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PAUL JEFFREY BRISLEE
  • 54 years old
  • Date of birth: May 28, 1956
  • Date of passing: Jul 26, 2010
Let the memory of PAUL be with us forever
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, PAUL BRISLEE, 54, born on May 28, 1956 and passed away on July 26, 2010. We will remember him forever.
Memorial Tributes
This tribute was added by shelby ranger on 26th July 2016

"Always thinking about you ❤️❤️"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 25th December 2015

"hi sweetheart, merry xmas, it,s not the same xmas without you, i know i keep repeating myself about missing you an wanting to be with you i know i will be with you one day, i have my 2 cats to keep me company but it,s not the same as you being here, one cat named Bailey keeps following me around he,s a proper mummys boy an loves his cuddles the other Maisie she,s deaf she was a handfull but she,s coming round she lets me stroke her an she does eat treats out of my hand now but she still wont let me pick her up to give her a cuddle,there,s not much else to say as always i love an miss you an can,t wait to be with you again merry xmas xxxx"

This tribute was added by shelby ranger on 23rd November 2015

"Got my tattoo done for you today <3"

This tribute was added by kelly edmonds on 28th May 2015

"Hello dad sry not been on here for awhile well today is ur birthday so happy birthday dad hope ur Avin a blast wit everyone it's still very hard to get use to u not bin here I've still got ur mobile number on my fone as can't get rid of it yet n ur still under mum n dad for the landline can't change that either , well ur always thought about dad n ur missed loads RIP dad love n miss u loads xx❤️Xx"

This tribute was added by Shelby Ranger on 5th May 2015

"Sorry I haven't been on here in a while I have been sorting out cancer research events to raise money I'm hopefully doing the cancer run this year what is on May 17th and I am also running two other events for cancer research a school tuck shop and I am also shaving my hair for cancer research to raise even more money I'm doing all of this for you I love and miss you so much it breaks my heart to even look at a picture of you I still can't get over your gone I wish Kenzo could of met you I hope your doing great we will meet again one day I love you so much grandad <3"

This tribute was added by Shelby Ranger on 1st January 2015

"Tottenham 5-3 chelsea today :( <3"

This tribute was added by kelly edmonds on 1st January 2015

"Ello dad happy new year , well it's another year gone by n it's still hard 2 believe ur not er wit us we all still miss u loads n love u lots dad here's a kiss from all the kids xxxxxxxx ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️"

This tribute was added by Shelby Ranger on 29th December 2014

"Yesterday chelsea 1-1 Southampton <3"

This tribute was added by Shelby Ranger on 26th December 2014

"Chelsea 2-0 west ham!!!! ;D <3"

This tribute was added by kelly edmonds on 26th December 2014

"Hi dad well it's Xmas again another Xmas wit out , well kids loved their presents even Amelia she even tried openin er presents herself then got stressed coz she cudnt open them it was funny , well ur still missed loads by everybody everyday it's still not the same u not bin er dad Amelia n Dylan no all about their wonderful grandad it's ashame they Neva got the chance 2 meet u , but I'm sure ur watchin ova everybody from above love n miss u loads dad xxx❤️❤️❤️Xxx"

This tribute was added by kelly edmonds on 26th December 2014

"Hi dad well it's Xmas again another Xmas wit out , well kids loved their presents even Amelia she even tried openin er presents herself then got stressed coz she cudnt open them it was funny , well ur still missed loads by everybody everyday it's still not the same u not bin er dad Amelia n Dylan no all about their wonderful grandad it's ashame they Neva got the chance 2 meet u , but I'm sure ur watchin ova everybody from above love n miss u loads dad xxx❤️❤️❤️Xxx"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 26th December 2014

"hi sweetie well its boxing day an i,ve never been so alone, when with people i am the person who smiles an is carrying on, but once that front door shuts i,m the person who misses you so much an wants to be with you, it takes a lot of courage carrying on without you,i,m taking each day at a time, but it is so hard carrying on, i don,t have many good days now,i just shut myself away from everybody an don,t go out unless i really have too, i never thought for 1 moment that losing you would be so distressing an painful,its that what never goes away,well another day an soon it will be 2015 an another year that gets me closer to being with you, till we meet again love an miss you so much xxxx"

This tribute was added by Shelby Ranger on 22nd December 2014

"Yess Chelsea 2-0 stoke city <3"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 21st December 2014

