Happy heavenly birthday may you watch over us all and live through us in spirit we all miss you mom mom

Happy Birthday Mom Mom! I miss you and love you so much! Willow and I will eat a piece of cake for you today. Please continue to watch over us.

11 years later and today is still the worst day of the year. I love and miss you more than words could possibly ever attempt to describe.

Happy Birthday to you in heaven having big celebrations with our LORD May your beautiful spirit continue to shine through your family they miss you so very much we all miss you so very much continue to shine your love on your family rest easy Mom Mom

Good Morning Mom Mom and Happy Birthday from Willow and I!!!! I miss you so terribly! Wish you could meet Willow and give her a great big hug! She's 2 years old already. Feels like I just had her yesterday. She's so smart and a little daredevil. Hope you have the best birthday! I love you then, now, and forever!

Good Morning, My Love, Happy Birthday! You would have been 74 years old today! Mam, we are getting old. Ha Ha! I miss you so much! I know that you will have the best birthday ever. How could you not? You are in paradise with those on the other side and Jesus and the father. Things down here are in the potty to say it nicely. Lewis's Parkinson's is getting worse. Nicholas wants to throw his life down the toilet. My life is just in turmoil. There are days when I don't know where to turn and feel so alone and helpless. I try to have faith, but it is getting harder to keep holding on to it. I need a break. Physically, mentally, emotionally and even spiritually. Right now, I have decided to give up teaching. Life circumstances and the passion I once had for teaching has been diminished. I feel that I cannot be everything for everyone. I am getting lost in the shuffle. Some days I feel like I am just existing, the days just go by. Finish a day, sleep, and start over again. Sorry, this is YOUR happy day. I just needed to vent, as I always do so easily with you. I guess I could tell you something good that is coming up. Well, actually, a couple of things. Mom is coming to visit us from Alabama on March 4th. She will stay with us for 4 days. That is good because I miss her. On March 11th, Lewis, Nicholas, and I are going to be going on a Cruise to the Carribean. I am looking forward to it, if not for the break. When I get back, I need to look for a job. Amongst the job I already have taking care of Lewis and Nick. It feels like no job is good enough or makes enough money for Lewis sometimes, but you know what, a job is a job. I really do not care anymore. I am blessed every day I wake up! Some days are harder to get through, but I am herer. I love you and miss you so much. I have to go for now, the little devil (Nicholas) is about to wake up and take him to school. Lewis is still sleeping (must be nice) so I can enjoy a little peace and quiet. ha ha! I love you always...and they do too. hug and kisses and tons of Birthday wishes! xoxoxo

Hello Patsy! Hard to believe that you have been gone 10 years already. I miss you today just as much as the day God called you home. Nicholas turned 16 years old on July 28th. Sweet 16 (but with a tad bit of tartness) hahaha . I am still teaching. Last year was a crazy year, school and otherwise. I could have used you here to talk to and confide in. I really miss that. Gotta get some things done for Nick. Love you and talk to you soon ❤️. XOXOXO

Happy Birthday Mom Mom!!! I love you and miss you so much!

