when you and dad moved house you hated the new house but yous moved and then you started getting very ill and you where loosing so much weight,you were kidding on you were eaten but its ok we new you werent, but you loved your chocolate,and after few months you were still loosing weight and i no i moaned at you to eat but am sorry i was just trying to look after you,you are my mum,i visited you and dad every day because you didnt come out the house so everyone came to you and then the night my dad phoned me and said you werent well me an melissa came over and i phoned an ambulance,i no you were mad at me am sorry because i no you hated hospitals but you werent well mum and my dad was scared,you were in hospital for a few weeks and you gave us a scare twice all your family was sent for but you were a fighter mum i can say that about you,but you new there was something wrong,we were by your side every minute of every day then after a few weeks you were getting weaker mum and you were still loosing weight and then the doctors told us that they couldnt do anything else to help you,then they started talking about saint andrews hospice and straight away we said no,so we brought you home mum were you wanted to be, we done your room up lovely for you,you had all your family round you and i thought i was doin good and bought you a lovely bed spread and i no you didnt like flowers and there was red roses on it but we just laughed about it then you got very weak mum i hated seen you like that i tryed to turn you from side to side to help you but i think i was just making you worse but you kept saying thats better hen but i know it wasnt so then i only day i left you for 5mins was monday 08/10/2012 to go get jennifer from nursery you left me mum and i never got to say good by and that i love you but one day we will meet again mum and i hope its very soon cause i miss you so very much  love audrey xxxx