Dear Paul,
It's hard to believe that another year has passed by. So many things have happened that you would marvel at. Some are wonderful things and some are terrible. My life with Alex has fulfilled my deepest needs and helped me to stay focused on the future with increased anticipation at seeing all you dear ones return to us. It's such a comfort to know that Jehovah keeps you safe in his memory. As you and Dad sleep we are learning ever deeper truths about our God Jehovah and his purposes. I hope those still living benefit from the "house of mourning" and use the remaining time to serve Jehovah better, to learn forgiveness and never to give up on each other. Although these words may never be seen by you I hope those who do visit appreciate that there is much to learn from each life and person both living and dead. I look forward to the future when we welcome you back and you get to know those who have become a part of my life now. You and Alex will enjoy cooking together! That thought has made me smile over and over! So much lies ahead. Jehovah's faithful anointed ones of the Governing Body have really made our future hope live for us. So sleep away, dear friend, and awaken refreshed when you here the call of Jesus to get up!

Years pass like minutes. You are a special memory with our dear Father, Jehovah. So much has happened in this world, with the progressive and fast moving chariot of Jehovah's throne. You're going love every minute of your new life. Sleep on for a while longer.

Dear Paul,
I want to thank you for a great 21 years together and for giving me the freedom to find a new and wonderful husband. I know you would be so happy that I found the person to help me continue to serve Jehovah. Without the things you taught me I wouldn't have opened my heart to him. We'll all be great friends in the New World. Sleep away.....Wake up happy.

Today I remember you as the wonderful friend and husband that shared life with me for 21 years. I am so happy that I had the privilege to be your wife and I know that you and I will always be a part of the story of our lives. I am looking forward to welcoming you back in the resurrection and enjoying the beauty of everlasting life along with all our dear friends.

Paul made such an impression on my sons...both spiritually and personally. And while his absence still pains us, it doesn't overshadow the happy memories. I can still smile when i remember his prank calls, his jokes, his seemingly endless pool of 'factoids' and 'did you knows' and the first thing I say when I see him again is: I KNOW where my children ARE!

My Love,
I couldn't post last month because I couldn't see through my tears. This month I feel a different kind of grief. I feel so displaced without you. Indeed, my love, half of me has been cut away... When you have known great love it hurts so much when one of you dies. I believe in the resurrection one hundred percent. Now I must wait patiently for your return. It seems like an eternity has passed already. I love you so much and miss you beyond words. Sleep on my love.

My Dear Paul,
Today will mark the second month since our souls were separated by your death. The pain of losing you is so intense. I have continued to work hard at not letting this pain consume me but how can one feel when they lose one half of themselves. Our oneness made life in this evil world bearable. My mind continues to stretch forward to the future that looms ever closer on the horizon. The future that includes the resurrection of all those who have gone to sleep in mankind's common grave. The future in which I shall be able to see you again. My love, may our long cherished relief from the condemnation of death come soon! Till then, know that I love you every day and miss you terribly.

To My Dear Paul,
One month ago I lost you my dear one. I am in indescribable pain on your loss. I am trying to make each day count as you would have wanted and expected me to do. I am trying with all my heart to to see the beauty of life all around me as we did together. I hear your wise advice in my mind as I go through the trials of each day.I am so blessed to have had the privilege of being your wife. The future is clear before me that you will very soon return in the resurrection by Jesus. I long for your tender smile, you warm and comforting embrace and the soft tremor of your voice calling my name. Till I see you again I know you are safely in Jehovah's limitless memory and that he longs to see you return as much as I do.

Paul,
I knew you since we were little growing up together as youngsters in a small community. We grew up in Jehovah's service, with our family and friends. We shared a lot of memories with our families and I am glad to know you as you and Jael became a bigger part of that family. You will be dearly misses, as for awhile, till Jehovah says its time to awake. Till then, my friend...

To My Dear Husband,
I know it is but a moment until you are back with us. I miss you beyond words and beyond understanding. Our life, our souls were one. We served our Grand God Jehovah shoulder-to-shoulder. I have such deep respect for you and all you continued to teach me in our life together. I know your resurrection is certain. I Love You Always.