Merry Christmas Eve! I know that up in Heaven, you are getting ready for Jesus's Birthday. Hard to believe that Amber would have been 32 today and you have been gone 9 years. 9 years! There isn't a day that you are not in my thoughts. There are so many times I wish I could reach out and talk to you, feel your hugs, and feel your unconditional love. You were afterall, my best friend, not just my aunt. Sweetie, I feel so lost. My life has not been happy for awhile and I miss how you could always make me feel better and loved. I wish you were here, but God took you for a reason. I miss our heavenly visits. I know you are happy where you are. I can't wait for the day when we see each other again. Oh Patsy, I wish you were here to talk to Nicholas. He always adored you. He has been my greatest joy and my greatest challenge. I love him with all my heart, unconditionally, but he has also has been my greatest sorrow. I know that sounds bad, but at times he brings me to sadness. I wanted a great relationship with him. He is my miracle~ but I feel that I cannot reach him. He pushes me away when all I want to do is love him. Thank God he is not on drugs or anything like that, but he is very distant. He disrespects me at any given moment. If anything goes wrong, it is always mommy's fault. I know he loves me, but yet his actions and words say different. Lewis has Parkinson's Disease and between the both of them, I feel ganged up on constantly. I feel so alone with no one to talk to and have been very depressed lately. Mom moved to Alabama just after Thanksgiving. She is living in a retirement community in the same building as Aunt Carol. Guess they can't get enough of each other. Ha Ha! It's quiet right now. The boys are still sleeping. This is when I take solace before they wake up and the Chaos that is my life starts. There are days I dread not knowing what kind of day is coming. How many times I will be called a Bi**h today by my son (that and a dumba**). I know that you will be rolling if you could see what he has become. Lewis makes me feel as bad at times as well, but I love them and that is why I guess I take it. You know I am stronger than that but I just feel so defeated. So alone. I miss you sooooooo much. Didn't mean to make this sad. :( . I love you and miss you soooo much. Merry Christmas Love. Give everyone a hug and kiss from me. All of them. I have too many people up there with you so it might take awhile. Ha Ha! XOXOXOXOXO. Until the next time. Remember I love you!

Hi Patsy,
Happy Birthday. Hope you are having a wonderful heavenly birthday. I have been thinking of you a lot lately. So many things are going on in my life. Nicholas is in High School this year as a freshman. Hard to believe he was just about to enter Kindergarten when you died. He is quite a handful. He needs his aunt Patsy's kick in the ass to straighten him out. Lewis has been out of work since last March. He developed Parkinson's Disease. He has been deteriorating slowly and is permanently disabled now. I am so glad that you are not here for all of this Covid-19 stuff. It has turned the world upside down. The most recent news is that as of yesterday, I tested positive for Covid -19.
So many people have caught this virus and died from it. I am so scared Patsy. I do not want to die. I am the strongest one in the family and do not know how Lewis and Nicholas would survive if something would happen to me. Granted, if something did happen, I would get to see you again. But not this way. Mom is so scared. How would she handle it? This is when I really need a hug from you. I am trying to stay positive that all will turn out well, but these feelings still are coming out. I have been crying off and on all day. God, I miss you soooo much. I will always wish you were here. If anything would happen to me, promise me that you will look for me. I Love you!!!! Happy Birthday

Hey Mom Mom,

Want to start out by saying how much I love you and miss you! I still can't get past the pain of losing you. Wish you would be there to see my daughter born in February. Her name is Willow Patricia and she will know ALL about you! After all she will have your name as her middle name and should know the person she shares her name with. I hope she's as amazing and as strong as you are! Your pictures are hanging up in our home and I talk about you consistently. Someone who is as loved as you are will never be gone or forgotten. You left such a mark on our world's that you will forever be talked about and missed. I love you with all my heart!

Hi Patsy,
Happy Belated Birthday ! Sorry I did not come on yesterday. I did not forget your birthday. I remembered it and was caught up in life. You are always in my thought and in my heart. Can't wait for this school year to be over. Between school and the "boys", they are wearing me out. Hard to believe that on June 2nd, Lewis and I will be married for 25 years. Wow! Where has the time flown to? Nick will be officially a TEENAGER this year. Heaven help us!!!!! I still wish you were here to "set him straight", Lord knows he doesn't listen to me. I will talk soon. Sorry to make this short and sweet, but I got a lot of school work to do. I love and miss you!