"hi  it,s me so sorry for not being on here as much as I want too, so much is going on, it,s xmas week an it,s so busy now, I can,t walk around town no more as it kills my back an then I,m in so much pain I can,t do anything for the next couple of days, I have been told that when you left me in 2010 the strain of losing you started all these problems, the back trouble I,ve had most of my life, but it caused my spinal stenosis with all the stress of dealing your cremation, you have company now snowie had to be put to sleep cos of arthritis an cancer, so look after her for me until I meet you both. I have 2 cats now bailey is 5yrs an is a maine coon which he,s a predigree cat I think he,s been crawly treated cos all his fur isn,t what a predigree cat should be, maisie she,s deaf an is frighten of people she,s 3yrs an still a little kitten at times, maisie was,nt her real name it was duchess didn,t like that so ive change it to maisie , you know me if I don,t like anything I change it, I,ve been accepted for a bungalow which I,m hoping to get a 2 bed one, but could be waiting over 2yrs years for one, still miss you as much as I did when you left me, it,s my 5th xmas with out you I,ll come on here on xmas day to talk to you then ok love an miss you soooo much xxxx"

This tribute was added by Shelby Ranger on 19th December 2014

"Stoke vs chelsea at 8pm on the 22nd December of course we are going to win me and Kenzo love you grandad <3"

This tribute was added by kelly edmonds on 19th December 2014

"Hi dad sry not been on 4 awhile been Avin trouble wit my fone , well Amelia is gettin big now she's 4 mths old n a lil chunky she's always smilin  n talkin , I've shown er a pic of u she got all excited n was smilin away at the pic . Well it's another Xmas wit out u dad it's not the same u not bin er ur still missed by everyone loads dad ❤️❤️❤️"

This tribute was added by Shelby Ranger on 16th December 2014

"Chelsea go though to next round with a 3-1 win over Derby!! <3"

This tribute was added by Shelby Ranger on 16th December 2014

"Chelsea vs derby at 7.45 tonight <3"

This tribute was added by Shelby Ranger on 13th December 2014

"Chelsea 2-0 hull city <3"

This tribute was added by Shelby Ranger on 11th December 2014

"Chelsea game yesterday chelsea 3-1 sporting Lisbon <3"

This tribute was added by Shelby Ranger on 6th December 2014

"Newcastle 2-1 Chelsea ;( <3"

This tribute was added by Shelby Ranger on 5th December 2014

"Chelsea vs Newcastle tomorrow! <3"

This tribute was added by Shelby Ranger on 3rd December 2014

"Chelsea 3-0 Tottenham <3"

This tribute was added by Shelby Ranger on 2nd December 2014

"Chelsea vs Tottenham tomorrow :) <3"

This tribute was added by Shelby Ranger on 25th November 2014

"FC schalke 0 - 5 Chelsea

Chelsea won!!!!!! :D <3"

This tribute was added by Shelby Ranger on 25th November 2014

"Chelsea is winning 5-0!!!! You would be so happy :D we love and miss you so much never a day goes by not thinking about you <3"

This tribute was added by kelly edmonds on 28th August 2014

"Hi ya dad well I said I'll let u no wen Amelia arrived n she's finally er she arrived on Monday weighing 8lb 9oz  8 days late lil bugger she's tiny wit lots of dark hair , it's ashame Amelia Neva got the chance 2 meet u but she will def no all about er wonderful grandad as we r always talkin about u n we r all missin u loads love u lots dad ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤"

This tribute was added by kelly edmonds on 23rd August 2014

"Hi ya dad sry not been on been Avin trouble gettin on er , well still no sign of Amelia arrivin yet she's now a wk late lazy lil bugger she is but will let u no wen she's er n she will no all about er grandad , well can't believe it's 4 yrs since u ave been gone still can't believe it don't think no1 can really , Tyler keeps sayin wen he's older he's cumin 2 get u n brin u home bless him , well I'll try n get on er sooner dad miss u loads dad n love u lots xxxxxxxx a kiss from us all ❤❤❤"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 21st August 2014

"hi sweetie so sorry for not coming on here yesterday, I know its the 4th anniversary,an it don't get any easier as time goes by.well Kelly hasn't given birth yet, shes 3 days over due now, so its a waiting game for all of us.not much else to say, im surprized that chris,jill,or louise hare, I do know that Kelly is having trouble getting on here.erm what else, aaron went to the isle of wight a week or so back, an he did enjoy it. I miss you as much as I did when you left me.xxxx"

This tribute was added by kelly edmonds on 2nd August 2014

"Hi dad it's been awhile since I've been on here ad Abit of trouble gettin on er but here I am now , well it's been 4 yrs now already n I still can't believe ur not here wit us  its still gettin sum use 2 but very hard , well u prob no about Amelia the new arrival wen she decides 2 turn up lol she's gonna b Avin mums name as a middle name think mum is really happy about it as all the boys ave got ur name as their middle names , don't worry Amelia is gonna no all about u dad about how wonderful er grandad is same as the boys no all about u , I will try n get on er Abit more if I can , well hope 2 c u soon I say that as I've ad 2 strange dreams about cin u n everybody else but it was nice 2 c u ,well I'll say gd bye 4 now missin u loads dad n love u lots xxxx"

