Took me  awhile to write something here and still not truly sure exactly what I should write but thought I would still pop by to say hello!

 I have so many stories I'm not sure where to start, the time you were the one to tell me in the morning that I'd broken Steve Rogers glasses on the night out before, drunken times a plenty in the O2, the wharf, the Square, every ha ha meeting ever anywhere!!

It's the little things you rememeber, like the way I had to repeatedly pause Celebrity Juice to talk to you about what just happened! Monday morning bad santa emails, Daisy waterfalls & countless great Roadhouse nights!!

One of my favourite memories of you is how you embraced my Ma on Facebook, never mind how embarassing I thought it was, that's the sort of special person you were, you always had time and a smile for anyone and a way of making everyone feel special!

I miss our daily telephone conversations, I miss the fun we used to have setting the world to rights and I'm gutted we never managed our Pizza Hut buffet eat all you can lunch date!!!

Love you loads, think about you daily 

Bad Santa Ben
xx 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xx3yXUunEq8

You always had great taste in music as well! 

I remember my first Christmas in England, I was working for Michelle in Ruislip Golf Centre. We were doing all x'massy and I couldn't find a word for a reindeers...so I have named them "santa's horses"...we were laughing for hours and liked it so much that we were using that "new meaning" every x'mas ;D
Even now when I think about it, it makes me smile...because I see Michelle bursting into laughter...We always found a reason to laugh...It's good I have my memories!!


Dear Michelle, 
Still can't belive that you are gone, I was always thinking that one day I will come to UK for a visit and I will meet up with you... 
You will stay in my heart forever!!! love you xxx

I never actually met Michelle,we became friends on Facebook and she was like a surrogate Mum to Benedict....along with a few others,we enjoyed teasing him but I knew how special Michelle was purely by how much she was loved by my Son.
We were planning to meet but now we'll have to wait...I'm adding a copy of some messages we exchanged just a year ago.I will always love you and will always be grateful that Benedict had you in his life. x

Hi Mich.I have bought a Peroni clock for Benedict but I think he may be in London next week so it would be better to send it to his work..trouble is I don't know the address as there seem to be 2 in Birmingham,could you tell me and also do you think he will like it?Love Vicky X

Hey Vicky omg - he'll LOVE it !!! I think you'll be better off sending to home coz the site will be closed & builders in. I know he's in london tues-fri but he'll be able to get from the post office. Other option is maybe send it to Santa Fe in Bluewater - i'm sure he & Steve will be meeting up at some point next week!!! let me know if u need any more info xx

Thanks Michelle.I will send it to his Flat and as you say he'll be able to get it from the P.O.I googled Peroni because it often seems to be connected to Benedict and I didn't have a clue what it was and there were Peroni clocks so I'm so glad you think he will love one...and it's great to send him a present out of the blue when it's not his Birthday..just an" I love you Beautiful Son !" present.Take care Mich. X

he will be one happy boy Vicky - peroni does play a part in his life lol catch up soon x

I'm sure you will Mich.Going to bed now,we will need some brainstorming sessions(like Lord Sugar does)This is going to be SUCH fun ! X

Hi Mich.How are you?

hey Vicky, im good thanks. i had lunch with beautiful son today :)

How is he?

on good form - he's really enjoying being back in london. Im meeting him & steve for drinks tomorrow too - someones got to keep those boys in order!