R.i.p pat you are always in our hearts ♥ xxx

Nan why did u have to go, I knew it wasn't your fault we had lots of memories together and that I know u will be looking over me today knowing I miss u loads and if I had a wish granted to me tonight I'm sure you know what I would wish for and I would hope it came true because it would be a truly blessing to see you once more time only if its just a sign that you are there that's good enough. Knowing you was a blessing because I wouldn't regret it at all because you were the best and I think you already new that from the first time you saw me. I know if you had a wish granted to you then it would to be back down here even if its for a couple of minutes that would be good enough for us all because we all miss u and I'm sure u miss us all too, spending time with u was the greatest thing ever and I'm sure u think that too I love you Nan with all my heart xxxx

As the seconds, minutes, days and months pass by with this distance between us my love, I realize how much I miss you; but this missing you thing is worth it knowing that someday we shall be in each others arms.

I love you mom and I miss you so much every single waking day

it been 12 months tomorrow 18/05/2015
since you left me to be with the angles above and how it hurts still I will never get used to life without you no matter what
A poem for you

Mom you mean the world to me
its hard to live without you
you were always by my side
through thick and thin
now you have gone my life is so hard to live
its hard to breath
its hard to see
And its hard to think about anything but you
even though your love will shine in me
Forever its still hard not to look for you hand to hold
Even though your not here with me in flesh I still have you in my heart and in my memories and that's for all of eternity
till we meet again
I love you forever MOM
xxxx

Love and miss u nan XXX
I think about you all the time,
And every day it hurts to cry.
So much has happened in my life,
I'm not sure how hard to try.

Tears are falling constantly,
My heart hurts everyday.
I think about your beautiful smile,
That I pray I see again someday.

The sweet smell of your perfume,
Has slowly faded away.
But all your helpful teachings,
Are always here to stay.

I can't express how much you taught me,
So much I can't explain.
All the times I can remember,
Never once heard you complain.

So many hearts were broken,
The day God called you home.
It seems as though each one of us,
Were left to survive alone.

I know there was a reason,
That you had to leave.
To keep us in your watchful eyes,
So now in God I really do believe

WORDS CAN NOT EXPLAIN
HOW MUCH I

This is for u nan
I wish u were here now
I know u are looking over us all
I bet u are watching your Jeremy Kyle show
now and reading your magazines
I love u nan with all my heart
and i know there will always be a piece
missing out of my heart
I bet all of the children are bieng little buggers
up there for u u got all the other loved ones
up there with u to gossip with
bet one of those gossips are about you daughters
and sons probely something embarrassing about them
I just wish u was here to share then with all of us
today but i know u are missing us all as much
as much as we are now
U are now an angel up above and a special one to every body up there and every body down here we all miss u and wish u were still
here today but u really are here in our hearts but not just in
our hearts but in our memories we had and shared together
I know god needed enougher angel but i wish it wasn't
you, u were already an angel down here an angel to
all of us why u had to go now isn't your fault, it isn't really anybody's
fault god needed u and didn't regret it because he is probely loving
u as soon as u appeared to him i hope u are enjoying it up there
but missing it down here
I

Love and miss you so much nan pat ,
R.I.P
One year already how it's gone so quick
Love you