This tribute was added by Aaron Brislee on 26th July 2014

"Hi dad 4 years have gone so quick, only seems months ago rather than years. Chelsea vs Liverpool games really just aren't the same without your totally biased, completely wrong football views lol, Liverpool are still the most successful English team. Heard the liquidator song the other day and it just got me thinking about you and your friend (forgot his name). Seeing him dance to that song at Kelly's wedding is a sight that will stay with me forever . I was at the same venue just the other day for my mates wedding. Well not much else to say other than I miss you and wish you was still here and that I absolutely hate cancer and every time I hear that someone has or may have it I always seem to take it personally. See you when its time to.
Aaron"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 25th July 2014

"hi sweetie I know im a day early but you know me (head like a sieve)well what can I say that's not been said before. I had a lovely day out with aaron on the 20th, he treated me to a day out at farnbourough air show for my 60th, we both got burnt, aaron (bless him) sprayed sun tan in his eye, which I became quite worried about, still he,s fine now,must tell you that aaron had got a job in Germany, he,s still got the job but is working from his works. well what else oh yeah I,ve changed my car I didn,t like the venga for some reason,i have now a C3 Picasso, which I do enjoy driving,when I,m not in pain with my back( finally found out what I have ) it,s called spinal stenosis which they can,t do anything about but just keep giving me painkillers. not sure if you know but Kelly is 8mths pregnant with a girl called Amelia mae colleen, bit of a shock but everything is ok.so that makes it  Shelby,tlisha megan tyler paul,dylan Jeffery an Amelia mae, plus Shelby,s son kenzo, so that makes you a great grandad at 58yr, I know what you would say being I,m 2 yrs older, so we,ll leave it at that. still waiting to move to a bungalow, the stairs kill me when I have to go up them, I,m hoping that when I do move that you will come with me an keep moving those pixie,s that lets me know that your still with me, till I,m with you. I,ve written a letter to both Kelly an aaron,but won,t get them till I,m with you.not much else to say you know that I miss you just as much as when you left me in 2010. 4yrs already still the days an months are flying by, so it won,t be long till I,m with you again. I,m hoping that aaron an Kelly an the kids will write on here, just to let you know that they are all ok. love an miss you xxxx."

This tribute was added by shelby ranger on 1st July 2014

"The other day I was talking to my boyfriend Michael (kenzo dad) about you and how much I wish you was still here also the fact I wish kenzo could of meet you and I just broke down crying it never get easier with out you I miss you so much I can't say anything about you with out crying I try not to cry but it's so hard when I miss you so much I would do anything to have to back here healthy I still can't get over your gone I love and miss you so much! <3"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 28th May 2014

"cont... well what else can I say, I miss you the same as when you passed away in 2010, I still wish that you were still here with me, but that's me dreaming again,i know your still with me as the angels keep moving lol, I want you to come an get me when it,s my turn to go ok,i still love you an miss you so much, till we meet again. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET.XXXX"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 28th May 2014

"cont...well mum went into hospital on Monday to have a operation on her shoulder,aaron is going to Germany in a few weeks time for 3wks to work, he,s doing very well at the moment. your going to be a granddad again Kelly is 6mths pregnant, so now we have now Shelby,tlisha,megan,tyler,dylan,an soon Amelia, an great grandson kenzo. got a new car now, didn,t like the kia venga for some reason, so now I,ve got C3 piscasso an she is nice to drive   cont..."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 28th May 2014

"hi sweetie, so sorry for not getting on here for a while, nothing has happened, well today would have been your 58th birthday, time has gone so fast, nearly into june an then xmas is here again, my 5th without you, well then the day after my 60th birthday I,m going into hospital, not looking forward to it.anyway I,m going to farnbourgh air show with aaron in july, it,s something to look forward too.  cont...."

This tribute was added by shelby ranger on 25th May 2014

"I love and miss you lots <3"

This tribute was added by shelby ranger on 25th December 2013

"Merry Christmas grandad
Lots of love Shelby & kenzo
We love you so much and miss you ❤"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 25th December 2013

"hi hunnie well it,s xmas day an have opened all my presents, loved all of them,you know I don,t do xmas since you,ve been gone,it,s not the same anymore,watching the same boring tv an you making wise cracks about it,i,ve not done a roast dinner since you,ve been gone,whats the point.It,s not getting any easier with you not here. I,ve decided to get some info on sheltered accommodation in the new year, which would be a lot better for me,instead of trying to climb the stairs which really takes it out of me.I,m just hoping I,ll be able to take the cat with me, if not then I,ll wait for a bungalow to come up. You were right when you said to your mother that you would not be able to cope living on your own,an saying that I was the stronger, well im not the stronger,i don,t like it, it a case of telling everybody " yeah im fine" " getting use to being on my own" but the truth of it is I hate it, I hate being here without you esp on days like today an every other special day. Anyway I think about you always an I miss you soooo much, happy xmas babe XXXX"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 24th December 2013