Hi Patsy! Happy 6th Angelversary! Hard to believe it has been 6 years already. Still feels like yesterday. There isn't a day that goes by that I do not think of you in one way or another. Too many times I have secretly called out to you for guidance and strength. I really miss you. I miss your warmth, strength and you just being there to share things and thoughts with. Our boy Nicholas is growing up. He is a year from becoming a teenager -- heaven help us! That is both literally and figuratively. He misses you too. I would love some heavenly guidance with him. Me? I am on my yearly quest for a teaching position again. I hate not having tenure. This gets tiresome year after year. School starts for Nick in two weeks on the 13th. I hope we have a better year this year than last. He almost didn't pass because of bullying and absences. I feel that my life is in crisis. Problems everywhere you look. Will it ever be normal again? This is why I need you more. I have no outlet to talk and get it out like I did with you. I wish you never left. I guess I will never really get over losing you. I try, but I know you are always there in spirit. I really wish we could have our dream meetings once again. In a small way, they helped. I wish I could see the signs that you are still around me. I am not scared, but comforted. I really miss you and I hope that you are enjoying heaven. Give big hugs and kisses to my babies, Daddy, Grandma, and Uncle Frank. Tell them I miss and love them too. I have a lot of stuff to do today...as usual. Life doesn't change down here. Ha! Ha! Hugs and kisses sent to you in the wind until I talk to you again. I LOVE YOU !!!! I will always love you!

Hi Patsy It`s June almost July andIt`s almost my birthday and I know I haven`t made a Tribute to you in a while but I forgot to tell you I`m in middle school now just finished 6th but don`t know if i`m going to 7th see ya when I die and talk to ya later on here.

Hi Patsy! I can't believe it has been 5 years since you left us. Happy Angelversary! I did not stop by yesterday, I am sorry about that. Things have been so hectic around here. Life is not being kind by any means as you can see looking down on us. It has been a frustrating, sad, somewhat exciting time. When you passed, Nick was just getting ready to start Kindergarten. Now he is just 2 weeks shy of starting Middle School. He is growing up soooo fast! I wish you were here to be part of all of this. I know you can see him from where you are and I know there are times that he feels your presence around him as I do. I wish I could feel it more though. I may be a little greedy in that aspect. I know you are happy where you are but I still wish you were here with me. I really miss you! YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND- MY ONE AND ONLY TRUE FRIEND!. Look over Nick and guide him as only you can! Lord knows he doesn't listen to me...I am just the "old nag"! Ha Ha! If you have to give him that "heavenly" kick in the pants, I would not object. He always listened to you. He loved you sooo much. I could use a little heavenly help down here. We are in financial straights. Could you talk to the heavenly father and son and help get us out of this and let me teach. I am so frustrated not to have the job security I need. Doing this every year is soooo frustrating. I miss you and know that I think of you everyday, many times a day. I look to you for strength when all seems lost. Show me your love whenever you can. Come to me in a dream every once in a while. I miss that. I am stronger since the last time you visited...I can handle it. YOU ARE LOVED & MISSED! Til we talk again. I LOVE YOU & send HUGS & KISSES your way!!!!!

Hi Patsy! Happy Birthday. I did not forget you yesterday. In fact, you were on my mind all day. I had some computer problems last night and could not get on. Ha Ha, that is nothing new in this family. I really miss you. STILL! I have been doing well here except for getting phemonia for the first and hopefully the last time. It was terrible. I will visit back to talk to you a little later. I have to get the family ready for work, and school and mom to take her pills. I love you, I miss you, and I hope you have a great heavenly birthday with Grandma, Granny, Uncle Frank and Daddy and all the other angels. XOXOXOXOXO

Hi Mom...was just sitting here thinking of you as I so often do.Christmas is almost here and all I keep thinking is how much I would give up to have you here. I miss you so much. God I wish you were here i know you are in heaven laughing at me cause the god forsaken hot flashes have come for me and I used to laugh at you when you would get them I guess you get the last laugh. Anyway, I just wanted to say I love you and miss you just as much as ever, my heart will never be whole again.just like always I want you to know I'm ok.

