noeloza
NOE LOZA
  • 18 years old
  • Date of birth: Oct 11, 1994
  • Date of passing: Oct 11, 2012
Let the memory of NOE be with us forever
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, NOE LOZA, 18, born on October 11, 1994 and passed away on October 11, 2012. We will remember him forever.
Memorial Tributes
This tribute was added by tiffany hensley on 12th October 2015

"Noe, I know I'm a day late but happy 21st birthday! I love and miss you and I think about you a lot. You're a fantastic person and you are very very missed."

This tribute was added by heaven rodriguez on 11th October 2015

"Everyday I miss you, I wonder what your doing in heaven or what you would be doing today if you were to still here.today I'm sure I know know what you would be doing cuz its your 21st bday so happy birthday Burra.I wish you were here there's so things I wish I could tell you , you were the first boy to to steal my heart , you were more than my nephew you were like a lil brother to me periods in life when you were mybbest friend even. I wish I could of shared your pain or  knew something thing was wrong, Maybe i could helped but I didn't and for that I'm truly sorry"

This tribute was added by nevada kurtz on 26th March 2015

"I was thinking about you today. I love you ."

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 16th February 2015

"I still miss you like crazy..............I love you forever"

This tribute was added by nevada kurtz on 8th February 2014

"I miss you and love you."

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 30th January 2014

"I still just miss you"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 25th December 2013

"Merry Christmas in heaven!  It's been a hard one without you.  But evwry day is hard without you, doesn't really matter what the date on the calendar says. I love you and you are and will always be extremely missed"

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 24th December 2013

"Its just not Christmas without you you are truly missed I love you forever"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 22nd October 2013

"It still sucks.....just in case you were wondering. .."

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 4th October 2013

"i cant believe its been almost a year....still feels just as bad as it did the first night....i love you....i would give anything to have just one more conversation with you.. ill see you again someday and we will talk then....your baby cousin is going to be here soon i wish he could meet you....i miss you always- <3 kaci"

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 12th September 2013

"i cant believe it has been 11 months since you passed dont seem like that long ago =( i love you and miss you dearly....."

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 29th August 2013

"well this isnt getting any better really.... i miss you  and i hope my son is at least half as amazing as you were you could light up the room with that big smile and your eyes =) we will never forget you and we will always feel like our family is incomplete now. its almost been a year and it feels so fresh still....i love you"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 11th August 2013

"10 months today. ..."

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 29th July 2013

"This still sucks..it hasn't stopped sucking. I hope that you are at least able to enjoy whatever it is you are now doing on a daily basis."

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 21st July 2013

"i just want you to know how much you meant to me and our whole family and tons of others you were one of them special people who brghtend everyones day when you were near them you will forever be in the heart of everyone you ever touched in some way or even passed by on the street you were too amazing to forget i love you and miss you always."

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 18th July 2013

"it saddens me that you will never meet my son =( but i promise you he will know how amazing and gorgeous his cousin was i still think about you every day i love you and miss you more then words can describe =( rest in peace buddy and watch over us all"

This tribute was added by jacqueline kittrell on 8th July 2013

"We love and miss you <3"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 8th July 2013

"They say it gets easier and it gets better. ..they lie.  It doesn't.  It just gets harder"

This tribute was added by Cora Funderburk on 25th June 2013

"Noe I think of you every day I miss you terribly I love you noe <3"

This tribute was added by Rosa Ramirez-Loza on 10th June 2013

"Aunk no lo creas Te extraño hubiera kerido k todo fuera diferente pero soloDios save pork pasan las cosaz asi. Te mande hacer una cruz para poner en el ultimo lugar k estuviste, yo la voy a decorar. Espero k estes feliz al lado de mi tio y k desde aya cuiden a tu mami y ala prima. Algun dia nos volveremos a ver. Descanza Empaz Primo.."

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 9th June 2013

"Went to Gibran and Brent's graduation.  It was great except yoi should have been there too..."

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 9th June 2013

"i miss you and i think about you all the time i dont know how im still somewhat sane i honestly dont...... i love you that will never change"

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 24th May 2013

"oh man how are ever going to live without such an amazing person here with us. my dear nephew i hope your having fun i try to stay happy because i know it would drive you crazy to see us all crying all the time so even tho it hurts i pull through and put a smile on my face even if its fake i love you so much.ill see you again some day and tackle you =)"

This tribute was added by Renee Ottman on 12th May 2013

"I was just thinking about you when your moms post popped up as an email notification. Every since tht night it's been so hard for me to drive to goshen without a bunch of memories running through my mind. I was driving down the same roads me and Kaci did that night and everyone kept saying it looked like I was going to cry."

