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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Nayati Collins, 34 years old, born on October 8, 1979, and passed away on March 20, 2014. We will remember him forever.
March 20
March 20
Another year without you it's been 10 painful years but I'll never stop thinking of you the memories are so precious how can I not celebrate you and tears laughter and good food son you will always be remembered I miss you so much my heart is sadden by your absence down here continue to R.I.P farewell my 1st born
February 14
February 14
Hello from the other side just want to say I'm thinking of you and will always love and miss you just spending this lovely valentine day with nothing but thought of you I can imagine you still here sharing and caring showing much love to all you were just that kinda guy thanks for the memories love you forever son hugs and kisses
February 2
February 2
Hello from the other side son I know you welcome your granddad Bay too the heavenly sky on today it's a sad day down here for those of us whom love him very dearly are hearts are Broken once again but we all know that God knows best and will put no more on us than we can bare now you and your grandma and grandpa is together again R.I.P Bay you will be missed down here these tears are for you take your rest
January 17
January 17
Always thinking of you son words cannot express what I'm feeling right now I miss you I never imagine growing old without you here I feel so alone you are the missing piece to my puzzle and the picture will never look the same love you no matter where you are R.I.P
December 3, 2023
December 3, 2023
Tis' the season too be jolly fa la la la it hasn't been jolly in nine years since you been gone I don't have a clue of what jolly is these are the times when I misses you the most I just look to the Lord for strength for he is the only one that can give me that super natural strength that I need right now and I learn to accept the strain and the pain that every year brings until I see you again Better will come continue too R.I.P on until I meet you in the air .
October 8, 2023
October 8, 2023
It is that time again hoping you having a heavenly celebration up there because I am having one down here I will celebrate you until my dying day my heart is filled with so much pain wish you can just show up just one more time so I can hold you in my arms just like when you was first born you will always be close too my heart I will always cherish the memories I hear the your laughter in my mind when I close my eyes and I see your face son you never ever be forgotten we miss you down here your dad your daughters your entire family misses you it just haven't been the same without you so this is your special day and I will keep your memory alive so it's party time love laughter and tears this day hurts like hell .
September 17, 2023
September 17, 2023
Thinking of you very heavily this morning and you will forever be in my heart sometimes I just wish you could come back to us even if it just for second a minute or an hour
August 7, 2023
August 7, 2023
3:39 am most normal ppl. Would be fast asleep at this time but most ppl. Wouldn't understand the pain that I'm feeling right now the emptiness in my heart I can't sleep I'm just listening too some soft music and thinking of you and just wondering why you had too go so soon some days I can deal with the pain but most of times it's still hard too bear I try hard to be strong for myself but some days the loneliness just messes me up where I just have to shed some more tears I cherish all the memories close to my heart from the day you was conceived until the beginning of your life and the end of your your life you will always be my bundle of Joy you made me laugh in during your life and you made me cry during your death it was so sudden and unexpected I thought you had a lot more time than you were granted it's just a mystery I'll never upstanding nor will I question God WHY for only he knows the answer I miss you son this world is miserable without you in it just continue too be our forever Angel and keep watching down on us we love you Forever.
July 17, 2023
July 17, 2023
There's always something that reminds me of you not a day goes by that I am not reminded of you I can still hear your laughter and see your face but its all in my mind sometimes I wonders why you had too go when your presence is much needed around here sometimes I just don't understand it and I wouldn't dare ask God why my son I'm just learning too accept it and adept with such a great lost but I have learned too deal with it one day at time thank you lord for giving me strength that I need to make it one day at time . forever minds
June 18, 2023
June 18, 2023
Happy Heavenly Father's Day I know if you were here you would have been the best father any child can have you was always a great dad to your kids and other kids that wasn't yours you had a amazing patient for your children you share with them the joy and love that you was seeking for when you was a kid does was some tough times but you survived it and became the Best dad until you had too go away and now your dad has really been the greatest your daughters are so lucky and I so grateful that he step in and step up you would be amazed what a great dad and grandfather and friend he's really been great it's all love rest in peace with your baby girl Simone .
