I am having the time of my life! I am looking forward to seeing you again. And papa. You'd be so proud of Lynn. It's because of Jehovah that I have made it this far. I have always loved him. Though I couldn't figure out why I had always had trouble! Now I know. It wasn't me. Though I am not perfect. I make mistakes. All my life, I wanted to serve Jehovah. I was waiting for you guys. Now,the truth is out. My truth. My story.

Hi mudder. Me mudda. I used to love to you. Remember when nagypapa rented out that restaurant on my birthday? I turned 2? It was daddy you and Lali and me. There was our relatives, the duchess the Duke ,a marquis ,and his wife. I don't what you call a female marquis . It was my great uncle the marquis, that gave me the island. It is a small island. It is called The Kellaway island. I have been there twice . There is a castle on it.Its off of Cornwall. I was real young. No,I was not an orphan. That is what they were told. I was treated as the poor relation. It was weird. I was in this room. Bedroom. I was to sleep there . It was real quiet. I heard a creaking,a door. It opened. Then, someone came in. I felt a pinch . Later ,I found out it was Shelly,the sister of the my nemesis. The Lord of the far Island.Shelly had injected me. She had dragged me off the bed and on to the floor. And she then dragged me into the secret door which led into the passage way. I'll tell more later. Bye mum.

Hi ma! It's Leslie! I'm home. Forever. Never leaving Jehovah again.I love you very much. You stayed loyal to Jehovah and his people,your family. I didn't forget that .That's what I'm going to do. You'd be so proud of your Redhead,Lynnie.The truth is out now. I finally know what,and who,was behind the scenes. It wasn't our family. I checked. It wasn't Allison,or her family . It was ,God's enemies. See ya next time!

Hi Ma! I'm having the time of my life. I got to see the world when I was younger. You were still alive at the time.I was interested in Good things. Great things. I couldn't achieve what I wanted to in my schools. So I went to Juilliard. You know,the one in New York? The School of Arts? I went the summer's of my 15th and 17th years. When I was real young, I flew to China. You'd have been so proud of me Ma. I came home ,a lot. I remember you and Lynn were in the kitchen. You were so surprised to see me. I came in, you let in,and my flung open wide and hugged Lynn,and you! I loved seeing you! I was making money and I was going to buy you a house. Were we could live. Then I was going to buy Daddy a house. And he could live with Lali. So I went to Juilliard.I have talent,Ma.

I love you mother. I know you will be proud of me and Lynn.

I am laying a flower for you mama. When I think about all the times they got me. And I got away.Now I am with Jehovah's people. I am soo glad ma. It will be forever.

Hi Mommy! Remember when you were in Horsham hospital? Remember you could not listen to the "The Rose"by bette milder? At least,I think it was then. Well anyway, you couldn't listen to it. Now I know why! It was me, mama. Bette was singing about me.I knew all the greats of Hollywood. Sammy Davis Jr. ,Perry Como,Frank Sinatra, Elvis Presley, Michael Jackson, Madonna. The list goes on. I  met  all of them! I'm getting my memory back. Allison found out the truth. I did a movie . About, Queen of Sheba,or Cleopatra,or something like that. That's what happens when your memory is wiped out. It is coming back, slowly. Well, gotta go. See ya when you get back.

Here is some things else, mama. I had another 500 pages. In 2015. But,they were stolen,too. She was greedy.Remember my neighbor? The sweet one right across driveway?Well,she told me. Who she was. And how she had to thank me. How she had tried to kill me. Remember "The Birds"? The girl that was attacked by the black birds? That was me mama.This was blowing my mind. I looked at her. Her eyes were black.This little woman.I was in shock. All the things that she had done to me. It was HER.

Hi momther. Well, anyway,there we were,at the table,me,and the 4 men. I asked them if they'd pay me. They said, they'd give me $10 dollars. But that's it.These, clearly, weren't the right people. Not for what I had. They were takers,mama. Well,then,I would just take my plans,and go. These weren't the right people.It happened so fast. Too fast. I was not prepared for what they would do. They were reaching for my plans. 500 pages. I couldn't let them do it,mama. They were NOT,WERE NOT, GOING TO TAKE THIS FROM ME!!!I HAD WORKED YEARS,FOR THIS.IT.WAS.MINE.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I couldn't stop them. I could not,stop them. They were greedy. This,was the hottest thing in history. I had it. I knew,who I would sell it too. Well, anyway, this was there downfall. We'll all enjoy my creations in the New system. Paradise.

Hi mum. It's good to talk to you. It's 5:07 in the morning . I just woke up,had a banana,and hear I am.This a good avenue to get things out. They've been stealing my ideas all my life. The one's I gave freely to other people,I did gladly. My ideas are all over the world . Farmers,Samsung,LG, Firefox, Google. You how They, stole them? I was sitting at a table with a group of about 4 men,at the Creekwood center, in the meeting room. I loved it there. That's where we'd talk, have Arts and crafts, That where I'd learned about myself. A little,at a time.So here we were, these 4 men and me. I had kept hold of my business plans, close to me.Just in case. You know,in case they were not interested? In case they were not the right people? I mean,thay may have been "in the business" but I didn't know them from Adam. As my mother used to say. I started reading off my business plans. They started taking notes. Martha Stewart's magazine. I have her the ideas to the magazine. Well, actually, I have THEM the idea. I'm tired tired, mummy, I think I'll just watch TV. Good morning my mother . Bye for now.

