Mama I miss you so much every day and I miss your songs and your laughter. Oh how I loved to make you laugh about anything and everything and your songs I carry them in my soul and hum and sing them constantly as you did. Mama Tila, you gave in too easy and let others run (ruin) your life and I, your first born son also gave in too easy for others to take advantage of you and in doing so I was relegated into the nothingness of oblivion by the unscrupulous and self serving.

Mama Tila, no more pain and no more worries; for you are in a much better place than I am now and may God in all his glory and wisdom right the wrongs done to us in the name of Love and caring.