when I have seen Paul, I felt overwhelmed. Handsome, smart, funny, lovely personality,...everything was perfect and I felt like I am melting instantly. I had such strong feelings for him that first date...I got scared! I thought...neh...it cannot be true, nobody can be so PERFECT! 

But he was. Perfect in so many ways...I would need a book to describe Paul's perfection. 

Months later, we discovered that we had the same strong feelings about each other  on that first date. We were made for each other and we shared from the very beginning a strong and lasting love.

And everything what happened after that date, it was just a strong prove that everything was meant to  be like this. Our love, our life together, everything was meant to be! Everything was perfect  !

We were happy, we were in love, we were best friends, we were lovers, we were husband and wife, we were parents, and we were everything togeather! 

When he proposed me, he took care that everything around is perfect for that. He made me the most perfect proposal with the most perfect words.Our wedding  It was a sealing of our happiness and love.

I have been blessed that I have met Paul. 

Paul told me once, that his life has 2 parts. One part before he met me and the happy part after he met me. I want to tell him the same. My life has 2 parts, one before  and one after I met him. And the second one was blessed .

Paul my love, I have  hold you in my arms for a little while, but I  will  hold you in my  heart forever.

I miss you every second of the day and I love you so much. I will always love you and you will always be my charming prince. I just want to scream and ask you to come back. The pain which you left here it's  so  strong and it will always be with me. Sometimes I can't breathe thinking that I will never hold you,  I will never kiss you, that you will never come HOME.

Somebody said  that "Love is a fabric which never fades, no matter how often is washed in the water of  adversity or grief"

So, I don’t want to say goodbye.

I want to tell you my darling "thank you". Thank you for coming in my life, thank you for loving me and receiving my love in return, thank you for all  the lovely memories which I will cherish FOREVER,  thank you for every second which  we had together and for every time when you made  me laugh, thank you for our tears of happiness and joy which you know that we shared  on our wedding day.

You will walk with me through my life until we meet in the afterlife. 

I am and I will always be your devoted wife.

Alisa