Patsy---It's been 4 years today that I had to say goodbye to you. It's been hard for me to think that you have gone to heaven. I miss our talks and bingo nights. You are always in my thoughts and my heart. I know that you are walking thru those clouds and taking walks with Mom-Frank -Granny. Give them hugs from me make them last a long time. I wish I could get you to visit me in my dreams so I can say hello and how I really miss you wishing that I could hold your hand and tell you how much I Love You. You are mentioned in our talks so much and they are good talks about you. I am now letting you know that I have been bad in not wishing you a Happy Birthday and of course the 4th anniversary since you left us. I am so happy that God made us sisters So I will talk to you later. Love you always Sharon

Hey Patsy! Here it is, your Angelversary, another year has come and gone. Still feels like it was yesterday. Hard to believe it has been 4 years already. Wow! I have been collecting all of those pennies you have sent from heaven...just wish you could send bills (large ones preferred), times are tight. Ha Ha! I like knowing you are around! I really miss our dream visits. Your little man is going into the 5th grade this year. His final year as an Elementary school student...then the fun will really begin when he hits Middle school...heaven help them! ha ha! He is in for a rude awakening. Taught ESE multi last year. It was a lot of work, but fun. The school district sucks though. There is NO job security down here for new teachers anymore. They are working year to year. There is no more tenure for teachers unless they were already grandfathered in. If the principals want to let you go for whatever reason THEY choose, and it does not mean that you did anything wrong, maybe it was because of numbers, or they have someone that they want to transfer in or dumb stuff like that, they do not have to renew your yearly contract and do not have to tell you why. The district voted and approved this... Stupid. There is a teacher shortage now and they are going to do this to the newbies...They are going to scare them away. But I guess that you can see that from there. So you can't win for losing. I am getting to old for this S**T! As for here, what can I say, Lewis is Lewis, Mom is Mom, & Nicholas is Nicholas...enough said. Me, I am just trying to remain sane. I think I recite the "God grant me the Serenity" prayer on a daily basis. I must remember that if I don't, I might act on the situation and go to jail...and I do not look good in an orange jumpsuit or black and white stripes...I am not Beetlejuice and Orange is my least favorite color. ha ha! Sweetie, I miss you soooo much. I miss talking to you daily and even though we may talk on here or into the air, it is not the same. I wish you were here to celebrate all of Nick and my accomplishments. He still speaks of you sometimes. I know he misses you. We just got a rabbit about 2 weeks ago. When asked what we should name it he said "Patsy" and so that is what she is called. He said she is soft and loving...just like you! Well love, gotta go for now. You know that I will be back. I may not always write, but I visit often. I miss and love you to the moon and back. You will always be in my heart and in every thought Give everyone a hug & kiss for me -- Daddy, Uncle Frank, Grandmom, and the Kids....I miss all of them too. Until next time love, keep them all in line and I will talk to you later! This one is for you --> XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOX

Hi Patsy! I love you xoxo to infinity. I miss you. You will always be in my heart. Love, your little man Nicholas

Hey Mom Mom,

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY! I wish you were here with us today, but what's new? That's everyday. Wish I could hold your hand or hug you again. You would love it here at our new house. The hardest part about leaving the old one was because it was the last place I saw you. The place we used to sit and talk at the dining room table at 4 am. The last place I saw your smile. All the little things I didn't cherish until you were already gone. You were such a big part of this family and now a big hole remains. Love you with all my heart, today, tomorrow, and forever.❤

Hey Patsy, Happy Birthday! I miss you more everyday! Hard to believe so many years have passed. I really miss having you to talk. I tried to keep myself busy today, but I should have known better. You were part of my every thought. I have been so busy today that I want to have my time to wish you a happy birthday. I miss you so much. It has been so hard to not to have you here. A piece of me will always be missing. I love you sooooo much and Nick does too. Thanks for being my guardian angel in heaven . Happy Birthday!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! I miss you still, always have and always will! I love you so much!

