Walked home last night after bible study looked into the sky and remembered it all. I gazed at the moon that night you and your mom got into that accident. I looked for a sign from God reasuring me all would be fine. Yet it wasn't in the sky nor the stars that I would find my answer but in your moms words,actions and heart that God had placed it. Peace had surrounded your mom and grace had adorned her. The evidence of Gods existance and power covers your mother and father. People are supposed to make a difference when they are on this earth.....you did your job

Noah its one year today the devil tried to take both of us out .We left grandmas house and headed for home at 9:00 on the 210 fwy  . We talked and laughed all the way home and you began planning for presidents day holiday for a sleep over with your cousin neo. Then by 9:25 that night we were hit out of nowhere it seemed unreal what played out that night .I lost my only son but you went home to be with Jesus were no more pain,crying,you were made whole .Your in a beautiful place where evil or darkness does not exist .Such a strong loving patient boy you were.I remember teaching you,cooking and going to your favorite store Fresh n easy and Winco  and taking you to spend your allowance,birthday money at Target & Gamestop.Ginger still goes into your room and looks for you when i call your name.I know God has a plan for my life thats why he saved me to tell others of his love and his free gift of salvation.So that they to can live eternal lives in Heaven.I miss you but know i'll be reunited with you some day in Heaven.

Love Mom

 

 

I can't seem to find sleep this morning. You are on my mind especially today. I close my eyes and see you face and hear your goofy laugh. I recall the way u hug the sofa ends while watching everybody hates chris. I laugh as I think of how u would throw ur head and body back as u would crack up over a funny episode. I smile when I think of how u would refuse a home cooked meal but was always more then ready for a bowl of top ramen. I can close my eyes and see u flying up and down our driveway on ur scooter in flip flops. I can hear the chatter u and neo would make as you guys would shoot hoops outside the kitchen window. But I especially remember how you played with uriah during last summer. How you took the first slide on my extended slip and slide and came up with scratches on ur chest and keep riding. I feel so blessed to have these memories of you. Somethings can't ever be taken away.....and those memories of you will always be with me. I love Noah. Until that day...............

Neo got his year book yesterday and what a great surprise to see Noah's face in there. If he would of seen the picture of himself in the yearbook I bet he would of made a goofy face and laughed. I view the pic of him as a small gift from God, Noah only went to the school for one day before deciding that public ed was not for him. He probably noticed the kids and the mad dashes they made to class and realized how good he has it at home with Jen as his 1st-6th period teacher. Noah, I love you and miss you dearly- there are not enough words in this world to translate how much I do. I'll see you Heaven, =)

Thinking of you always,

Anissa