"hi hunnie,well its xmas eve again, its going so fast, its 3years now an 4 xmas,s without you, its not getting any easier, an I,m getting more an more un happy being here on my own,doing things are just so hard to do, now my spine is getting worse an in constant pain,sometimes I just sit an cry with the pain. In the new year I,m going to see if I can get into a sheltered accomindation,which would suit me a lot better,then if anything happens all I,ve got to do is call an someone will come an help me.also I,m hoping I can take snowie with me, if not then I wont be going, im not giving her up, she,s with me 24/7,i still think of joining you, it would be so easy to do,its only snowie that stops me.i,ll stop now as I,m getting tearful again, ill write again tomoz just to wish you a happy xmas ok hunnie, I so love you an miss you terribly.xxxx"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 1st December 2013

"Hi hunnie, well it,s December so xmas won,t be long, an again not looking forward to it, it,s not the same since you been gone, I,ve not put decorations up since 2010, it,s not xmas to me any more, it,s just another day. I,ll proberly go to brian,s again as they don,t do xmas as well lol. In the new year I,l be moving for sure, as you know I,m not too good with the stairs now an getting out of the bath, so really need a bungalow, that's my main goal for 2014, an I know you will be with me as your still moving that angel lol. I,m so lonely without you being here in person, they say time,s a healer, not in this case, I,m not healing at all, I,m doing the all smiles an laughter in front of people, but once alone I,m miserable an lonely,i can,t wait to see you again, with all these pains an sickness I keep getting it makes me wonder if I,m going to see you sooner then later, it would be nice, but when my times up I want you to meet me at those big pearly gates ok.I MISS YOU SO MUCH AN LOVE YOU JUST AS MUCH.XXXX"

This tribute was added by tlisha ranger on 23rd October 2013

"Hey grandad how have you been I miss you lots but I know your in a better place and out of pain well I just wanted to say I LOVE YOU  and always will"

This tribute was added by kelly edmonds on 14th October 2013

"Hi dad it's been awhile since I've been on er 2 talk 2 u well kids are getting big now still talk about u , Tyler still says he's gonna cum n get u wen he's bigger so we all can c u bless him , well it's still not rite u not bin wit us dad we r all missin u loads n love u lots dad r.i.p dad xxxxxxx"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 10th October 2013

"cont.. of her, she,s had cancer as well,she was 17yrs when I got her in sept after you passed, so she,s getting on now, still she,s company for me, an as you know I do spoil her.i don,t see bob an sue anymore, I have,nt seen them since your cremation,thats friends for you,after all these years, an now nothing,you certainly know who your best friends are don,t you.i miss you an love you xxx"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 10th October 2013

"cont..it would be nice if all the kids could do it including Kelly an Aaron, Aaron moans about my parking of my car lol, it is nice to have the car,it means that I don,t have to rely on Kelly or Aaron to take me here there an everywhere, I still need Kelly to take me shopping about once a month just to do a big shop, an is taking me to the vets to have snowie seen too,hope you   cont..."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 10th October 2013

"hi hunnie,well here,s your great grandson kenzo, in his Chelsea outfit, he,s growing so fast, I didn,t recognised when I saw him for the second time, an I could,nt even lift him up, he,d had put on so much weight lol.i still can,t see who he take,s after, Shelby thinks he,s got your hair at the moment just round the back of the head.i,m hoping Shelby will put more photo,s of him  cont....."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 9th October 2013

"cont..this xmas will be my 4th without you being here in person, but I know your with me spirit,by the way you turn my angel to the left.anyway I hoping Shelby will put a pic of kenzo(your great grandson)on your site soon, it would be nice to have all your grandkids pics on here so you can see how big they are getting.well im gonna say it again I miss you not being here with me. I love you"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 9th October 2013

"hi hunnie,sorry I,ve not been on here for a while, xmas is coming up so fast,i,m trying to sort out all the xmas presents,its becoming a headache. im doing this an Elton john is singing (sorry seems to be the hardest word) I should have had this song at your cremation,(too late now)anyway I still think of those days when you first left me an still to this day I cry when im alone.      cont"

This tribute was added by shelby ranger on 7th October 2013

"Hiya grandad kenzo is getting his first tooth In a couple of weeks it should of came through I miss you loads I will be telling kenzo all about you and how wonderful you are really wish you could of met him we both love you so much! ❤"

This tribute was added by shelby ranger on 2nd October 2013

"Thinking about you again grandad there is not ever a day when I'm not thinking about you I miss you soo much! I really wish you was still here I love you loads I hope you know that! I wish I could give you a big cuddle it still really hurts me knowing your not here I would do anything to see you again I wish kenzo could of met you he would of love you he looks like you a lot I love you <3"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 19th August 2013

"pt 2 it really hurts an hardly can,t walk the next day, so not sure what i can do, some say that i can change the car, not too sure about that, anyway i know your with me, cos outside the st barts hospital i never had any money, so i just parked up an went in to get my blood done, when back in the car, i found a £1 coin in front of me, spooked me lol"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 19th August 2013

"hi sweetie, i know,i know not been on here for a while, i kept getting depressed when on here. well i,m back an the good news is my appeal  for the job centre i won (yeah) so got some money not much, but it helps, also i,ve got a new car an it,s a kia venga, nice but it really hurts my right leg,seeing its a auto, so have to rest the next day."