May 29, 2023
May 29, 2023
Those precious memories keeps draling me Holidays are the times when you are mostly missed flashes of memories of how it use too be missing your jokes and your laughter making all your favorite foods sharing a drink or two you will always be my funny guy and why you had too go so soon we will never know but when you left you took a big piece of my heart with you my life will never be the same without you and one day we shall meet again I'll see your face I'll hold my baby boy once again love you son forever my baby. HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY SON
May 14, 2023
May 14, 2023
Thanks for making me a proud mother on 10-8-79 you was and always will be my first born my first bundle of joy you was made out of true young love and you will forever be in my heart it's mother's day and I'm still missing you son wish you were here too make me laugh and not cry as this sad day goes by rest on
March 29, 2023
March 29, 2023
From Sunrise 10-8-79 to Sunset 3-20-14 until the last viewing 3-29-14 of your shell that your body once lived in on this side of earth ashes too ashes dust too dust from dust you were created and dust you return son your just like the dew in the morning gently resting in my heart forever rest on my precious child my heart beat.
March 20, 2023
March 20, 2023
In Remembrance of my first born every year dread going back down memory lane of this day 9yrs ago the pain of it all just flares up in me and my heart feels broken all over again I miss your laughter because you was such a funny guy you made me laugh when all I knew how too do was cry you made my sad days happy and joyful I never imagine living life without you especially at such a young hard working age you always manage to find away I was proud of you just for trying hard we all have are short comings in life no one is perfect and we learn from our mistakes I'm so Glad that I was always there when you called on me I knew that I had too be I can go on writing about us our connection our love as mother and son but I'll just say this your never forgotten there's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you your my sunshine peeking through the clouds love you son til the end of times peace be Still 
December 8, 2022
December 8, 2022
I'm learning in this life that this kind of hurt and pain will never go away I just have too learn to live with it deal with it and pray through it this kinda pain has become the normal way of life we are dying everyday loved ones are passing away rapidly I just hate I has too lose my mine but I know some way some how God is gonna continue too help me get through it one day at time .
December 7, 2022
December 7, 2022
I'm missing you thinking of you always holidays just not the same without you and ppl. That you love the most so much for joy too the world especially when your joy is in a new world called heaven rest on my son .
November 27, 2022
November 27, 2022
Like the dew in the morning gently rest upon heart not a day go by that I don't wish you were here holidays just not the same without you although i know its impossible for you too return back to us I just wish I can hold my child my son once again I promise I'll never let go love you son until we meet again peace .
October 8, 2022
October 8, 2022
Happy Heavenly Birthday the time has come again where I must celebrate you and in remembrance of all the good times that we shared I really misses the laughter that you shared all the joy I love you continue too R.I.P
October 4, 2022
October 4, 2022
It's your season and I already feel the sadness and pain but I vow to continue cherishing your memories on your born day I will never let your memories die I will celebrate you always and tears laughter and some soul food in your honor its been 8yrs and the pain hasn't gotten any lighter but it has become manageable too bare I love and miss my first born you are forever in my heart.
September 5, 2022
September 5, 2022
Good Morning just sitting here thinking about how much I miss you and what life would be like if you were still here I wish you were here to see your daughters grow up into beautiful mature young ladies I pray that God keeps them safe from seen and unseen dangers of this wicked world I know you looking down on them and watching them glow as they grow you would have been a proud father of both of them we are missing you badly sadly .
July 11, 2022
July 11, 2022
Thinking of you always this something that most ppl. Will never understand until they lose someone that is so precious and dear as you will always be too me I can't explain my pain to all that does not begin to understand I lost a piece of my heart and some days are harder to bear but I know there's a God who really cares and that's how I'm making it one day at time holding on to the precise memories you left behind you will forever be in my heart I really miss you so much I seen your girls they brought so much joy to my heart to just to hold a pieces of you and my arms they all grown up now and pray that God keeps them focus keep them safe and keep them on the right path of righteousness an positivety I know you watching over all of us I often see you peeking through the clouds with a smile .
May 2, 2022
May 2, 2022
As mother's day approaches I cannot help but too think of you my first born the one who turn my whole life around and filling it with so much love and joy my first baby boy I'm proud too say that I am your mom and I will never forget you your forever in my heart motherhood was rough doing it alone but God kept us strong and this mother's day I know I want be alone when I look to the sky and see you peeking through the clouds smiling down on your dear mother and all that love and misses you so thanks for letting me be your mom and finding exactly what motherhood is like rest on my love child .
March 28, 2022
March 28, 2022
What's Son the Memories that we once shared keeps drawling me the Memories of you childhood until your adult life keeps flashing before me oh how I wish you could have had more time to spend on this place we call earth all though you no longer is here I feel your presence I hear your laughter and I will always miss your love you gave I shed these tears for you .
