Wow and just like that nearly a year has gone by and soon it will be your 41st birthday. So much has changed in the past year It’s too difficult to go I to but I guess your aware. Anyway I’m trying to not just leave these twice a year so I’m off out on the motorbikes as the suns shining. Guess you would hate that but it’s a win win really. If I come home I’m doing what makes me happy and if I don’t I get to see you again sooner so hey Ho what will be will be. Miss you bestie xx

Well 16 years ago today you had to go. I will never understand why but I do accept it was your time. Not a day goes by that I don’t remember the great times we had and how lucky I was to have had you in my life for 24 years. I hope where ever life takes is after we leave here is all you deserve and your happy until the day we meet again
Love you bestie xxx

So here we are celebrating your 40th birthday today. How is that even possible !! and how many birthdays you’ve missed between then and now. Miss you as always my beautiful bestie xxx

Soon be Christmas mate your favourite time of the year. Can’t help wondering if your celebrating wherever you are. I have to assume your somewhere as the alternative isn’t something I can face. 14 Christmas days we’ve spent apart now but we spent 24 together I’m not sure how I will cope with the thought that we’ve spent more apart than together when that day comes. Assuming that is that we are still apart then. This post is at risk of getting depressing so I will cut to the have a merry Christmas bestie and as always I will eat your share of the Yorkshire puddings xxxx

Happy 37th birthday nick. I simply can’t believe this is the 13th birthday we’ve spent without you. Birthdays were everything to us and so I will try to celebrate even though we can’t share the day any more. I’m sure wherever you are you’ll be making the most of the day as ever and I’m sure your forever young. Love you and miss you so much mate things would be so different if you were still here xxx

Thinking of ya Nick, where has those 12 yrs gone? Fly High Chap ^i^

12 years have passed but you will never be forgotten nick we shared so many great nights in the mars bar miss you so much x x

Always on my mind, often on my shoulder, forever in my heart ♥. I love you and miss you so much xxx

Hi, my never knew you Nic,
You Mam speaks of you often.
Keep soaring high Nic,

12 years have gone by since you left miss you every day. So much has changed in that time but one thing that never changes is how much we all miss you xxxxx

36 today you would have been babe, we all miss you so very much
Love you loads

Always alive in my heart xoxox

Hi babe set this up years ago and forgot it was here as I couldn't log in back then.
Thinking of you as always xxx