This tribute was added by shelby ranger on 22nd April 2013

"Special grandad!
It broke my heart to lose you but you did not go alone a big part of me went with you I will never forgot our wonderful memory's together there is not a day that goes by when I'm not thinking of you I miss you more everyday I love you so much grandad I wish you was still here!"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 14th February 2013

"part2 you was still here with me,you were my strengh an dealed with all the problems head on, i can,t seem to do it, with little money i have don,t seem to go anywhere, an i,m having to rely on kelly all the time,an it,s not fair on her,always helping me out. i do really miss you not being here with me. i,ll never stop loving you,till we meet again xxxx."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 14th February 2013

"hi sweetie,well i,m waiting for my D.L.A.hope i,m not waiting too long, need to get above all my proplems, an hopefully get me out of this depression an lift my spirit, i,m really fed up with life at the moment, everything seems to go wrong,an nothing seems to go right,so fingers crossed  it soon changes,i know this would have never happened if"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 7th February 2013

"part 2 anyway i will be better for me,an then i don,t have to climb these stairs anymore, i never thought that you leaving me in such a way, would affect me in such a way that, when i see or hear something that reminds me of you i have to have it on my wall, then i know that it,s there an will not go away. I DO REALLY MISS YOU SO MUCH.XXXX"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 7th February 2013

"hi sweetie,well it,s all go for getting my D.L.A.just got to wait now to see if i get it.i,m hopeful as i,m not 1 of those cheats who do it just to get money for drugs, i,m in a lot of pain all the time, as you know, you have to listen to me moaning that i,m in pain lol.well as you know that i,ve put in for a move,lets hope it come,s soonar than later."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 5th February 2013

"part 2,to talk to you about my ups an downs,it,s the only way i know i can say about all my problems to you,an you can see what i,m up to,which is nothing much,as can,t walk that far now,too much pain.i,ve put in for my move,so hopefully it won,t be long,an then no more stairs, i,ll be taking you with me, i,m not letting you go, not yet.xxxx"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 5th February 2013

"hi sweetie,well all D.L.A.forms have been sent,so now gotta wait,i hope they see that i,m not one of those cheats,an that my disability,s are real,an that i,m in so much pain now, they say if i don,t get any results from having the steriod injections,i,m going to have a spine operation,which has 50/50 chance of walking. i know that i go on-line"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 26th January 2013

"hi sweetie, nothing much has happened, been to the hospital an they say that my knee is crumbling,so a knee op is on the cards,an as for my back, he want to start giving me the strongest steriod injection to see if that works,if not it,s the last result is an op with 50/50 chance of walking,so abit worring at the moment,so stay with me,as i know u r x"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 16th January 2013

"it would be nice to see Aaron more often,even if it was every fortnight, i know that both kelly an aaron have thier own lives to live, still it would be nice thou.xxxx"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 16th January 2013

"hi sweetie, just a few words today as nothing has happened, kelly is helping me again with money as the stupid job centre has made a mistake,an now are dealing with it, as for Aaron i just don,t know why i don,t see him, it,s a month or longer, an if i don,t get in touch i don,t think i would see him at all, i,m not sure if he or kelly have grieved over you yet. part 2 coming"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 14th January 2013

"or living happily with someone,i don,t think they would not like me going just yet, an i know i keep saying an will keep saying that i miss you like crazy an would love to be with you again, an i know i will be someday, but not just yet, that is my main goal to see all the grandkids,an stepkids all grown up first, then i,ll come to be with you.x"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 14th January 2013

"hi sweetie i,m bak again, well it,s trying to snow here, so i,ll be staying in, don,t like the snow, pretty in cornwall, but here it,s a big no,no,waiting to hear from either my doctor or proffesser about my M.R.I.scan, just want to know what is causing all this pain from lungs to knee,s. i,m praying it,s not the big C.i want to see either all the girls settled with marrage."

