Thanksgiving Day without you again, I know it was your favorite holiday .I read the post that Paige wrote really 100% true Debbie is the same mother that you were always putting Paige & Taylor first in her life, she would & does everything for them. You would be very proud of her, Paige, & Taylor. I always think how you left us without seeing them as adults. HAPPY THANKSGIVING LOVE YOU BILLY

Hi Mema, I’ve always avoided looking at this thing because I think I wasn’t brave enough but thought I should finally share some words. 12 years…I’ll never forget the day that you left us. I just read through all of the tributes everyone has left you over the years. Crazy how so many things have changed. It’s almost been longer without you than I had with you and it breaks my heart. I hope you would be proud of me! I talk to you a lot and I hope you can hear me, I think about you a lot in all aspects of my life. Decision making, relationships, everything. Mom has become one of my best friends and I am so lucky to have her but I know she misses you so deeply. You were such an amazing person and I would do anything to have more time with you! I know you’re watching over us and the pain doesn’t go away but we are doing our best. Trying to take care of Mom as much as I can. I can’t thank you enough for everything, you are such a big part of the person I am today. Love you and miss you so much! - Paige, your Granddaughter 

Mom time has stood still since you have left us. I can't believe its been 12 years. It doesn't feel like that. Feels like yesterday. You were taken away from us too young....there will always be a void in my heart. I miss you more than I could ever explain...I love you with all my heart and soul. XOXOXO

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAT .I miss you very much no family except Debbie & her two beautiful daughters you would be so proud them I really am proud of what they has done .Debbie is like you as a mother she would do anything for them HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE YOU BILLY

Pat yesterday was Christmas day ,it brings back memories of when we had to rush over Debbie,s for Paige & Taylor opening their gifts ,then playing wirth the box,s .Paige had Christmas dinner yesterday food was great especially the lasagna .I t really breaks my heart that you could not see these kids as adults.MERRY CHRISTMAS LOVE ALWAYS BILLY

Hi, Pat today is Thanksgiving ,I really do not like this holiday it sucks .you passed 11 years ago on Thanksgiving omg it does not seem like 11 years .I really miss you I think about you often . Today I will go to St.Judes and place a plant there for you ,life like it was will never be the same NEVER .I know Debbie has bad vibes about today ,i do also so very sad you never was to able to see Paige & Taylor as adults ,you would be very proud of them LOVE ALWAYS BILLY

Hi ma, I know what today is....your wedding anniversary, I think it would have been 58 years!! Wow thats a lot . So its that time of the year again...the dreaded holidays. I know this year will be the exact day of your passing and on Thanksgiving. Therefore I decided to not be around and distract myself as best as possible. I won't eat a thanksgiving dinner since i absolutely HATE that day! I know it was your favorite holiday. I did it for a couple of years because of the pandemic but this year everything is open. I don't understand why people say it gets easier...it doesn't that's a lie. I still think about you every day and miss you more and more. If we could of spent more years together. Losing your mom sucks no matter how old you are. I just had a lung scan and it can back clean...I'm going to try and quit after the holidays. I love you and miss you.....your daughter xoxoxo

Happy Birthday Pat ,another Birthday without you very sad .Taylor moved to Nashville Tenn ,with her boyfriend who plays football ,she taking her masters in Vanderbilt University great school .Pegi passed couple weeks ago ,Ralph Zampella also passed guess I am next Love you Billy

Hi Pat another hoilday without you today is MOTHERS DAY ,you were a great mother & great GRAND MOTHER ,Kids really miss you so does Debbie & me sad Love Billy

Mothers Day again!!! I miss you more than you will ever know....It never gets easier...my heart is forever broken...I love you 

Hi,Pat another hoilday without you OMG.Debbie does a great job for every holiday ,she cooks just like you did delicous .Paige has a great job ,Taylor is moving to Nashville Tenn with her boyfriend who plays football for Vanderbuilt ,we all wish you were here ,it is very sad not to have you here . LOVE YOU Billy

