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Leave a tributeLove always, little pat.
Man there is so much to say.
How to get it started is the only issue I can think of . But anyways here it goes.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry that for the past three years. You have watching over your son go down a very dark and very lonely path. You were always empathetic with me because you knew where I was. You faced the demons I too see everyday.
And dad you saw where it put me. I was just now released from jail , but hey you knew that because the whole time you were with me.
The worst demon that I had to face in these past ten months was my own demon. He was relentless.
But you kept me strong when I should have folded you were there when I fought in and out of my cell. You were there with me when I was going through hell.
You were always one call away in this thing called life I was never alone.
And then you haven't left me still even though your body is gone. I love and miss you everyday. And I pray that you for my sake will never go away.
Dad I can't say I'm over this and I'm out the gate. I won't ever be done with addiction it will be a everyday fight. But I thank you for saving my life. I know you were there when I overdosed April 10 I want to say I fought by my own. But there was someone else in that room. I couldn't see them but I know it was you. You kept me alive and I'll never be able to repay you. But I'll do my best. I'm going to be the man you seen in me. When you told Me what I was good at. You told me. (Son your a great father) and your no liar.
I'm going to be a father dad. You helped raise me.
I love you and I'm missing you years are rolling down my face right now as I'm typing but my hands keep going through the blurred lines. I can still write you. Just like the addiction I fight I'll make it through.
Your gone but never forgotten I love you.
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Our last Christmas together
This was one of the last days I saw you and our last Christmas together. This picture will forever be my favorite of you and I daddy! I’m so glad you and I and Jake got to spend this day together. I miss your hugs, I miss talking to you, I miss everything when it comes to you daddy. I love you and miss you with all of my heart.
The 7 ps
Pat one time told me to remember the 7ps of work and he made me memorize them in one day he kept having me say them over and over until I got it. And he would catch me in some awkward moment lol. The 7ps. Proper Prior , Planning, Prevents, Piss Poor Performance. Lol. And he also knows about the Marbles and he knows what they are for he would catch me all the time lol without it I have it always with mebecause he is my good luck charm. Love you Pat!!! miss and always thinking about you every day and second.
My husband and I were married June 13,2014 .One of the most precious gift that I ever had. He and I shared the love that some people never find in their life. He taught me so many things as he touched so many lives, one of the most amazing man I got to share his last years that God gave me I will always cherish and always Love you Pat !!!