Today you left me 10 years ago today! I will always you and miss you my Beautiful momma. God gave me the best mother in the whole wide world. Thank you lord for the most perfect mom ever. I will lay a wreath next week.

Happy Mother’s Day Mom!

Happy Heavenly Birthday momma.
Missed you so much.
Things has changed tremendously since you been gone.

I love you so much ❤️

Mom you have been gone 10 whole years today. I love ❤️ you and I miss you so much. Your namesake Paulette!

Moma, still in all I do, it seems you are there. I find my mindset built around my decisions, caring, right and wrong, all else, come from what I learned from your teachings. A week ago was your 100th Birthday, the day you were born, and I thought of you all day. I wanted to think of good things we shared and of so many, I seemed to focus on being a Moma's boy, laughing about even sleeping with you, me and Gerald, until I was about 10. The first time I got a room, I was terrified! With you there was always a protection shield it seemed. You know mentioning the devil at night to me was devastating. Even at 61, almost 62, I still do not care to be alone in a house.

In the order of, God, Jesus, and then Moma is the order of life, placing Mother as the next Angel known to Man. I truly do not believe God has a problem with that. In my drunken stupor back then, time and again, I have asked for forgiveness of words said as I did at times, and I tried my best making up for those times before you left us. I do not drink liquor of any kind more than a "cooler" and have not for years. A few times I have on occasions and it just isn't my thing. I did not drink for years before you past.
I know you are resting awaiting to be with God, but times I see you in my dreams. I enjoy that, even if the dream seem somewhat confused. You even talk.
Happy 100th year since God Blessed us with the only Mother we ever wanted. We All Love and Miss You...

Today is a very, very special day for me. Today would be your 100th Birthday. I wish you would be able to make it to your 100th. It was not to be. You left us at age 92. God was good to us letting you be here with us sharing you very special way as only you can do. Even in times of sickness, you were an absolute joy to me! I love you and always will with all of my heart. Your namesake Paulette...

I love you Mommy!

Hello my Queen. I love you and I came to visit your site...I left you 3 Ponsettia and of course a few props to make things look good. On Christmas Day I think of you with the greatest of love and memory...You made my life worth living...You always put meaning to me and trying to make me know what life is all about....You are the best Mom any one, I mean anyone could ever have...I love yo with all my heart my love and I will forever be greatful for God giving me the best mom in the whole wide world. Mommy I went t see my brother Sylvester yesterday and we had a wonderful time at his apartment, he was very glad to see me..we exchange life experiencing gifts he gave me some things he want me to have that belonged to Sandra Gail very personal things he wanted me to take care of. He gave me his trophy to keep and a few more other item....anyway all love has been restored....I know most of all you would love that...I love you and will forever miss you until I see you again...and yes I will see you again. I will one day open My eyes to see the Lord my God the most important life quality of all seeking my resurrection and seeing all my love ones again.....Thank you Lord for dying for all of us on the Cross to make this day imminent. I believe in you and she taught me to believe in you for she is a God fearing mother...Never forgetting to put you first...Amen and Amen....

Today is Thanksgiving your favorite time of the year. You had the family together as you cooked. Those days are no longer here. You were indeed the glue. Mommy I love you and miss you so very much.

I love you do mom!

Mommy I remember my last time with you on a Sunday! You finally went to sleep started snoring. I thought everything was alright! You left me on that Tuesday.i miss and love you so.

Hello Moma...Jr. here, still missing you and thinking of you all the time...4 years and I still cry thinking of you. When I look at Mimi with her glasses on, I see you and it amazes me, the resemblance. I have to take a second to get focused. I be moving home soon, and I be able to visit. Until then, Love and Miss you.

I love you mommy!

Happy 96 momma I love you so very much. You are my heart forever mommy!

