When i was told that I was having a baby girl I was excited and couldn't wait to meet you I named you Miracle Elizabeth Marie Ellis my baby girl the 30 weeks I carried  you was the most excited time of my life I love to feel your little fingers and feet moving I would rub my stomach while reading to you and before going to sleep I would play gospel music and you seemed to like it knowing that I had a life growing inside of me changed me mentally and emotionally because I knew that I had to change for my baby girl. I was told that you was facing health challenges  but that didn't stop me from doing what needed to be I continued praying and fighting trying to get you here but what I didn't know was that even though I prayed to GOD for you he had already had your life plan the day they told me your heart had had stop it was like my world had ended your body was still inside of me but your spirit was already set free and as much as I wanted you here with me GOD  needed you more and had your wings ready for you,as I pushed you at at 1130 am on the 26 of November all I can think about  was not being able to take you home with me and how hurt I was after time with by I held you on my chest and looked at your little face and as hard as I tried I couldn't stop crying and when the doctors took you away apart of me went with you  I asked GOD why and as much as it hurts I understood I love you baby girl you was mommy first little princess and you will always be in my heart I love and miss you sooooo much but I know I'll see you again someday till then fly high my angel