you and lupe and i all had fun times together and foxy roxy you and mom was great together you made my sister dream come ture she had so much fun times with you an you was more of a dad to me then my real dad love you face always and forever.

you being my father i wish you were around alot longer going back down memory lane boy it hurts but it makes me smile i remember you use to always come over and wed luagh and luagh but i guess sometimes in life you need to have  pain to make it reality i wish you were here to talk to for a lil bit i wish i could see you for a lil , i had a dream about you when i woke up i cried i swore it was real i realized it wasnt, obviously your gone forever and you aint back not ever it hurts to know that every day im never gonna  see you again i try to keep my head high even when its down because i gotta hang in there. Life goes on i realized your world cant stop because youv lost someone jjust know that weve had times together and now them times are made into memories. i get real sad sometimes, sometimes i swear idk how life goes on with out such amazing people huh but life was getting hard still is and hills get hard to climb but i gotta pass em by you know and go on, i understand u needed to rest. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MISSED AND LOVED, MAY YOU R.I.P

WHEN I MET JAMES WE WERE IN ABOUT THE FOURTH GRADE. HE WAS A NEW DUDE AT KELLY SCHOOL SO HE WAS FIGHTING EVERYDAY AFTER SCHOOL. HE LIVED AROUND THE CORNER FROM ME. HE ALWAYS WALKED MY WAY AND ONE DAY HE SAW ME BUILDING MY BIKE FROM SOME STOLEN PARTS I HAD RAKED TOGETHER. HE WATCHED ME BUILD IT SO I BUILT HIM ONE. AND WE NEVER BROKE A LOOSE FROM THAT DAY . WHEN WE RETURNED TO SCHOOL HE HAD BACK UP. AND COULDNT NOBODY WHIP HIM ANYWAY. JAMES STAYED AT MY HOUSE SO MUCH MY GRANDMA USED TO HAVE TO CHASE HIM HOME. BUT WHEN THEY CHASE HIM HOME THEN WE JUST GO TO HIS HOUSE TIL WE WEAR OUT OUR WELCOME THERE TOO. BUT YOU COULDNT SEPERATE US. JAMES WAS A DEDICATED AND RELIABLE AND VERY LOYAL FRIEND. WE WERE REALLY LIKE BROTHERS. WE DID EVERYTHING TOGETHER. DRESSED ALIKE AND ALL . WE HAD ALL THE SAME CLOTHES HE WOULD JUST BUY IT BLACK AND I WOULD BUY THE EXACT SAME THING IN BLUE. WE KEPT MONEY AND STAYED FRESH! WE SHARED CARS MONEY AND ALL! TRUE FRIENDS FROM DAY ONE! MIGHT FIGHT TODAY AND MIGHT NOT SPEAK FOR A WEEK (JAMES WAS GOOD FOR NOT SPEAKING WHEN PISSED). BUT WE COULDNT STAY MAD TOO LONG CAUSE WE WERE TOO INVOLVED IN EACH OTHERS LIVES. HIS SON IS MY GOD SON.  I EVEN LEFT KEJUANA MY CAR WHEN I WENT OUT OF TOWN WHILE JAMES WAS IN JAIL SO SHE COULD GET TO THE DOCTOR. MAN WE WERE LIKE GROWN PEOPLE AT 14. ME KENYATTA BOWLEGS AND JAMES. WITH OUR MENTOR AND TEACHER DAVID BATTS. MAN I LOVE THEM TWO DUDES. BOTH GONE TOO SOON. WE HAVE SO MANY MEMORIES SO MANY THINGS TO SMILE ABOUT. WE WERE SOLDIERS! READY FOR THE WORLD WAS OUR MOTTO! THIS DAMN MUSIC KEJUANA GOT ON HERE GOT ME CRYING AND SHIT! OUR UNCLE MILFORD TAUGHT US ONE THING ! LOYALTY! THE REST WE HAD ALREADY SUCKED IN FROM THE HOOD! I COULD NEVER GET THEM YEARS BACK WITH NOBODY ON THIS EARTH. BUT I ENJOYED EVERY MINUTE OF YOUR PRESENCE FACE! YO DOG GONNA HOLD IT DOWN THOUGH! MY HEAD TO THE SKY FACE AND CANT NOTHING OR NOBODY STOP ME CUZZ! I NEVER EVEN HAD A THOUGHT THAT OUR TIME TOGETHER WAS OVER A WHILE AGO. I STILL THOUGHT WE HAD OUR TIME TO LINK BACK TOGETHER AND CONTINUE WITH THE MISSION. WATCH MY BACK FACE! GUIDE ME THRU HOMIE! LOVE YOU ,YO BEST POTNA! VIC