Hey Mom Mom,

Just got off of work and I just had to come and say a few words since this is dedicated to you. Someone who refused to learn how to use the internet lol! My birthday just passed a few weeks ago. Thought about you of course. Wish you could've been there to celebrate with me. Love you and miss you so so much. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

Hi Patsy,
I stopped past here on your anniversary but didn't write anything. It was not because I forgot about you, never would that happen. It was because I missed you so and tried to keep busy. Mom moved down with us...Isn't that amazing, never thought that would happen. Nick is having a hard time adjusting...Reality hit, Mom-mom don't play. She is "whipping him into shape", just like you did. Ha Ha :> I miss you everyday. EVERYDAY!!!! I am glad you are there to watch over me, Lewis and Nick. Til next time, I will write you later! XOXOXOXOXO

Mom

  Its been 3 years since i had to say goodbye to you and i feel the pain as if it was yesterday. I just want to see your face and hear you say "Good morning hon how was your night" when i came home from work. I feel you with me all the time and even find myself talking to you as if you were there. I remember that talk we had the night before your surgery and all you wanted to know was that i would be ok. Im ok Mom. I remember playing the song "I wont give up" by Rascall Flatts for you and i swear i never gave up and would have fought with every fiber of my being if it could of kept you here but God had other plans and i trust him. Give Grandmom and my Dad a big hug and kiss for me. I will see you when my work here is done and until then i say "Im ok Mom"

                                   I Love You
                                   Donna

Pat, it has been a while since your passing. I think of you often and think how happy you must be walking those streets of gold. I miss our fellowship, game playing and bingo with you. I think of the Saturday we went yard saling and bought oh so much, for the girls mostly. I could see George cringe as we walked in the door with all our treasures. Know you are still loved and missed.

Hello Patsy, Here it is another birthday without you. I miss you so much. I thought of you today --as I do, everyday. I miss seeing and talking to you. So much has happened since you have been gone. Some good, and some, not so good. I find myself, even now reaching out to talk with you and sharing what has been happening in my life. I am finally working as a teacher. Not a sub, but a real teacher. You would be sooooo proud. I am teaching Pre-K Ese students and I love it. It is challenging at times, but overall, I am very pleased. Nick has been a trip in itself, as you probably seen from heaven. What are we to do with that boy. He really needs his Aunt Patsy to set him straight and make him walk the narrow path . Nick says he misses you too a whole lot. I wish that you could visit him in a dream like you did me. He always listened to you. ha ha! I want to wish you a very happy birthday! I wish I could talk longer, but I have to get to bed. 5am comes awful early. So with hugs and kisses and a wink I must say goodnight. XOXOXOXOXOXO

Ms.Patricia

    I'm start off by saying it was a wonderful pleasure to have the chance to meet and spend time with you I know it was a challenged trying to remember my name but that's ok i didn't mind it's sad that you left this world with so many loved ones left behind but god had other plans for you he needed his angel home being there at the hospital at the time of your surgery I really had a chance to see how much you really meant to your family to watch Kristen cry it broke my heart knowing that all your family wanted was for you to get healthy and be back to your normal self I know my time with you wasn't long but I felt like being there at that critical time in your life I witnessed enough love between you and your family I just wanted to show my appreciation and gratitude for you and your family but even though it's a struggle to deal with a loss I believe the family will be stronger each day that goes by

                       Sincerely, Frizzell

Hey Mom Mom,

I didn't know this even existed until sunday. If I wouldve known I would've wrote a long time ago. I miss you so much. We all miss you here at home. Kelli cries sometimes, well every time, we bring you up or speak your name. Home will never be the same. This is one if the hardest thing I've ever had to go through. Even though it's been two years I'm still not done grieving. I feel like your in Florida for a few months and you'll come walking in the front door any day now. I wish I could just see you one more time. I would trade any and everything. I love you so much! I'll be back to visit. A hug and kiss from each one of us to you.

Hi Patsy! Happy 2nd Angelversary! Hard to believe it has been two years now without you. I miss you so much! So many things have happened in my life that I wish you were a part of. I know you were there, I felt your presence. I feel you sometimes when I am feeling down and disappointed. I can hear you talk in my ear and say things will be okay. I loved it when you visited me in my dream the last time. I understand now that it was your way of telling me that you are OKAY! I think of you often and wish you were still here, but I know now, in my head and in my heart --even though it still aches for you -- that you are with family and Jesus and with that, I feel comfort. Know that as you go along up there in Heaven, that there are people down here that love and miss you dearly --especially me! Stay by me and guide me and know that I will always carry you with me wherever I go and in whatever I do...I love you Patsy!!!! YOU ARE AN ANGEL!!!! Until we visit again...XOXOXOXOXO!!!!