Just want to say I love you and miss you every day

Two years now I have not been able to see you touch you talk to you. It was truly a blessing to be able to see my Mom and know what she was thinking. I am still having a hard time since you have left, however God Almighty has come to help and ease the pain. To know you was to love you because you were certainly all about love. Smart than anyone I knew with just a 9th Grade education. God fearing Lady, and did not cease telling us that Prayer answers everything. Yes it does mommy! I love you and as long as I live I will forever call your sweet precious name. Pauline Francis Williams Park. Your Namesake!!!!

It is almost your birthday and I will have to take care of your area. I love you so much and miss you so much my love. Your name sake Paulette

I love you! Miss you so so much my dear mom,

It is getting close to your birthday and I just hate everything
And all holiday! Without you if is just not the same and will never be my love. Miss you so much it hurts
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Yesterday was 2 years and 2 months since you left me, i still have some clothes that i wash and put away neatly. Oh yes I have one of your slips. You use to always look for your slips. Sometimes Gerald and I would throw so much stuff away of your we thought was junk. She should not have done that but we did. I love you from the bottom of my heart and miss you so very much. There is not a day goes by tht I don't think about you. Your namesake, Paulette.

WELL TODAY HAS BEEN ONE OF THESE TERRIBLE DAYS FOR ME. I WANT TO SEE YOU AND TOUCH YOU AND I CAN'T. I WANT TO COMB YOUR HAIR LOOK INTO YOUR EYES PAINT YOUR TOES CLEAN YOUR NAILS, I CAN'T. THIS IS ONE OF THOSE MOST ANXIOUS MOMENTS THAT I NEED TO TURN TO GOD FOR COMFORT. THIS IS A VERY BAD DAY.

I just want to say I love you think about everyday, Mother's Day is coming up and it makes me so sad you are not here I really love you my beautiful mom, I truly wish I could just see you laugh or cry or just being my mom! Will talk to you again soon,

I love you! Just wanted to say that!

Momma my love, i think about you all the time. You are never far away from my mind. I thank the Heavenly father everyday for you. You put us on the right track to knowing him and what was right and what was wrong. Momma you are the best mother ever. I love you with all my heart!!! Your namesake, Paulette.

Moma, it is 5am, and I have you on my mind. I had another dream, and you were there. I can not remember things said, but seeing you, talking to You, let me know you are still with me, with us, as you always were. I have so much running through my mind, I can't quite find the next thing to say. I been finding how much you and Paulette favor in your younger years. That has been a joy for me, in trying to find joy. With this depression, I have had the toughest 3 years of my life. When I cry, I remember how much you headed loving tears, your heart for all was so active in feelings.

I truly believe that times when I cry, I think my siblings are doing it at the same time, sometimes. One thing for sure, in loosing you and Gail, we have found a deeper love for each other. Loosing you two, in sight only, has made us care more for one another. Me and Gerald have some type of misunderstandings, but my love for him does not waver from it. Coming up, we had our ups and downs, and we made it through them. Today, we hurt in unison, because our hearts are of togetherness that only we could have, missing You So much.

We talk on Facebook, and it is easy to see that we are Strong, together. I don't think any family on there communicate together as we do, your kids, Grand kids, and even Great Grand kids. Me and Mimi and poppy, we have laughs together about some of the things they found so funny you would do. Their memory is so sharp! We enjoy that laughter together, and that is one of the best times of my days. Sometimes we watch Martin together, and I think of how much laughter you got from seeing that Picture.

As you can see, I go up and down in my thoughts. Never with any consistency of either. I Love a You Moma! I will continue to see You from here on and even when the Lord call for me, God Grant it for All Your Namesake.

From God, Blessing You and Daddy, we are Many, and We are Strong!

I love you momma and miss you so!

Your namesake Paulette.

Was gonna put daffodils on your grave today for it is exactly 2 years today you were laid to rest. I will place them there hopefully tomorrow. I want them to bloom every spring. I will be there.

Moma, today has been a tough day, without You. I know you do not want any of us to hurt inside. So, I am going to pick myself up, and think of You and know, You Are The Best Mother of All Time. "The Greatest!" I believe You and Gail, Daddy, Mae, Jimmy, Bobby, Margaret, Dot, Norma Jean, Charles, Johnny, Alvin, (Wow, what a party) are enjoying Your Special Day, and We Love You and Miss You. Jimmy and Gail, James Browning for You, and Camel Walking!!! Love You!!!