This tribute was added by kelly edmonds on 2nd January 2013

"But don't worry dad Dylan knows all about u n wen he sees ur picture he says grandad pointing at it , well every1 still missin u loads dad it's just not the same without u now it's gonna take a very long time 2 get use 2 it xxx love u loads dad missin u loads DAD R.I.P DAD xxxxxx"

This tribute was added by kelly edmonds on 2nd January 2013

"Hello dad happy new year I no abit late I'm sure u wud giv me sum wise crack about it like u always did lol still not rite u not bin er still can't get use 2 it yet , girls still think about u loads n talk about u n Tyler z wen he's older he's cumin up 2 heaven 2 get u n Brin u bk down er wit us bless him n as 4 Dylan he Neva got the chance 2 meet he's wonderfull grandad R.I.P dad xxxxxx"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 1st January 2013

"part 2, well i had a quite 1, just me an the cat,an now she,s ill, i,m hoping to take her to the vets soon, i don,t want to lose her yet, but i will someday because she has cancer just like you, 2 people who i love i,m gonna lose all over again, so my pain is not gonna go away yet again, i don,t know how i will cope. xxxx"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 1st January 2013

"hi sweetie, well it,s 2013 an time is flying by, to me thats good because it means that i,m getting closer to see you again, an yet it,s not because i want to see the girls all grown up an married, an as for your 2 grandsons, you would have loved them,an they would have loved you, you could have taken them to play football in the park."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 25th December 2012

"hi hunnie, it,s xmas again an i still can,t do happy people,s, when your not here, with your wise cracks,which use to make me laugh, well the wise cracks are gone an so is the laughter,so much has happened since you left me,too much to say on here, but 1 thing i do know is that i,m missing you so much, till we meet again,i love you.xxxx"

This tribute was added by kelly edmonds on 24th December 2012

"Merry Xmas dad we still miss u loads ur Neva b 4 gotten dad we still think about u every day n we love u lots dad R.I.P DAD xxxxxx"

This tribute was added by kelly edmonds on 23rd December 2012

"Hello dad yet again it's another Xmas wit out u n we r all missin u loads n love u lots dad xxxxxx"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 23rd December 2012

"part 2, i know that i keep sayin that i can,t wait to be with you,i am ,but not yet, i wanna see the grandkids grow up,an hopefully see shelby married with kids lol. so on the 25th january i want you to be with me when i get the results, brian will be with me, an i can see that he,s worried about me bless him,cos i,m the only one left.speak soon. xxxx"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 23rd December 2012

"hi hunnie, well it,s xmas time again,an i,m gonna be on my own, just me an the cat, it,s not xmas anymore without you,can,t do happy people, when i,m not happy. i,m hoping an prayin that when i get my results that it,s not what i,ve got in my head,an tryin so hard not to let kelly an aaron know that i,m worried sick."

This tribute was added by Andy Ranger on 16th December 2012

"2 yrs already. Crazy. You were always good to me and the lads. If we were skint, you'd help us out and take us to work and hit us with quick witted banter all day long. You are by far the most funny, quick witted bloke I ever met. The only other person I know as sarcastic as you is Aaron. I have fond memories that still make me laugh.
RIP"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 13th December 2012

"part 2, hunnie,that time is going so slowly, i don,t want anybody else, not intrested, the only person i want is the person i,ve had since 1973, but i can,t have, because your not with me in person. i do sence you are with me, as so many things have happened, only you an i know,i,ll keep on saying that i love you,an miss you,till we are together again.x"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 13th December 2012

"hi sweetie, nothing much has been going on, it,s getting near to xmas, so i,m not going anywhere, it,s not the same now that your not with me, so i don,t celebrate it anymore, it,s just me an the cat, watching tv, an that,s how i like it. i will be my 3rd xmas without you, i know that your near me,cos of the angel move,s,i suppose it,s better then nothing. i miss you so,so much,"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 4th December 2012

"part 2, i tell people that i,m fine, but only you really know how i feel,it will be my 3rd xmas without you, an it don,t get any better, i think it gets worst as the years go by, i can,t do happy at xmas, i,m not happy, i won,t be happy till i,m with you again, an by the way i,m feeling, it,s not going to be that long now,then i,m with you again.xxxx"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 4th December 2012

"hi sweetie, i know it,s been a long time,since i was on here, but nothing has happened, you know how much i miss you, you know how much i want you back here with me, an you know how lonely i get with you not being here with me,seeing it,s xmas soon, you know that i always talk to you,when i,m up stairs in the bedroom,"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 31st October 2012

"hi hunnie,so sorry for not coming on here for a while, been trying to see how to get some pennies for xmas, yes it,s that time again, my 3rd without you,an it don,t come easy. i do miss your tacky joke,s an how you make me laugh, i,ve not laughed like that since you left me alone, i wish it was 1973 again when we first met,an have our lift again.xxxx"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 25th October 2012

"hi sweetie, i,m here with shelby watching justin bieber( don,t ask ) she is growing up so fast, she will be 16 yrs soon, where does the time go,like you where does the time go, just over two year,s now, at least the time is going so fast, so i can be with you soon, an soon it,s xmas,an as you know i don,t like xmas any more,"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 22nd October 2012