Happy Thanksgiving .Your favorite Holiday ,Debbie is having Thanksgiving tomorrow .Paige & Taylor are great young adults both gradated college ,Paige graduated from John Hopkins ,they both how have boyfriends ,what a lousy shame you could not be part of their life ,you would have been so proud of them Debbie did a great job just like you did I know you are watching over them . Say a PRAYER FOR KENNY,Love you I am 80 now I am getting close hope to see you again LOVE BILLY

Really...a decade? No way...it still feels like yesterday. Sometimes I think I have to call you and I don't or can't. It hasn't gotten any easier. I speak of you often and catch myself saying Mema would say this or Mema would do that....you're still a part of my life everyday. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, your favorite holiday....my worst. I know you're watching over us and have been joined my people you care about but I still would rather have you with us...it's not fair. I miss everything about you...even when you would yell at me when I was coloring your hair..I'd dread that day but I would give anything to have it back. I'm so sorry that you suffered a horrible death...you didn't deserve any of it. Thats all I can hope for now is that you're in a better place. You were my bestfriend and you will never be replaced. I miss you more that I can express. I love you more than I can express...its just so difficult. All I can say is thank god for my daughters. We are close and they are good, kind, compassionate, smart, beautiful, generous, caring, funny young ladies. You would be so proud of them. You always told me to be home for my kids and it paid off. I thank you for your guidance in raising them. You didn't have a mom but you would never know that just by the way you raised me. I treasure my relationships with my girls and I thank you for that. I love you..your daughter

Happy Birthday Pat ,I know yesterday was your Birthday my computer was not working .When to Saint Jude in Boca Raton left you beautiful plant & lite candles for you. 10 years ago you left us so sorry you missed Paige & Taylor turn into young adults YOU WOULD BE SO PROUD .Love Billy

Happy Birthday Ma! Another birthday without you. I can't believe that it is going to be ten years since you left us. Not fair....it never gets easier..thats so untrue. I think about you everyday since you've left....I miss you so much you would be so proud of Paige and Taylor!! Beyond words...keep watching over us and I love you with my everything...
XOXOXO

Happy Mothers Day in heaven love Billy

Hi.Pat Went to dinner with Debbie ,Paige & Taylor .Two great adults both got their own apartments ,I know Debbie will really miss them very sad you left us without seeing them ,every time I see theses kids I think about you missing the greatest joy of your life two beautiful & intelligence kids you missed LOVE YOU Billy

Its that time of the year again....Mothers Day...Ugh...well Happy Mothers Day in Heaven! I miss you so much you have no idea. It doesn't get any easier that is total bs. There is so much to show you and tell you...sometimes to this day I wake up and think I have to call my mother..then I'm like am I losing my mind?The girls are doing awesome you would be beyond proud of them...keep being their guardian angel....I love you with all my heart. XOXOXO

Hi,Pat HAPPY EASTER ,Debbie & her family let me back into their life I am so happy about that .Debbie did not make Easter pie ,Paige & Taylor are adults now, both are very smart & beautiful .I really am so sad you did not see them become adults I know that was what you lived for .HAPPY EASTER miss you very much Love Billy

Hi Mom.....Happy Easter....Miss you....Going out to dinner..didn't feel like cooking. Taylor is at school so going out was just easier. I didn't make the Easter pie this year since everyones on a diet. Miss it. It will be 10 years this year since you left us...seems like yesterday..the holidays have never been the same since you left. Someday when the girls are married and have kids I'll bring the traditions back. Love you and miss you more than you will every know.. Love you with my heart and soul....your daughter

Merry Christmas!! Sorry I'm a day late thought about you all day though. Made your lasagna it was like lasagna soup.. LOL...some years its perfect other times it isn't. I think I don't let it cool enough. The flavors were on point..that's good. I see the numbers 11:06 all the time. As we both know its my birthday but I looked it up on the computer and it means that you have a guardian angel protecting you. I know you're always with me. I love you and miss you.....Your Daughter

