- 48 years old
- Date of birth: Jan 26, 1958
- Place of birth:
Guildford, United Kingdom
- Date of passing: Feb 7, 2006
- Place of passing:
Perth, Western Australia, Australia
|Time doesn't heal, I just had to find a way to live without you.|
"Happy birthday Starman xxx"
"Paul, I can never describe how it feels to no longer have you in my life. 9 years or 9 minutes..it doesn't matter how long, it never gets easier. I have a huge hole in my heart that nothing or no-one can fill. I feel your loss everyday. You were the only one that truly understood me.
I cherish every moment that we had. Me teaching you the alphabet and you teaching me how to tell the time. We fought so much when we were kids, but when we were older, you cried with me when I was hurting and I did the same with you.
This grieving will never stop. It feels like I have lost a part of me. And I have. I don't think we ever stop grieving when we lose someone we love. We just learn to live with it.
I love and miss you so much."
"Losing you broke my heart and it never seems to get easier. I guess that once I reach that quiet place where space and time do not exist for me or any of us, I will no longer feel the pain of losing you..we just go back to being how we were before....whatever before is...I miss you every day Paul.
I wish I had taken notice when you said you had bleeding...or that Mum's oncologist said 'in his professional opinion' that none of us needed to be checked for bowel cancer until we were 50....Your passing is partly my fault, and I am not dealing with that very well..."
"8 years ago we lost you...how the time flies...I remember our childhood with a terrible yearning that never seems to stop. I love you my bro and I miss you like you would never believe"
"its weird, with ever year that passes, things just seem to get harder to deal with. I still dont understand where you or nan have gone. I wanna know if life was worth it."
"I cannot believe that I have now lost not only you, but Mum too. Most of the time I feel lost without you, but now Mum has gone, my feelings of loss have doubled.. But this is how life is and I guess I must keep living my life without both of you, however hard that is. I miss you both so much. You are both forever in my heart."
"Happy birthday my lovely bro. Mum was so wanting to see you again...I hope you both found each other. Love you both so much."
"Happy bday unck. Miss you."
Here's to a new year. It's been almost 7 years since you left us...Mum will be with you soon.God speed to you both."
"Wouldn't you think that after 6 and a half years I would have got over losing you by now? If I haven't been able to get over losing you by now, I know I never will...My loss is Pluto's gain..."
"I wish you were still here to help our Mum through this terrible disease. I miss you every day. I don't think I will ever get over losing you"
"Six years have gone by since you passed away....I cannot count how many times during that time that I have wished that you were still here...even after 6 years, your passing still seems unacceptable to me.
Til we meet again bro...always remembered and forever missed. A soul taken too soon.."
"the song i added was the lyrics kiera put in uncle pauls book, i think its very suited"
"thats the story i'll always remember that john put up..that one line always bought a tear to my eye "i wish i knew which door to knock on today" i wish he was still here to watch his kids grow into adults, to meet his grandchildren, to live the life he should be living with us xx"
"always in our hearts, missed always, never forgotten xxx"
"Thanks guys for your messages and stories...I am so very disappointed that the link to this website was sent to many, yet the majority chose not to at least leave a tribute..."
"Will always remember our fishing trips down to Dawesville (south of Manduarah) listening to ELO on the way down."
"Hi Uncle Paul. I miss you all the time. Cant stop thinking about you with all this new Tomb Raider stuff. you'd be completely blown away :) Wish you were here so much."
"I Knew my much loved nephew Paul only as a toddler aged 18 months when my late wife Rosemary and I Looked after him while his Mother was away he was a delightful child and it is to my regret that I did not get to know him in later life Rest In Peace"
"Forever in my heart my bro...I miss you too much.."
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