HI MY NAME IS PAULA , I WAS A ONLY CHILD ,TILL THE AGE OF 3 MY MUM MET MY STEP DAD , RONNIE ,RONNIE HAD TWO SONS WHO BECAME MY STEP BROTHERS . THERE WAS YOUNG RONNIE AND TUCKER {thomas } BESIDES THEM I HAD MY COUSIN PAUL .ME AND PAUL WERE MORE LIKE BROTHER AND SISTER WE SPENT THE BIGGEST PART OF OUR LIFES TOGEATHER , I LOVED PAUL TO THE MOON AND BACK ,AND IM SURE HIM THE SAME WITH ME , WE HAD LODS OF GOOD TIMES BUT ALSO A LOT OF BAD TIMES TO BUT IT NEVER STOP US GOING BACK AND DOING THINGS AGAIN ,WE COULD NEVER HIDE FROM ANYONE BECAUSES IF YOU FOUND PAUL U FOUND ME AND VICE VERSE ,WE HAD OUR OWN GANG OUR GANG CONSISTENT ,OF FAMILY ME BEING THE ONLY GIRL , BUT THEY NEVER TREATED ME ANY DIFFRENT THERE WE HAD YOUNG RONNIE ,/ ME,/PAUL,/ GARY,/ COUSIN .TUCKER ,/ BARRY MURPHY ,/ RONNIE PAL , WE HAD SOME GREAT TIMES WE DONE SOME MAD THINGS ,BUT SINCE I WAS THE ONLY GIRL WHATEVER THEY WERE GETTING UP TO I WAS ALWAYS MADE TO BE THE LOOK OUT , WELL I COULDENT WHISTLE IF ANYONE WAS COMEING SO I HAD TO JUST WETEWELE , WETEWELE .ALL THAT GOT ME WAS A RUN RIGHT DOWN TO THE POLICE STATION .WHILE THE REST GOT AWAY AT THE AGE OF 19 AT SOME POINT ME AND PAUL WERENT THE GEATHER NOT KNOWING WERE THE OTHER WAS SO SADLY TO SAY I NEVER SAW MY BROTHER {cousin } AGAIN SO HEART BROKEN FOR US BOTH ID SAY MORE FOR HIM THAN ME AS THE NEXT THING HE HAD TO BE TOLD WERE I WAS .FROM THEN TILL NOW PAUL AND MYSELF HAVE NEVER BEEN THE SAME I AM UNAWAIRE IF HE BLAMES ME FOR WHAT HAPPEND BUT I BELEVE IN FATE WHATS FOR YOU WONT GO BY YOU WHATS MENT TO BE WILL BE AND EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON ..I COULD WRITE FOREVER ABOUT PAULA ,SHE WAS ONE OF A KIND NO ONE COULD OR WOULD FILL HER SHOES I NEVER PRETEND TO ANYONE PAULA WAS THIS AND THAT JUST A GREAT GIRL A ANGEL .MAYBE A HELLS ANGEL ? ANYONE SEEING ANYTHING BELONGING TO PAULA ON JANUARY OR JULY FROM A GIRL CALLED KERRIE CASSIDY ,I DIDINT KNOW THIS WOMAN NOW UNTILL PAULA WAS TAKEN FROM US AND SHE CAME TO SEE ME AND SAID PAULA HAD HELPED HER ONE DAY , AND IF IT HADENT BEEN FOR PAULA SHE WOULDENT BE HERE TODAY ,I HAVENT A CLUE WHAT THIS WAS ABOUT SHE VISITED ME QUITE OFFTEN DUE TO BEING PAULA,S MUM TELLING STORYS BUT NEVER TELLING ME THE STORY WHAT PAULA HAD DONE TO SAVE HER BUT KERRIE HAS STAYED SO LOYLE TO PAULA EVERY YEAR ,BIRTHDAYS /ANNIVERSARYS ,KERRIE IS ALWAYS THERE SENDING HER SOMETHING , FOR THIS KERRIE IM SO PROUD TO SAY PAULA WAS MY DAUGHTER AND I COULDENT BE MORE BLESSED TO NO SHE HAD DONE SOMETHING SO NICE FOR A STRANGER WITH NO QUESTIONS ASKED I THANK YOU FROM MY HEART KERRIE CASSIDY FOR BEING SUCH A LOYLE FRIEND TO MY DAUGHTER AND I WISH YOU ALL THE HEALTH AND HAPPINESS IN THE WOURLD FOR THIS  
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WELL THIS IS WERE MY PART OF THE STORY MUST END , BUT FOR THE HURT AND PAIN I CARRY WITH ME EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY NO ONE WILL NEVER NO OR UNDERSTAND AND WHEN PPL SAY IT GETS EASYER /NO IT DOSENT YOU LERN TO LIVE WITH IT BUT YOU STILL CARRY THE HURT AND PAIN  
FOREVER AND ALWAYS MY ONE AND ONLY ANGEL PAULA XXXXXXX