"hi hunnie, sorry for not bein here,i,ve not done much,that does,nt mean that i,ve not stopped thinking about you. all i keep doing is thinking about my car for some reason,hope that means something,prob not,i,m not that lucky.i do so wish that you were here in person.you would know what to do.I MISS YOU SO MUCH.xxxx"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 18th September 2012

"hi hunnie,i,m here i,m sorry for not getting back for a while, so i,ve been to the doctor,s to see what,s causing the pain behind my knee, dr farghar told me what,s wrong an knowing me i was getting confussed with what she was saying. all the pain i,m having is due to the back of my knee an not my hip,so got to see the doctor on the 25th at 2.20,so will let you know next week ok  love you"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 8th September 2012

"hi hunnie, me again, well what can i say, my problems are getting out of hand, my head hurts with all of this, the problems don,t seem to want to go away. the thought of me joining you is getting more,an more the best idea. i can,t seem to make things ok. my head hurts from it all. i so miss you,an if i had 1 wish, i would have you back again, to make things better,an to make me smile.xxxx"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 5th September 2012

"whenever you feel alone,whenever you feel low,remember i,m always here for you, an i,ll never let you go, although you cannot see me,i,m always by your side,i,ve only slipped beyound the veil,please know i never died, i,ll want for you until the time, is right for you to come, for our souls entwinned forever, and our hearts they beat as one."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 5th September 2012

"i cried when you passed away,i still cry today,although i loved you dearly,i couldn,t make you stay,your golden heart stopped beating,hard working hands at rest,god broke my heart to prove to me, he only takes the best."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 22nd August 2012

"hi hunnie, sorry for not saying anything on your anniversary, i had a virus in my computer,aaron came yesterday an sorted it out. you know how i miss you so very much,it,s not that i miss you,it,s that i want to be with you,i need you with me. i never knew how much losing you this way would made me think of being with you, it only kelly an aaron are stopping me, being with you."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 15th August 2012

"hi hunnie, it,s me again,just to let you know that i,m totally give up on everything, nothing going right for me an i can,t do it anymore,there,s no more energy left,to fight. so there will be no car for me right now,thou i would love 1 right now. i keep imagining that i,m driving my car, thats it an if i see 1 it makes me wanna fight for the car,like i had. i love an miss you loads xxxx"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 13th August 2012

"hi hunnie, i,m here,sorry for not getting back to you since weds,i lost my appeal an i,ve been sooo down since then, not got dressed,as you know i don,t like anything like that. so here i am, nothing much to tell you, as you know that i,m missing you like crazy, i want you here,to put your big arms around me,to tell me everything is gonna be ok,to reasure  me,just to tell me, you love me x"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 4th August 2012

"part 2 con,t..the pain of losing you shall never go away,because i don,t want it too,if it does go, then i know it,s finale,it,s over. as you know i,ve still got your ashes,an there,s no way on this earth i,m letting go of them,i want my ashes to be mixed in with your,s an hopefully aaron an kelly will put us together under a nice tree, so we will be together again. if only you knew.x"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 4th August 2012

"hi hunnie, me again, well it,s saturday,weather nice, not been out for 10 days now, whats the point,when i,m not going out anywhere, you know me, i use love going out,now "nope" it,s been going on an off since you left me in 2010. just got passed your passing, an now got to get throu your cremation on august 20th. they suppose to say times an healer, " yeah rite " the pain of losing you ."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 3rd August 2012

"part 2 con,t...i need you to say everything will be ok,i,ll be with you no matter what, i love you no matter what, i,ll always look after you no matter...i know that i,m on here every day, telling you all  my worries,but who else can i talk too.at least i know you, you can,t argue with me lol, i do miss you,i do miss your cuddles,your silly jokes, but most of all I MISS YOU, I LOVE YOU XXX"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 3rd August 2012

"hi hunnie, just had a phone from from brian an he,s swearing like mad, as usual,lesley has been on his back about doing some decorating, an as you know brian does not like decorating, so he,s sending you this message from me to tell you, he needs you to do the decorating, so there you are brian needs you, not like me, i need you like there,s no tomorrow,i need you to cuddle me."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 3rd August 2012

"hi again, just had a letter from the court , they have sent me a letter which is being sent to all that is involed with my case, an the said that the doctor who came an saw me was a trained doctor, but i know that when i saw him, he told me that he was a trainie doctor an was hoping to become a trained doctor very soon, now i,m getting scared that he will be there,an start telling lies."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 3rd August 2012

"part 2 con,t...the car is on my mind 24/7, i,m thinking what to say when i,m in court,will they see the real me,who is disabled an not ripping them off. i do hope that my little piece of you coming with me to bring me some luck, like you did on both my theroy an driving tests,if only you were here with me in person, but i know that your not, but i do know that your with me in my heart,xxxx"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 3rd August 2012