March 26, 2022
March 26, 2022
Good Morning Son thanks for shining so bright down on my soul this morning you are and will always be heavily on my mind because you are missed so much I often wonder why and how I continue too go on without you here when you left my smiles turn into tears and fears of what's too come so I stay prayed up until we meet again love you forever and ever.
March 22, 2022
March 22, 2022
Good Morning Heartaches and heartbreak  I'm sure you laughing down on the world now only if I can hear the laughter from you voice again you always said some of the funniest things that made me laugh so hard I really miss those times and I know another joke will never be told the way you use too tell them I guess you left the legacy for your children too carry on the laughter but no one will ever be as funny you I'm laughing now just thinking about some of the silly things you would say live love and laugh missing you so much.
March 21, 2022
March 21, 2022
I need more laughter and less tears I miss the joy of you being here your death has been nothing but a mother's nightmare and every anniversaries holidays and birthdays year after year becomes more painful I'm drowning in sorrow lord what I'm do without you.
March 20, 2022
March 20, 2022
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY SON YOU ARE FOREVER MISSED 8YRS OF HEARTACHE AND HEARTBREAK I KNOW ONE DAY I'M GONNA HOLD YOU AND MY ARMS AGAIN I CELEBRATE YOU TODAY IN SUCH A SPECIAL WAY UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN
March 20, 2022
March 20, 2022
I'll just lay here and listen too the soft slow songs playing and remembrance of you with tears flowing from my Weeping eyes while I vision the smile and imagine the laughter only I can hear I learned over the years th I s sort of pain will never go away but it becomes manageable there are good days and many bad days that I must make bearable with the help of the lord better days will come .
March 20, 2022
March 20, 2022
Like the dew in the Morning Gently rest upon my soul today makes 8 yrs painful years full of sadness tears and sorrow I still miss you I'll never understand why you had to go away I thought you had a lit of time a lot of years but was wrong I ask the lord over and over again how do you mend a broken heart how do you repair the brokenness inside of me I really miss you this month is most definitely a bitter sweet month we celebrate birthdays with smiles we celebrate your anniversary 3-20-14 of departure of life and sadness and tears you will forever be missed my pride and joy rest on mommy will never forget you you will always be my son peeking through the clouds ⛅ love you forever lord give me strength like no other give me peace in the midst of my storms.
March 10, 2022
March 10, 2022
3-10-22 8yrs and a day its been that long since I seen your face watching you suffer was the hardest thing too do I wish I could have traded places I really wanted you too live longer so you can see your girls grow up and become young ladies I wish you could have accomplished everything we talked about I thought time was on your side because you was so young and you always came up with great ideas you just didn't have enough time too put them into action I wish you had taken better care of your health life just wasn't fair enough I miss you I'll never heal from losing you I miss you so much I can just cry me a river but it want bring you back so I just have too the precious memories of what we once knew love you forever.
March 5, 2022
March 5, 2022
Good Morning Son Shine Thanks for the love and the laughter that you shared with everyone how can we forget about you when you brought everyone so much joy you made us laugh and you made us cry I will forever hold you in my heart I wish you were here too share my special day but I know you will be looking down shining that spotlight on me reminding me too wear a smile love and miss you my pride and joy my first born
February 26, 2022
February 26, 2022
Good Morning Son you been heavily only mind lately time has rolled around again march is approaching soon and the tears begins too roll right down eyes each year I plan too feel better and celebrate you a long with my special day but I can't help too think about you because this was the month you went away the last time I seen your face or even heard your voice was the night of my birthday march 6th on a Wednesday by Saturday morning your life had taken a change forever no more laughter for me nothing but tears as the years passes on your children are doing fine growing up very fast I know you would be proud of them and especially your dad stepping up and taken charge thanks to him kamiya is in a much better and safer environment we don't have too worry no more Samarr is a young adult with so much potentials to be great I know you are smiling down on us I can still hear your laughter although I misses your presence March will forever be a difficult month too get through Son I love and miss you my first born my heartache keep peeking through the clouds I see you smiling down on us .
January 2, 2022
January 2, 2022
Good Morning my dear Precious son I come to you just to find the peace that's way deep down in my soul I find so much comfort in visiting your memorial site I feel this is the safest place to come I get to reflect on all the great memories we once shared together and since you been gone our family has grown so far apart so I hold on to you and my heart son I love and miss you every day of my life wish you were here to wipe the tears from my Weeping eyes so long until next time love you forever my first born my pride and joy.
