The undying question is how can you choose one memory that sums up a lifetime of cherished and beautiful ones...You cannot. There are these small memories that add up to a Lifetime of Love. The Laughs and Tears you share with the people u love the most and the ones that love u the most. The one that has forever changed my life and moved me in away that I have never felt before is this one....The one I want to share <3 After Nicolle had been gone for 6 months I had a dream that I walked into her hospital room where she had been for the last 3 years...Including the day she passed away. I walk in her room and Nicolle is sitting on the side of her bed wearing her beautiful clothes...Hair and Make up done just like the old Nicolle. Not the sick Nicolle or the Nicolle that knew we were there and could not tell us. She says to me "Roxy I am happy and safe. You do not need to worry about me any longer I am fine and where I am at peace". After that dream I woke up with my pillow soaked with tears....I had been crying in my sleep. Crying because I knew she was safe and at peace and that Nicolle had the love to let me know this....Giving me the permission to let go of her....Giving me the reassurance that she was alright and the closure I needed to move on. Even in death she was watching out for me and making me feel loved and she helped to mend my broken heart from her death.....Thank U Nicolle for that Memory. I do not know what life would have been like if u had not come into that dream....I Love U Nicolle....I think about you every second of everyday......As time goes on the pain does get better.....If you have never truly loved...You will never know the feelings of grief. I have loved and I have felt the grief......My greatest teacher I have had in my lifetime.......Miss u always and forever Nicolle :-)