Hi ,Pat Merry Christmas in Heaven ,thing are much better now Debbie has invited me to Thanksgiving ,Christmas Eve & Christmas day I see these kids Paige & Taylor & I think of you so sad you are not here to see them .Debbie did a great job raising them ,just like you did with Debbie & Kenny lLove You Billy

Can't believe its been 9 years. This day 9 years ago was the worst day of my life.  It never seems to get easier.....who ever said that was lying. Going to be home for Thanksgiving this year. Think its the first time in 9 years. I always go away but because of the pandemic we can't. I will be making your stuffing, fried broccoli. Good thing Paige helped you all those years making the stuffing cause I don't know how. I'm sure it will taste just like yours. It sucks not having you around....I just want you to hug me. I love you...Your daughter

Hi, Pat it has been 9 years since you left us ,so sad .Thanksgiving is in two days ,in 2011 that was the day you passed ,Thanksgiving is not a favorite holiday with me & Debbie .I feel this year will be much better for me she invited me for Thanksgiving Paige & Taylor are beautiful & very smart young adults ,I whish you could have seen them grow in adults Love Billy

Hi, Pat I was thinking about you today ,it marked our anniversary ,so very sad you are not here anymore .I saw Paige & Taylor you would be so proud of them ,beautiful, smart amazing kids KIDS? they are young adults now ,love always Billy

Happy Birthday in heaven Pat , I miss you very much Pat,my life is not very good ,wish you were still here .You would not believe grandkids college boyfriends excellent students Paige & Taylor are above anything you could imagine ,smart & young adults now ,hope you have a great birthday LOVE YOU BILLY

Happy Birthday in heaven. You would have only been 76 and you should still be here with us. We all miss you more than you can imagine. Can't believe its going to be 9 years since you left us. It never gets easier...that's a lie.
The world is crazy now so you're 100 percent in a better place. We are going through a global pandemic...its heartbreaking. Now Kenny is sick...watch over him...I know you will. I love you......

Happy Mothers Day In Heaven .You were a great Mother and a better Grand Mother Love you miss you very much .Love Billy

Happy Mothers Day!!! I miss you and love you so much....Paige and Taylor make Mothers Day special for me. Its so sweet. You left us too soon...we all feel it!! Love you forever and forever...Your Daughter XOXOXO

Hi ma...Happy Easter. A lot is going on in the world right now and I'm glad you're not here to see it. I never thought I would see something like this in my lifetime. Its scary and sad. I know you're watching down on us because we are all healthy and safe, our guardian angel. I love you and the ache to hear your voice and give me a hug has never gone away. It never will. When Aunt Rose passed Regina had you...I have no one. Not even my brother or father. You were the glue to this family. Thank god for my girls and my husband. Love you with all my heart and soul. XOXOXO

Hi,Pat Happy Easter miss you every much almost nine years ,I really do not have much gas left see you soon Love always Billy

Merry Christmas. Pretty quiet this year. Made your lasagna and your ricotta cookies.  People love those cookies. They are always a big hit. I'm sure the lasagna will be just as good...Miss you and love you with all my heart.

Merry Christmas in Heaven have a blast with Vic,Bobby,Louie,& the rest in Heaven love you Billy

So today is Thanksgiving...your favorite holiday. You always told me it was so easy. Would give anything to have you back. I hate this day no matter what day it falls on. I love you and miss you

8 years since you left us ,seems like it can't be that long but it is .I hate the holidays,especially Thanksgiving ,Christmas is not much better . I miss you very much .Since you left there is no Family just a lot of problems ,terrible like everything ended with you passing .Love You Billy

8 years....I can't believe it....it feels like yesterday. My longing for you will never stop. I miss your hugs...they were always strong and comforting. The girls and I talk about you all the time...we all miss you so very much. Paige says she prays to you and sees butterflies all the time. I know you hear her and are our guardian angel.  This holiday season is always tough. We all feel that you're not with us...it hurts. I hate Thanksgiving so I always leave and try to distract myself...Christmas really isn't any better. I do make your lasagna on Christmas Day. I love you forever and ever and I miss you more than you'll ever know....I love you Your Daughter