Happy Birthday Patsy! I miss you and wish you were still here! Hugs and kisses. I love you a bushel and a peck...and a hug around the neck. --love your "Lil Man" Nicholas

Hi Patsy, Happy Birthday! Here it is the 2nd birthday without you. I wish you were here so that I could celebrate it with you in our own little way. I have so many great things going on right now that I wish you were a part of and that you could be here to see. I know you are. You are looking down from heaven and sharing in our joy. Louie and I are buying a new house. I really think that if you were still here on earth, this is the one that you would share with us. I know that you would be so happy for me. I finally got a job in the schools. 7 years in the making! Whooo Hoooo! I know you had a hand in it as well as God and Jesus! I miss you so much. Lewis tried to keep me busy packing today so that I did not miss you and would be so sad. He misses you too. We found some of your stuff today as we were cleaning out and packing "Patsy's" room. Funny, it is not the guest room but everyone still calls it your room. I realize that when you visited me in those two dreams, you were trying to tell me something. The first one was when in the dream you were going to jail. We were having dinner and some cop friends of our's were there too. When you went to go to the bathroom, one of them came and told me that "they did all that they could do" and that when you returned from the bathroom, they were going to have to arrest you. I told them that they needed to let me get Nicholas out of there when they did it. He loved you so much that I did not want to see him hurt again. But, then I had second thoughts and let him say "Good-bye". You were sitting in a chair in another room and had your hands handcuffed behind you but where he could not see the cuffs and you told him that you had to go away for awhile and was not sure for how long and that you loved him. I was up at mom's when I had this dream and it coincided with the time I was there --Christmastime. I remember in the dream asking if we would be able to visit you at Christmas. I remember waking up with tears in my eyes and running down my face. I was so overwhelmed with sadness. I remember looking to heaven and telling you " I don't mind you coming and visiting me but the way it was done in this dream was as if I was losing you all over again. A little time passed and you came to me in another dream. I was confused over the dream but would you believe that it was Matt, that actually interpreted for me. I felt as if you were speaking through him. In this dream, you and I were sitting in two chairs talking and for some reason, I kept staring at you puzzled. You finally asked me, "Kim, why do you look so confused?" I remember telling you --"You are not supposed to be here...you are dead." I said that I did not mind you coming to visit but was confused on how to act and react. The rest is a little fuzzy now but when I told Matt about the dream, he told me that on this visit, you were trying to tell me that I can always sit down and talk to you and that you were always around me. He also told me that you were telling me that you are okay and it was time to remember you and the closeness we felt and let myself heal from the grief of losing you and help to move on. I have not been the same since you died. You were my everything and I do miss you so. But, Patsy, you are always in my heart, and even though you were my aunt, I loved you like a mom. Don't get me wrong, I love mom but you were that close. So, with that being said, I want to say, I LOVE YOU ALWAYS! And Have a Great Heavenly Birthday! Hugs and Kisses!

Hi Patsy! I was thinking about of you today. I just visited Derek's Memorial and had to stop by and see yours. Hard to believe that Derek would have been 20 yesterday. I know you were with him helping him celebrate his special day. I still miss you very much. I so wish you were still here. I guess I am being greedy. I miss having you to talk to. Will stop back later. Until then - I love U!

Hi Patsy! Happy 1st Angelversary. Hard to believe that it has been a year already, God it feel like it was only yesterday. Time has passed but the aching in my heart has not. I still mourn you deeply. I miss you so much.

Happy Belated Birthday Patsy. I had a hard time getting through yesterday without you. I woke yesterday with thoughts of you and wished you a very happy birthday, I miss you