Happy 50th Birthday Mike! I can't believe it has been 8 years since I last spoke to you. I miss you everyday! Hope you are having an awesome day celebrating with Mom, Dad and Nora! We all love you!

My heart hopes your with my brother, your best friend Tommy Dwiggins. He passed in July. Hope you guys are fishing together once again in heaven. I love you both and will be forever missed.

Hey Dad, I have so many questions, my main question kills me everyday. Were me, mom & Ash not worth the stay? I beat myself up & i throw myself around, hoping one day ill be found. Since you left, ive been a mess. I feel like im failing at everything i do. I try my best to fight the good fight but sometimes i lose my might. Since mom & Ash & Chris moved away its been hard to "throw some dirt on it". Sometimes i wish i could just hear you say i love you & im proud of you! I hope that your pain is forever gone. My only regrets were not being closer to you like Ash was, & for not hugging you and saying bye on October, 7th 2012. I still cry a lot. I still have this emptiness. I try my best to stay positive for Chris & for Mom, but i just feel as though im not strong enough to depend on anymore. I have helped Chris the best that i could in the last 4 years. I am still helping them as much as i can from 800-1000 miles away. Im just Lost & i cant seem to find my way! I think ive written enough for today. I Love You More Than Anything & I Miss You Deeply. Ill See you when I See You. I hope The Heavens Above are treating you the way you'd hoped! -Michelle Tremaine Wanamaker <3

"Never Love Someone More Than They Love You, Because The Pain Is To Great & The Rewards Are Too Few" A Quote By Michael P. Wanamaker

Mike "Mikey" You were my best friend growing up together but then life got in the way and we lost touch. I will always remember the good times we had. I miss you so much and I wish we could of became closer once again. I will always cherish my memories of you. I wish I would of known the pain you were in. You will always be in my heart. You will always be my little brother. I will never forget you. I love you Mikey.

Mike, my little brother, you left us so suddenly and unexpected, we have so many unanswered questions. Why did you decide it was your time to die? I spoke to you that fateful day but the sorrow and pain you did not convey. I can only hope now that your pain is at bay and you are enjoying happier days!  I miss you so much! We love you Mike!