I never go a day without thinking of you and crying for you. I am looking forward to being with you again for eternity. All of my love, d

I went to your grave Michael, the day before your birthday. I forgot to write a note to you about how much I miss you. Zak came in with his wife Thata who you would adore. Your daughter, Evie had a daughter at 40 years old. Same age I was with Zak. His moving to San Diego stressed me terribly. I just want to be with you. I miss and love you, d

To Michael my sweetest valentine,
I love and miss you on V day. I wish I was in your arms again. Rest in sweet slumbers Michael. Love, d

Sweet Michael,
My mom's birthday is today and she would have been 88. I love and miss you terribly. I want to be with you and I cry for you everyday. I am not feeling well and in a lot of pain. Zak is married to Thata who I love. He has Ziggy, my cat who will be 5 April 30. Until I am in your arms again, I remain so very alone. I love and miss you M, love, d....

Dearest Michael, it is Christmas and Zak and his wife (my daughter I always wanted) are here until Jan 2, 2017. I can't stop grieving for the loss of you. I want to be with you Michael and I hope that this will turn into a reality. I love you sweetheart....donna

Dearest Michael, the anniversary of your death came and went. I could not go to your headstone as I was too heartbroken. I did light a candle for you. Will I ever meet you again in heaven??? I am so lost without you and I am dying bit by bit every day without you. Zak and Thata married October 3, 2017 and I hope they will love each other forever the way we loved each other and I still do love you forever. donna

Michael today is August 20, 2017 and I have a lump in my throat and tears in my eyes. Steve Sarli died in November 2001. He and Monica got divorced and he had to kids but kept calling Monica and said it was a mistake. She wrote a book. I was never aware how wealthy they were or how addicted they were; Steve to the end. He had a heart attack at 47. Zak just got engaged to Thata yesterday. I was happier when we got engaged. Andy and his wife had identical twin girls Thursday. The solar eclipse is tomorrow but it will be cloudy. It doesn't matter, I never go out. I have Hashimoto's disease, and lost my appetite. I miss you so much and wish I went before you. It wasn't your death that killed me, it was all the days that followed by your absence. Then when Zak moved to San Diego it was like you died again. I am so lost, but I know I lost my will. I am just waiting to die. I just want to be next to you. I hope there is an afterlife where I can see you again because right now I am in hell. I love you and miss you terribly. Sleep in heavenly peace without pain my love, donna

Michael, it is July 25 and I have lost my will to go on. I raised our sun/son who now resides in San Diego. I think something in me snapped because he is so far away. I just want to be with you again. I just cry and cry every day and every night. I love you and miss you M, love d.....

Michael it is Fathers day and I miss you terribly, I will be going to your grave to leave a rose. I can't wait until I am with you again. Love, donna

Michael, it is 5/4/2017 and I feel so lost without you. I don't know how much longer I can go on. My life has no more meaning. Zak moved to San Diego and is about to marry his Brazilian girlfriend in June so she won't get deported. I like her a lot. What really hurt more than anything was that Zak moved so far away and I am losing my will to live. I love and miss you, donna

Michael sweetheart, I miss you terribly and now Zak moved to San Diego, so far away from me. I wish you would send a signal to your son because he wants to get married at age 24 to a very nice Brazilian girl who is 27 to keep her in the USA. What do you think? Do you think? Am I thinking too hard? I feel so lost without you. It should have been me to go first and not you. I love you beyond the realms of space and time. Love, d

Michael it is new years eve and I am still alone. It should have been me and not you. I miss you and Zak is moving to San Diego. I am so alone Michael. Can you even experience me anymore??? Much love into eternity. donna

Sweet Michael, I will be lighting a candle in your memory in a week. I miss you so very much and Zak will be moving to San Diego with his girlfriend after Christmas. He is living in South America right now with her. My life is completely empty, so many years and so many tears. Much love and sleep in the sweetest slumbers. You were the one who opened my eyes and now they only shed tears....