January 1, 2022
January 1, 2022
Happy New Year's wish you were here too celebrate with in the flesh my heart hasn't felt this lonely although I know you had to go this place was much too toxic for you air just wasn't refreshing enough for you to continue too breathe on this side of earth and I know now all your troubles are gone you been set free and some day we will meet again mother/son reunite at last until then my son I promise I will Cherish every memories that you left in my heart you will always be my first born and I will mourn you until my last dying days peace for now love forever. ❤
December 22, 2021
December 22, 2021
Remembering you during the holidays is just as painful as the day you left us I will always have a space in my heart a mother's love will never part this Christmas and New year it's just me and you and some eggnog teardrops wishing you were still here you brought so much laughter too my heart not a day goes by that I'm not missing you love you forever my Precious baby boy you light up my life and without you my heart will never feel whole again Merry Christmas and Happy New Year's too come you are my son shine peeking through the clouds .
October 18, 2021
October 18, 2021
Although I am missing I'll never forget you my first born my Precious bundle of joy I know this life never treated you fair and your time was cut short I remember telling you that you was young and you have a full life ahead you and you can always correct your wrongs and make a better and positive life for yourself and your children I had no idea that you was leaving so soon I miss you rest on my love until we meet again these tears are for you .
October 12, 2021
October 12, 2021
Missing your laughter your jokes I always wonder how you come up with such amazing sense of humor but then I look in the mirror and I realize it comes naturally we love too see others laughing and smiling and sometimes laughing so hard until they cry we are that kinda funny I can remember you saying some of the funniest things I really miss that I really miss you my funny man R.I.P THESE TEARS ARE FOR YOU.
October 9, 2021
October 9, 2021
I say each year the pain of losing you gets easier but the truth is it never be easy losing your own I think about every day and night I wish you here too make me laugh again you will always be my funny man and I will always miss you like crazy you my 1st. PRIDE AND JOY and you are Irreplaceable there's no sorrow on this earth that heaven cannot heal I will get through this and forever hold you in my broken heart love you Son
October 8, 2021
October 8, 2021
Happy Birthday too my Previous Baby Boy 1st born I really miss you I will always celebrate you on this day 10-08 Forever ❤ its Been 7yrs and it still hurts like hell but I know with God as my protector and provider he'll get me through this day so I'll let my tears flow for tomorrow I'll be able too smile again you will always be my Son peeking through the clouds
March 20, 2021
March 20, 2021
Another painful Anniversary year of missing you the pain of it all will never go away it becomes bearable but the hurt is so deep in my heart it's just seems like when you left us my whole family fallen apart I miss your jokes your laughter it kept me going and now since you been gone I feel all alone I can't call you its been 7yrs. But pain feels like was just yesterday I can never forget the time the doctor called 5:08 pm 3-20-14 My whole world crash in a second my joy left me I been praying for 7yrs. For God to mend my broken heart and ease my pain and strengthen me more so I can be that shoulder the girls can lean on I know if you were here you be so proud of them they are beautiful young ladies now and your dad has been the most stand up grandfather anyone can ask for he's really been there for them and for me too we love and miss you so much Tavaris Robert latoya the whole family is missing you like crazy thanks for showing me the signs that your near every time I look up to the sky I see you my son my sunshine peeking through the clouds ⛅❤
October 8, 2020
October 8, 2020
Happy Heavenly 41st. Birthday still missing you like crazy right now is your jokes , laughter I really need to get through these crying and trying times continue to R.I.P In the arms of the Angels tell simone I miss her too and one day we will be together again I love you I miss you life will never be the same without you. My 1st my pride and my Joy  FOREVER LOVE ❤
March 21, 2018
March 21, 2018
its that time of the year again 3-20-18 5:08 pm son i'll remember that laughter forever I miss you so much this world is not the same without you but I understand now why you had to go away and now I know you are free until we meet again I will always love you my first born these tears are for you continue too R.I.H with your baby Samone Collins when i look to the sky i will always see you and her my precious grand baby peeking through those clouds
October 1, 2017
October 1, 2017
My special Nate, he will forever have a special place in my ❤️ He passed on my sons Birthday...Gone but never forgotten.
