- 59 years old
- Date of birth: Oct 29, 1954
- Date of passing: Jun 12, 2014
|Let the memory of michael be with us forever|
"Mike, it's been 11 months since i've seen your face talked to my love.my heart has not been the same. People say i should be over it how? 46 yrs of my life knowing you i smell your hands from time to time. i want someone to wake me up from this nightmare. Out of the grandkids Colton and Iziaha talk about you the most. Listening to these songs by Sam Smith really tear at my heart. I've loved you since we laid eyes on each other at John G. in 1968 who knew that we would never be able to say we made it 59 yrs of knowing each other. I've been staying at Michele's to get me out of the house. I know you can't read this but my love you were my very first love and you will be my last so I will always wait for you to come to me in my dreams. I wish i was with you so much my prayer is that one day we will walk down the streets of gold and we can talk with our wonderful Jesus and give him praise. I will think of you this day i don't know what to do on the 12th of June My love my heart. I have to wonder what I could have done to keep you with me at least a little longer."
"here its christmas day missing you so much. i feel so alone without you even though we didn't go anywhere at Christmas we were together my love. people can't understand that although we were hateful to each other we shared a very deep love that GOD put in our hearts are you waiting for me? why didn't i get up earlier i might have got you to the hospital you would be here my love i pray that you are wish our savior shouting and singing a song the angels cannot sing. AFTER THE LORD I LOVE YOU SO MUCH"
"michael i miss you so much each day is so much harder than the day before without you having zack and them living with me trying to say they are helping me and they do some. You were so right about what you said I would do, but when you left me i can't live alone i can't even dress myself. here it is 3am at Michele's wishing i was home I feel so safe there because it was our home. I want to thank you so much for the dream i truly believe you came to me and telling me how much you loved me since you met me and that you would love me for eternity. I am so greatful for that I love you so very much I need you my love and my heart. Sorry I got in your wallet but found a picture of me from 1970 did you really carry it in there all those years. I never thought you would leave me now here it is Thanksgiving almost I need you so very much my love please come home to me."
"michael, its been 5 months today feels like yesterday you were here. I know i can't bring you back or snap my fingers to come be with you. Only to have 1 more day with you. So much to say i left unsaid thinking you knew what i was going to say (like you could read my mind) my heart isn't beating like it should most of it is with you. The sunday before you died was our 21 wedding anniversary. i know you were not great at remembering things. I should have told you my love. so bad i wanted to make it to 50yrs you would always say 4get the off and on just say 46. i miss hearing you cough and breath.you said i would have zac and them in here 2 weeks after you left you were right. i know i can't live alone it is so hard that getting your help with the things was what i depended on every day. what should i do mike. part of me wants to move the other part wants to stay here where it was our home for 15 years. i love it when i get to finally get some sleep and you are in my dreams. i feel like i am living in those dreams and without you i am dead zac thought i met someone i met someone on line and i went to the show with them, he was really upset. i would never do that my love. i will truly smile when i can hold you again my soul mate. michael my love i wonder if you can even read this"
"my love I've thought about you every second of this special day. Your 60th birthday, wishing you were here. the lonelness of being without you. I feel you close to you being here in the house. Sometimes when looking in living room I think I see you moving around. I wish I could have gone with you.. you were right about so many things just wish I could be with you a little longer. I miss you so very much it feels like a part of me died with you. I LOVE YOU NOW AND FOREVER MICHAEL."
"Michael I love you so very much and miss you each second that goes by. I need you so much. my love, my life, my heart. if I could only turn back time you'd be here with me 46 years of you isn't long enough"
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