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 11th May 2013

"Still not easier kiddo. ..you better be enjoying the hell out of heaven!"

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 25th April 2013

"i drove your car the other day it made me feel safe like if i looked over quick enough id see you sitting in the passenger seat next to me. i know thats probably true i love you and miss you beyond words..."

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 15th April 2013

"i cant believe it has been 6 months it still seems like yesterday we were catching snakes in the yard and now your gone  =( i love you. and miss you so very much"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 11th April 2013

"6 months today. .."

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 8th April 2013

"If I didn't know the person you were I would sit and cry all day because your gone but I know you and you would hate that you would be telling me to get off my butt and do something fun. I try to live life now just trying to be happy because I know that's how you want to see your family I will always miss you but also push forward to make sure your proud I love you noe more then you know"

This tribute was added by tiffany hensley on 2nd April 2013

"I miss you so much Noe. Days like today make me think of you the most. April Fools day was always your day, you were so funny & loved to prank people, even though you did it regardless of the day. You never really knew it, but your fun loving & positive outlook on life really influenced me through most of our childhood &helped me become the person I am today. Thank you Noe, for everything."

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 1st April 2013

"Every Holliday seems sad and unworthy since your passing were missing a very important piece of our family puzzle. I love and miss you forever life's just not the same without you here <3"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 24th March 2013

"Not a second goes by that I don't think of you. . I hope you know that."

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 17th March 2013

"i cant even explain to you how much i miss you. these have been the worst months of my life. i think about you all the time you were the most amazng person in the world and noone will EVER be cool enough to replace you the night i heard a part of me died with you. i love you so much and i miss you so much"

This tribute was added by Cora Funderburk on 14th March 2013

"I miss you so much noe words can't describe the way I felt when I got that call. your always in my heart, aunt pearl uncle Leo aunt Lora, the girls and I all love you very much noe i hope your having fun up in heaven tell Jesus to wait for us so we can all see you again hugs and kisses bud"

This tribute was added by Renee Ottman on 13th March 2013

"It's still so hard to believe that you are gone. I grew up playing with you at Kaci's house; even though we didn't get along all the time. Thinking back I miss the club that we all made in the bus, I miss making the secret languages with you, Kaci and Tiffany. I still remember the first time you mad me mad; you painted my face wit nail polish because I feel asleep. R.I.P. Noe we miss you<3"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 13th March 2013

"Still missing you. ."

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 11th March 2013

"Five months today. .I hope you've gotten acquainted with everything there. Not much has changed here. You're still missed like crazy"

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 1st March 2013

"I think about you all the time and you can bet even though they won't be able to meet you my child will here everything about their cousin I love you and I wish I could see you just one last time and tell you everything I still have to say."

This tribute was added by nevada kurtz on 1st March 2013

"I love you. Valentine's day was not the same without you."

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 24th February 2013

"Why...."

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 18th February 2013

"Still miss you every second of every day"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 12th February 2013

"I remember your laugh and smirk, and all your jokes. Running through the house yelling "fire" when your grandma was sleeping. All the times you argued with me as politely as you could, because you didnt want to hurt my feelings....i embrace the happiness you gave me, not because it doesnt hurt, but because the happy memories are the only thing carrying me through"

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 9th February 2013

"I miss you forever and always I love you my beautiful nephew."

This tribute was added by nevada kurtz on 7th February 2013

"I love you and miss you"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 6th February 2013

"I just miss you so much kiddo..."

