This woman, who is an alleged practitioner in mental health, knows that suicide is not a choice for several. And, it's sad to think that she, who has a mental health disorder as well, helps individuals supposedly from mental  health diseases. I hope none of her patients ever see that post because if they do, they should run. Her anger is off the chart. 

Deana -- everytime I have disagreed with you, this is the stance you have taken. As if no one is allowed to have difficulty in life other than you. No one is allowed to have a different opinion than yours. You are not responsible for my life (thank God) and I'm not responsible for yours. And, shame on you for shedding hatred on your mother's memorial page. However, I will leave your post because Uncle Bob was right about one thing. Your angry and seriously skewed opinion on how other people should live their life is missing many things. You have the inability to see your own defects.

Mental health diseases are not a choice and that is a medically proven fact. I guess you missed that part when you got the label Dr.

I am not alone. Far from it. The love that I give is also returned in authenticity. Of which is seriously missing in your life.

You face your own karma. However, there is one thing that I promise you. Your words no longer hurt and they no longer have meaning. Mostly because I know that you have a serious mental health disorder that has caused you to lash out this way. I wish you would get the help you deserve because there is a beautiful person in there that isn't seated in so much anger and hatred. You sit in your own stigma of the ones who you alleged, for a long time, to defend. 

Hear this...I am talking to one of Mom's friends. She says your posts are exactly how Mom talked when she was ill. Take the time. Get the help. Mom didn't and she suffered. 

NH is beautiful people whom have given me more than I ever imagine. I'm not rich nor are they. And, for that, my life has been enriched. I stand with them in solidarity because that's what its all about. Snow and all. It's beautiful here.

Get the help. 

Stabbing yourself in your belly fat and not needing to go to the hospital is attention seeking not a suicide attempt. Life is all about choices. That was a choice, getting cancer wasn't, nor was the 2 million dollars it cost or the disability that comes from cancer of the spine. I made a choice to help you and you repaid me by turning your back on me when I needed you. I didn't turn my back on you when you could have been homeless. Good for you, you are alone too. I have  my husband, son and some really great and supportive friends. I know where my mental health stands so don't make accusations you can't prove and you have no one left to back you up. Please stay closed and gone, we done need your crap here. 

Let those true colors come through sister dearist. I didn't mention your name in the post. Your anger is clear in your writing. You also suffer serious mental health issues that you never faced. You, Deana, are the same person when I shared I attempted suicide. You tossed it aside as a meaningless act and I never heard from you again until you got cancer. Cancer is not more serious than suicidaility and you should know that more than anyone else. What you didn't know is when you got cancer, I was also fighting for my life and you assumed that I had the energy and the where with all to support you. Your anger is off the chart but, I'm learning to grow at peace with the past which is why I wrote the truth. But, with you, the truth always hurt and you don't like people giving you the mirror. I am not alone and you would never know that. But, my support is with honesty, integrity and authenticity. My life is not more valuable than yours nor is Mom's or anyone elses. 

I don't care about the memorial because Mom's spirit doesn't reside there.She has soared. Your post in the truest revealing of the anger and mental illness that resides in this family. I wish you would get the help you need because until you do, you will always reside with the life long anger that had obviously ate away with you when you talked to Mom when she was dying. That anger will cause for the aloneness that you allege exist with Mom and I.

Good luck and I suspect we will meet again when we both rest in peace. I wish you love and nothing else. I wish you peace with your life and nothing else. I don't hate you but you obviously hate me. I truly hope the universe rains peace, love, light and happiness with you and the removal of all that angst so you truly see what life and love is really all about. You have lost all sense of value.

And, for note, $50K is $36K more than I bring in. Can't have a penny when there is nothing from the turnip.

Good luck and peace be with you.
Michelle