"hi hunnie i,m back,well what shall we talk about today? the weather is nice an sunny,an as usual i,m not dressed, i know, i know that you don,t like me, like this, it,s just that i don,t want to,at the moment, i should be out in my car,well you an everybody else must be getting so fed up about it all, but it,s the only thing that,s on my mind at the moment, i sleep,eat an think car."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 1st August 2012

"part 3 cont..if i don,t win i,m gonna be so upset that i don,t know if i will be able to cope any more, if i say that i,m below par then i would be in the mood to do something, that i,ve already thought about, when you left me 2yrs ago,i need my independance back, i need it back,or i don,t know what i,d do.i so wish you were here to help me....xxxx"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 1st August 2012

"part 2 cont...which i passed,an then i took you to pass my driving test,which i did. i feel very alone,very insecure,an very,very down,all i ever wanted was to do your dying wish,an i feel as if i,ve let you down,i just want to get my car back an to take you for a ride in my new car. i,m hoping an praying that i can still do that this time."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 1st August 2012

"hi hunnie,yes it,s me again,i feel as if i can ease my problems when i talk to you, i feel as if i can only talk about my problems, while i,m here, it doesn,t make them go away thou, i,ve got the court date 8th august at 2pm, so it,s all fingers crossed,i will be taking you with me, just for divine support,just like when i took you with me when i had to do the theroy test."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 31st July 2012

"part 4 cont..an l have to go back to see what i,ve just wrote,(the joys of getting old). oh if only i could turn back time, i,d come an get you,so you can make me smile for real, my smiles are false, my laughter is false,at the moment everything is false.i,m getting to the stage where i can say that,s it, i give up,no more fighting for nothing. i miss you."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 31st July 2012

"part 3 con,t..so i can keep in touch with my family, i,m thinking he,s more worried then he,s showing it, i can read my brother like a book. i,m finding it very hard to concentrate on things, my mind is,int as sharp as when i was younger,my memory is all up an down,i can remember loads from the past,but i,m finding hard to remember things from a few days ago."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 31st July 2012

"part 3 cont...they have there own lives to lead, they shouldn,t have to worry about wether i,ve gas or electric or any food in the house.this is where i can,t cope. i,ve got my mobile an landline being cut off, my mobile is my lifeline i need it to keep in touch, my brother (bless him) came all the way from ashford to give me his old mobile."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 31st July 2012

"part 2  cont...it,s constant pain,pain, the cyst is getting bigger, so another problem added to the other,s i,ve got.i keep looking at you,an like always the tears start. as usual, i know that it,s only been 2yrs,bur to me it,s a lifetime,it feels like i,ve been punished for something, i don,t like to keep asking aaron an kelly for things, but what can i do starve,they need to get on with."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 31st July 2012

"hi hunnie, i,m back again,problems are getting me down an down, don,t know away out of all this at the moment,i feel like the world is against me an weighing me down, so no-one to talk to,so i,m getting to the stage where i can,t be bothered to get dressed or to going out again. what with everything on my mind, i,m not sleeping,or eating,my leg is getting worse. part 1"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 30th July 2012

"part 2,i,m not handling it,when i,m alone, i still cry when i,m alone,or a certian song comes on on gold,thats when i break down, like yesterday while i was in the bath listening to the sixties a certian record came on an that was that,crying in the bath,my grieving for you is not even easing, it,s the certian things that i can,t get over you,an i don,t want too yet."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 30th July 2012

"hi i,m again on here to talk to you again, i went to get my blood done an all i saw were people of our age an over, walking an holding hands,an it brought back all the memories,of when we use to go out holding hands. people think that just because your talking an laughing an smiling that your ok an handling the loss, well i,m not i,m not handling it at all well, i miss you,xxxx"

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 27th July 2012

"i opened this memorial site for you,so i can write to you an tell you how i,m feeling(happy or sad),i know that it,s been 2yrs but it feels like forever, i never thought that losing you would hurt so much,when i,m with people i,m the happy person, but when i,m in doors i,m the lonely person who still cry,s who never thought this would happen so soon."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 27th July 2012

"if tears could build a stairway,and memories a lane,i,d walk right up to heaven an bring you home again."

This tribute was added by Aaron Brislee on 26th July 2012

"Can't believe it's been 2 years already. I look at that photo and think that im glad i got to take you to see chelsea's ground as i know you enjoyed the day and that meant, and still means alot to me."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 18th July 2012

"each day i awake to find you not next to me,making me tea in bed,making me laugh with your witty comments."

This tribute was added by Colleen Brislee on 18th July 2012

"in secret i weep,in silence cry,as each lonely hour,an day passes by, there,s only one thought, that eases my pain,an it,s knowing that we will be together again, one day"


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