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 6th February 2013

"Everyone misses you so much. You meant so much to us all I Am glad tho that whatever was bothering you I'm sure is no longer bothering you I love you so much and I know now your happy and making heaven fun and Sadie is with you now. And that we will see you again someday"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 3rd February 2013

"This doesnt get easier. It just gets harder. And i know i'm not the only one, you made such deeply felt lasting impressions on people. Saying goodbye is not an option. I hope that our morning our loss does not hold you back from enjoying your new adventures. I love you son, more than a few words could ever say"

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 31st January 2013

"Heard the song who you'd be today bad idea =( I miss you so much"

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 30th January 2013

"I wish I would have spent more time with you.... I love you"

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 29th January 2013

"I still can't believe your gone it still hasn't even began to sink in I don't think it ever will your always on my mind and I protect pictures of you I won't let anyone touch them I know it probably sounds crazy but other then memories it's all we have left of you you were such an amazing person and life just isn't the same without you <3"

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 29th January 2013

"I miss you like crazy everyday I think of things I should have said to you and things I should have done. I wish I could talk to you and tell you everything I have to say. I love you more then you ever knew I miss being little when you were still here I wish I could go back in time and spend just one last day with you. Your in my heart forever."

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 26th January 2013

"There's still so much i have to say to you, so much you needed to know. Just remember that i love you dearly and always will."

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 26th January 2013

"Words still can't describe how much we miss you, and i don't think they ever will. There is so much you are missing out on here, i can only hope that you are enjoying new and exciting experiences there. It still seems extremely surreal. I know that its real, i cry about it everyday. But, i still find myself waiting for you to come smiling through the door"

This tribute was added by nevada kurtz on 18th January 2013

"Sadie is with you. Keep her company. She will keep you company"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 18th January 2013

"Take care of sadie...she needs you know"

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 14th January 2013

"love you forever and always the world's just not the same without you in it. but I'm sure heaven got a lot funnier and bright now that they have you."

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 14th January 2013

"I can't believe it's been three months it still feels like yesterday I was getting that awful call when I heard the news I hit the floor crying so hard I couldn't breathe the day you left us we all got a huge hole in our hearts only you could fill I pray you are happy and having fun I love you and miss you more then words can explain the only thing I look forward to is seeing you again someday I l"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 10th January 2013

"Tomorrow will be three months....

I hope youve been having a lot of fun up there, surfing clouds and riding on rainbows and stuff. You've always been good at keeping yourself entertained. I love you baby boy."

This tribute was added by Eva Baker on 2nd January 2013

"Noe,
   Your best friend is not the same person without you,he is missing you so much.Everyday he stops just so he can talk to you and spend time with you. He tells us his heart just doesn't feel the same since your gone.We all miss you so much...Take care of him and let him know you will see him again Someday."

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 2nd January 2013

"i look at pictures of you everyday.. you were such a gorgeous guy. im glad i had the honor of being your aunt just wish i was a better one and seen you more but i love you with all my heart and it hurt so much knowing your gone. i miss you and you will be in my heart forever"

This tribute was added by nevada kurtz on 31st December 2012

"I miss you a lot"

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 29th December 2012

"I missed you on christmas I couldn't get into the christmas spirit this year I love you so much ill miss you forever"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 25th December 2012

"Merry Christmas baby....it's definitely not christmas without you. I love you and miss you so much"

This tribute was added by nevada kurtz on 25th December 2012

"I love you.Christmas will not be the same without you"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 24th December 2012

"Merry Christmas Eve my dear son."

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 21st December 2012

"It's just not Christmas without you. I'm trying i really am. But, it's not even close to being like Christmas. I keep thinking about our usual routine of difficulties of trying to make it to Christmas day before all the gifts were open and we never made it. You were the strongest, you always maganged to hold out till Christmas Eve..i love you, before, still and always"

This tribute was added by Beth Tuttle on 18th December 2012

""And then I went and got a milkshake" -Noe

Xoxo"

This tribute was added by nevada kurtz on 15th December 2012

"i miss Noe."

This tribute was added by Mary Ann Martin on 13th December 2012

""I am so sorry to hear about Noe.   Please know I'm thinking of you, Sarina - and your Mom, too.   I loved Noe.   He was a wonderful  young man and had so much potential.  I wish I could have been there to help him.   Please know he'll be - you all will be -  in my thoughts and prayers.  Mary Ann Martin, School Counselor at West Goshen"

This tribute was added by Melissa Rider on 12th December 2012

"I didn't learn about Noe's passing until yesterday. I am so sorry for your loss! I had Noe as a student in my reading and math groups in 4th and 5th. He was such a sweet boy. His little shy half smile when you would compliment him or he did something well always made me smile. I can still see it. He was such a joy to work with and a great young man. He is a student I will always remember."

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 11th December 2012

"Today sucks. Not anymore than yesterday did or tomorrow will, but it still really, really sucks....its just not fair"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 10th December 2012

"You're so missed, i cant put it in words. There are so many events, i wish i saw you seeing, heard and seen you laughing at. So, many things still to tell you. I love you and miss you dearly."