October 1, 2017
October 1, 2017
Another's years journey this is your birth month time is rolling by fast
March 30, 2017
March 30, 2017
Its been 3yrs. Since we laid you down to rest my mind and my heart been nothing but a mess often times I Wonder how will I get through this losing you is still so devastating my heart is so broken I don't know what to do I'm lost without you you promise me that you would rescue me from being homeless but I woke up one Saturday in got that call you was slipping away each day right before my eyes and one day I had to say good night rip son gone too soon but never good bye I know you tried hard for me but you didn't try hard enough to take care of yourself now the fight is over no more wrestling to breathe you been tag its your time to rest for god knows best I live you son your life lives on you been set free save a seat for me .
March 21, 2017
March 21, 2017
My my 3yrs. Has gone by without you near son I miss you so much when you left my joy left too I just wish I can stop by Heaven in visit you just to hear your voice again would give me so much laughter son life just haven't been the same without you I'll place a flower
March 21, 2016
March 21, 2016
It so hard to believe that 2yrs. Has already passed and the pain still feels so fresh as though you left us just yesterday I thank god I made it through this day without breaking down and that was only because you baby brother T stay around me and we shared laughter and old memories of you we watch movies just like you use to love to do I shed a few tears but when I thought about your jokes it made me smile for I no your in a better place you will always be my sunshine on a cloudy day I will always celebrate you I will never let your memories die because some people can forget about you and a blink of a eye no no I will never let you be forgotten you are the apple of my eye ❤️❤️❤️
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March 20
March 20
Another year without you it's been 10 painful years but I'll never stop thinking of you the memories are so precious how can I not celebrate you and tears laughter and good food son you will always be remembered I miss you so much my heart is sadden by your absence down here continue to R.I.P farewell my 1st born
February 14
February 14
Hello from the other side just want to say I'm thinking of you and will always love and miss you just spending this lovely valentine day with nothing but thought of you I can imagine you still here sharing and caring showing much love to all you were just that kinda guy thanks for the memories love you forever son hugs and kisses
February 2
February 2
Hello from the other side son I know you welcome your granddad Bay too the heavenly sky on today it's a sad day down here for those of us whom love him very dearly are hearts are Broken once again but we all know that God knows best and will put no more on us than we can bare now you and your grandma and grandpa is together again R.I.P Bay you will be missed down here these tears are for you take your rest
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March 17
90th Birthday celebration oh what a blessing Mildred Collins the Grandmother of the late  Nayati Nashon Collins the forevered beloved Son of Brenda and  Clarence E Jackson lll. 
March 1
A new dawn a new day a new Month of precious memories its March the very Month you left us and our world changed forever son we missing you so much I woke up this morning with tears of thoughts of you the last time I heard your voice was almost 10 yrs ago 3-6-2014 my Birthday oh if we can turn back the hands of time you would still be here celebrating my special day with me we would be eating good food and drinking from sunset too Sunrise the party would be on son I can never forget all the joy and laughter and precious memories you left in my heart so I'm just going to take this month one day at a time with you in my heart and constantly on my mind as I turn 62 without you here but in mind I know that you are near .

Son of a Great Marine

November 11, 2023
Happy Veterans day too my baby daddy those was some rough years for us without you but we survived and I can say I am proud of you for serving your country but I feel sadness because we should have been apart of that especially our child however we will forever salute our heroes and glad to say your one of them My Favorite Marine. (Nayati son of a Marine ) HOORAY  .
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March 17
About last Saturday on the 9th of this month the family got together and celebrated Momma 90th Birthday it was awesome and momma was so excited to see everyone generations of families it was amazing you know me I feeling some kinda way wishing you were here for this special day although I knew it was impossible to see you in the flesh but I surely felt you in my heart we all are missing you so much I can't hold back the tears so I just cry 
March 7
Good morning son just want to share my Birthday news with you and let you know that I did somewhat enjoyed my special day and I appreciated each every gifts that I received I really felt special only thing was missing was you but I felt your presence near so I was able too hold back my tears and share a little laughter and a sense humor with a few friends and family we ate good and drank well by 6 pm I was ready for bed back in pain while this bitter sweet month rolls on I miss you son you was always the life of the party we have 23 more days in this month to go I will always cherish your memories you are so precious to me and may your soul continue to r.i.p 
January 5
Happy New Year Son starting another year without you is the saddest feeling a person can have and in Remembrance of your Grandma Geraldine I want to add another memory to the Gallery just let you all know your not forgotten and never will be forgotten anybody that's connected too you son hold a special spot in my heart and Today is your grandmother heavenly Birthday and she's heavily on my mind how could I not celebrate her and may she continues to rest in Paradise Happy New Year on the other side these tears are for you all .Peace 

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