Hey Ma,
Your the only person I ever could call Ma besides my own, that’s how much you meant to me! Miss you so much but happy for all the amazing memories. I know your with my dad and both looking down on us and keeping us all safe and healthy. I pray for peace and healing in your family too! Until we meet again, love you..xoxo

HAPPYBIRTHDAY ,I miss you very much ,so very sad you left us so early. I have survivor guilt now ,why you & not me? does not make any sense .I see Debbie now it stops some of my pain Love You Billy

Happy Birthday Mom....another year you're spending in heaven on this day. Miss you more than you will ever know. It still hurts. I guess the emptiness never goes away....Love you forever, Your Daughter xoxoxo

Happy Mothers Day...really don't know what so happy about it. I miss you and long for a hug from you. It's weird but it never gets easier. I love you with my heart and soul and miss you more than you'll ever know. With all my love...your daughter xoxoxo

Happy Mother' day Hope you are having a blast in Heaven ,miss you very much ,nothing is the same nothing .Deb is in New York Now, Paige graduated College has a good job ,Taylor got a scholarship to UF I am really sad Kenny or his kids never talk to me ,I am 78 I know my time is running out .so sad

Merry Christmas mom....miss you. This time of year is so hard...from Thanksgiving on. You have no idea how much you're missed. I try to keep your traditions going, made your ricotta cookies with red and green sprinkles. Making Lasagna. Paige brought the cookies to work and they were all gone in seconds. I forgot how many batches I made but it was a lot. I'm guessing you've been reunited with Uncle Bobby. That was the way to go instead of your way with all your suffering. I would give my left arm to have had you until you were 81. Geez...you left me way too soon. Not fair. Obviously you can see that this family has fallen apart. I have no words to express the disappointment I've witnessed in my father and now my brother. I don't deserve it....never have, never will. I don't even know my niece and nephew...my only 2. Messed up beyond words. It's all really ridiculous. It breaks my heart that my daughters don't know their cousins. They are all getting older now and would enjoy eachothers company. Oh well, I give up, I really do. Remember when you told me that grandma would introduce you as an orphan? Well now I am. Life goes in full circle. I love you with all my heart and soul....Your daughter xoxoxo

Merry Christmas ,hope you are having a ball in heaven ,Bobbie will see you soon he passed a couple days ago, Miss you very much , I guess I'm not far behind my day my day is coming,Maria called yesterday she also misses you ,Till we meet again MERRY CHRISTMAS LOVE YOU  Billy

Hi, Pat Happy Thanksgiving , I miss you very much, my life is terrible, no family, no friends , TERRIBLE I hope things are better for you ,I Am sure you are having a ball in Heaven Love you Billy

Hi, Pat Happy Birthday ,went to ST. Judes on Saturday left a plant for you miss you, very much hope you are having a great time in Heaven Love You Billy

Dearest Pat.. Happy Birthday in heaven!!! I still talk about you all the time and remember all the great times of our lives together. Hope your with my dad and are both happy... xoxo

Happy Birthday Mom. Today would have been your 74th Birthday. Not fair. It’s almost 7 years without you. I hope your enjoy celebrating with your family and friends that you’ve been reunited with. I think of you all the time and miss you more than you know. I love you. Xoxo

Happy Mothers Day! Another one without you. Not one of my favorite holidays as you can imagine. Miss you always and think of you everyday. You were an awesome mom and better mema. Love you to the moon and back and back again!
Love you with all my heart, Your Daughter XOXOXO

Happy Mothers Day, another year miss you very much ,You were a great Mother and a great Grandmother , no holiday is the same anymore Love You Billy

Happy Easter , miss you very much went to church yesterday left you an Easter Plant ,Happy Easter again Love Billy