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 10th December 2012

"I tried to watch our fave movie from when we were young and had to turn it off when i heard the song stand by me. You always stood by me. I miss you more then words can say"

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 10th December 2012

"Theres a hole in my heart where you were you werent only my nephew but my best friend as well. No matter how long we went without talking whenever i needed someone to listen you were always there to make me feel better and were always ready to take down whatever guy was bothering me. I still can't believe your gone i love you so much"

This tribute was added by Eva Baker on 9th December 2012

"Well kiddo,
    We really missed you today it was your adopted neices 1st Birthday.
Brad has been missing you,he will say something and then if Noe was here we would do it this way. We all love you so much, our hearts have  ached everyday since you left us.."

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 6th December 2012

"I love you baby boy,..."

This tribute was added by nevada kurtz on 4th December 2012

"I love you so much. I think about you everyday. I think about the things we did together."

This tribute was added by jacqueline kittrell on 30th November 2012

"We love you and miss you dearly Noe. And everyone is right, there isnt a day that goes by that we all dont think of you"

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 29th November 2012

"I cant believe we will never hang out again i miss you so much and i will remember you forever im gonna bring you a game fuel to your place of rest i cant even say the word i miss and love you so much and i know your watching over us all now. Your in my heart and soul forever."

This tribute was added by Brooke Baker on 28th November 2012

"I miss you so much..."

This tribute was added by Eva Baker on 28th November 2012

"We miss you so much. They is not a day that goes by that we don't think about you. We all have so many memories of you that we talk about just so we can get through some days. We all love you so much!!! You are gone but NEVER will be forgotten."

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 28th November 2012

"I love you baby boy"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 26th November 2012

"The idea of never seeing you again isnt getting easier. Its getting so much harder. I miss you so badly. I love you so much!!!"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 19th November 2012

"I didnt understand it then, and i don't like it now. But i am grateful for him being there since this is the way things worked out, and all the others that were there to meet you. So, please let him know, i didnt forget, i still miss him. But now he's got you to look after and take care of there"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 19th November 2012

"Hi kiddo, today is usually the worst day of the year for me. Has been that way for years. However, this year it isn't. This year, i've already felt the worst day of a year, and of a lifetime. But, as you already know, i'm doing my best to work through that. Do me a favor, and telll your dad happy anniversary. Nine years ago tonight, he went there, i guess to wait for you."

This tribute was added by Brenda Parker on 18th November 2012

"hey noe its aunt brenda i know we didnt hang out much but know this i loved you dearly and i will forever miss you.I know the minute you got to heaven you were greeted by a great bunch of people,your dad for one ,your great grandma barb,your cousin TiaLisa and a host of other family and friends.Do me a favor and tell everyone up there how much we miss all of you. love aunt brenda"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 11th November 2012

"Today makes a month. I i remember the day before it happened, i drove by you, you were jogging on the bike bath and i thought "look at my son, he such the beautiful young man". Everytime i drive by that spot, i think of that moment. I should have stopped and told you what a beautiful young man, you'd become"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 9th November 2012

"I'm sorry kiddo. I should have put the car in storage last week. I wish that hadn't happened. I know you loved that stereo. I miss you more than anything, and i promise you, i miss you more than that stereo was worth"

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 7th November 2012

"I know we didn't see eachother much after we got older I miss you so much and I love you. I still can't believe your gone I wish I could talk to you and see your big bright smile the one that was always on your face. I hope that your happy in heaven and that you know how much we all love and miss you forever"

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 6th November 2012

"I hope that your dad, lisa and so many others were there to greet you with open arms and a warm welcome. I also hope you know how much you are loved and missed."

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 5th November 2012

"I miss you so much..."

This tribute was added by Billy Mcmillen Sr. on 31st October 2012

"Sorry got. Cutoff last post.I have many memories of you I. Am so glad you had such a great mom she is the perfect daughter she from day one included us in your life let us and trusted. To be a big part of your life gave us a opinion and respected our opinion not many parents do that .our lives have been so much happier because we got to enjoy the love of her most precious possessions. W"

This tribute was added by Billy Mcmillen Sr. on 31st October 2012

".Dear noe I am sorry that I haven'ot posted here .I just didn't know.how to except this.my heart is broken I miss you so much  . I have to try and ease the pain this family and so many friends have   . I came here in hopes that. Somehow you will be able to see all these post and atleast no you was so loved and missed ."