Hi Mommy ☺️ I love you.I found out how people knew to come over to our place, home. On New Street. The first house.They would be at Shelly's house and she'd send them on over to our house . They'd come with booze and while you would be getting glasses after they'd tell you to get some, they'd put something in your drink. I can only assume they were ruffies or ghb. So there were people working against you. Remember your "friend"? The one who you were drinking with in the kitchen? It was her daughter that told people to come over to our house.My ex neighbor told me. You know how you'd say " well dear, everything will come out in the wash."People with bad intentions, Jehovah has plans for them. I'll see you soon mother dear. It's only a little while longer.

Hi Mommy ☺️ I like to listen to this song. Amazing Grace. I think of you. It was fun. Going to the library. Cracking jokes! Allie still lives there. It's hard. To think of how you died. She told me. How you died. In detail. I'm going to tell the truth. This will be hard. Because,all my life, I've had to hide. It was not Father, Daddy,who I was in danger from. He loved me. Oh how he came to get me. Rescue me. Yes. Rescue me. Lali too. They somehow got on a ship I had been on .A Korean ship. In the middle of the Atlantic. This ship had picked us up. We had floated to an island ️. I think we stayed for a week. I slept the whole time. I told him not to touch me. And, he listened.So anyway, we floated down the coast. It was beautiful! I'll write ✍️ more later. I am falling asleep. Bye mum.

Hi mommy ❤️☺️! I love you so much! I am having fun! I don't need a relationship, with anyone! It's just like I said. And Daddy too. You've got to have a profession to fall back on. Cause I ain't going to rely on a man to get me through. Lynn and me and Lali and Allison are the best of friends now.Wow, you're going to hear how they came through for me! And how I protected the whole family! Well, momma, it's a lot easier to think and talk about what happened,now, that I'm on my own. Got to go. Dinner time . Bye now!

Hi Mumsie! It's great to be here! My,my you'd never believe what happened. Have I got stories to tell you! Gudentock,bye for now!

Dear lovable mum, I am eager to welcome you back.

Waiting for the day you come back.Your cubs started this memorial for you and Daddy.We both love and miss you.I have moved from where I used to live. Not in that town anymore.I know when we last talked I was engaged. I am having so much fun being single. I broke it off with him. I have decided. And Jehovah approves! I am not going to get married. I am not the marrying kind. Believe me, I have tried! 8 husbands? Naww,I am staying single and footloose and fancy free.Daddy always said,one must be able to support oneself.So I did. I went to Hollywood and acted and danced and sang played instruments and composed music and choreographed my little heart out! Mother, you are a peach. I am living on my own now. This is the way I like it.

I'd love to tell a story,mum. The story is about you. I do this to remember,when. They made a movie about what you did and how you gave it to them!whoa! Mom! We can talk about it when you come back. I'm sorry I didn't believe you. Now, I do! Allison and Lali went and told Dad off.It was great! She , REALLY, does love me. Good by for now.

Hi mother.Miss you.Can't wait to see you.And Daddy too.Love you two forever!

for my dear sweet mother.you had it tough, in your early years. heart to heart, i could feel it in you. i cared for you so. waiting. for our time, together.lynnie and you and i, had sweet sentimental heartfelt times that we shared despite what you went through, you loved your children. and yes, i know, our father, too. i remember the raspberries we picked one summer. the walks we took. the little cafes, god bless you forever.

i miss you so much. i miss our talks.my broken heart aches for your love. still grieving.i'm hurting bad. my heart is heavy with so much deep pain.there is such a void. pain. just, so, much pain, would have loved, to have spent more time. with you. you are sleeping now. maybe, Jehovah can help heal my heart .rest in peace.

i miss your laughter! your sweet love. your wonderful hugs.would like to welcome you back, in the resurection, on earth, in the paradise.would like to spend more time with you.you are missed, lovable one.

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to a forever beautiful gentle loving feisty comical humble tigress of a woman and mother grandmother wife greatgrandmother friend neighbor,and anyone who had the priviige to know her! hats off to ya mumsie! as everyone says, who meets ME after knowing YOU,she's nancy all over again.to your little cubs,lou, leslie, lynn, whom you fiercly protected with all your might.the god you loved and stayed loyal to.you will live on everywhere! i luv my moma more now,and still, to this day, ache for you. we did not have enough time together,,,,,it was wonderful ,to be together,,,,,i was planning on seeing you in april, too soon, mom,,,, i don't understand,,you were doing so well. april 5, 2015,,,i tried to call you,, desperate,, easter sunday,,,the resurrection,passover,,,,,mom,,,what happened? i can't stand this,, tears are running down my face, a face so like your own. one you had as a young woman. i'm proud. and strong, like my mother. i shall live on, and love too. and carry the legacy of the isabella macmay,isabella keers ,and isabel mills. , Royal, and humble, small and mighty, all who are related..  ..peace