This tribute was added by Cindy Loza on 29th October 2012

"I'm not sure what to say, other than no words can describe it. I have so many wonderful memories of you, i can't begin to share them all. I hold each one dear to me, and will forever. You were an exceptional son, full of life and vibrancy. I know that you are with your dad, i know that lisa is there too, and because of that i will keep my promise to you. I love son, now and forever."

This tribute was added by Larhonda Perez on 24th October 2012

"you will be missed we all love you noe"

This tribute was added by Walter Fry on 22nd October 2012

"Noe,
I can not believe you are gone, it seems so unreal. I don't know what to say except I love you and will miss you."

This tribute was added by Mason Mcmillen on 18th October 2012

"Your memories live on through each one of our lives. You touched so many people in the time you here...sometimes thinking of memories only brings the tears. You can't be gone because I can hear you.....I can hear you Noe....you can't be gone.....you are not gone...in my heart you will stay forever...I love you Noe...."

This tribute was added by Mason Mcmillen on 18th October 2012

"Titled you can't be gone:
You can't be gone because I can see you...everytime I close my eyes. You can't be gone because I can hear you through the wind and through the rain. This tragedy has left a hole in our family's heart...losing you is an entirely different realm of pain...you can't be gone because I can feel you beside me at all times.."

This tribute was added by Mason Mcmillen on 18th October 2012

"Noe...where do I start man...18 years I have known you. I remember when your mom brought you up for the first time and how you and sarina would come up every weekend and stay the night. Its hard to say goodbye...Friday morning I sat up all night awake...thinking of you. I even wrote a poem for you. I wanted to read it, but I couldn't do it. So instead I will write what I remember on here.."

This tribute was added by jacqueline kittrell on 18th October 2012

"Noe,
You are loved so much by so many, you touched each and everyone of our hearts with that great personality, your sense of humor, that smile and your laugh. You were such a BLESSING and such a GREAT KID, YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN! I LOVE YOU NOE"

This tribute was added by nevada kurtz on 17th October 2012

"I love you Noe.I remember the time we went fishing.you told me women don't go fishing but I went with you. I really enjoyed my time with you all the time"

This tribute was added by Shelly Taylor on 15th October 2012

"Noe, I knw we really didnt know each other but its so sad that your gone. just wish i had a chance to get to know you you seemed like a nice person. we loved you and you will always be in our heart. love Aunt Shelly"

This tribute was added by Tiffani Funderburk on 15th October 2012

"i love nd miss yu noe... its been a few yers since we have seen eachother, but it dnt matter how lng it has been the memories r still as clear as they ever have been. yu may b gone now but yur still in my heart forever..... love yur big 2nd cousin!!!!!!!!!!"

This tribute was added by Jacob Osban on 15th October 2012

"Hey Noe I know we didn't know each other very well but you seemed like a really cool and caring person. I remember when you were at Kaci's house showing me the way you throw a horse shoe and from that day that's the way I throw mine too and from that day I win a lot more so thank you for helping me. You will always be missed. I wish we could have got to known each other more."

This tribute was added by Kaci Mcmillen on 15th October 2012

"Noe i cant believe your gone i remember the secret language we had when we were little you were my best friend for so long i will miss you forever and i love you more then you will ever know your in my heart forever-your aunt kaci"

This tribute was added by Betty Fre on 15th October 2012

"We Love you Noe and you will be missed may god keep yousafe Love Great Aunt Tina"

This tribute was added by Nicole Frederick on 15th October 2012

"Noe, ive known you since you were born! I still can't believe your gone! You were so sweet and funny and absolutely adorable! You will always be in my heart and memories. This seems so unreal! We love you noe!  Watch over our family up there. You are and always will be missed" love Nicole, Ricky, Adriana, Justice, and Addison"

This tribute was added by Rosa Ramirez-Loza on 14th October 2012

"It's sad that you're gone and we never saw each other since you were little. I'm sorry I was never there to hold your hand in hard times, to let u know u counted on us.. As family we should've stay closser and we never did. Im sorry u had to leave so young and so soon, but one thing for sure I will always remember you and u hold a special place in my heart.. I love u cousin see u soon <3"


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