Mother it is two years today that you left us we are still numb to this it is so still unbelievable. I know you are with our father for you were a beautiful Godly Mother for undying love for Jesus! I thank God for giving you to me for 61 yrs of my life! Please know that I love you forever!

Thinking about you so intensely because around this time two years almost you left me. I find myself having panic attacks not being able to get to you are touch you. I love you do much! Your namesake Paulette

I just wanted to tell you I love you and miss so dearly my love!
Your namesake!

Love you and miss you!

Momma I love you!

Momma it has been 4 yr since your sister Norma Jean left us I did not tell you because I did not want yo upset you. I miss all of u so much l
Love you your daughter Paulette

Hello momma! This is a special dAy for me for today my baby girl turned 42. You were there all the way with me as you were with all my special ocassion. I especially miss in times like this just having you there sharing with me meant so much. One more day missing you and thanking God for the memories I had with you! Paula was my namesake like I were yours! Thank you God for my mom!

Mom, this is your daughter once more. As my brother said you gave us all of you and all of you you gave. There was never any half stepping, you always come through no matter what the occasion was. I miss you so and there was absolutely nothing like your eyes. I love to gaze in your eyes just to get there certain look you would give for different reason. Oh yes you were one funny lady. i proud myself on having you as my mom. Your namesake Paulette

Good morning mom, i want to say that Thanksgiving is upon us and I just can't bring myself to feel a certain way anymore. I felt so happy knowing you were somewhere i could communicate and talk to you for whatever ell me. I miss you so much and maybe one day I maybe able to get back into the spirit of things once again. I love you always! Your namesake Paulette.

Good morning momma. Just wanted to tell you that I love you! Miss you like no other. My love will forever be with you. I thank God every day for having such a beautiful mom like you!!!! Your namesake Paulette!

Mom I had a pretty hard day today just thinking
About you as from time to time I may have I miss terribly. My thoughts are always with you. I love you so much!

Good morning mommy! I love you and just want to tell you how much!! Please know I appreciated every single thing you did for me. You were the best mom in the world. With love

Thank you Brother for leaving such beautiful tribute to our beautiful
Mom! Thank you!!

A Flower for a Flower, one always stay bloom, because we see you as such, Moma. I think of you and realize that you are forever in our sight, heart, and always near in our decisions. Without You, Moma, our Guiding Light, we never would have known how to be. You left us, knowing you had done all you could, and we do for ourselves, but forever with You in mind. I never make a decision without thinking what you would do. One of your many GrNdsons, Cortez, will be 24 on the 9th, tomorrow, and Sonya will be 41 on the 17th, and your First born, Paulette will be 63 on the 24th. Gerald turned 53 a few weeks back, and Gail was with you on her 58th Birthday, and Cynthia, before you know it, next year, soon, will be 61, and myself, 56 this past August. I have so much to say, but will save some for our next talk. Love You, Branded in my Heart, Body, and Soul, You live on in Us!

I love you!

I love you went to church today and thought about you and Gail I love you both.

Things you liked and did not like. You like cooking for everybody, you like buying things for everybody, you like taking people around to get thing done in their lives, you LOVED serving the LORD!!! You love politics you love going to church, You LOVED you CHILDREN!!! What you did not like you did not gossiping, do did not like coffee or eggs never saw you eat them, you did not like People messing with your food before you were through, You did not like any parts of the chicken but the breast, that was the only peace you would eat. You love peace because you were a peace maker, you loved going to places, could not keep you still for a minute. You like going out the eat at times and you loved seeing everybody happy!!!! You were LOVE!!!!! LOVE!!! LOVE!!

I LOVE YOU!!!!

Paulette, I have a mole on my back, looks like a pencil eraser. I sent it to Tony, a picture, and his Boss, who had some removed, said it look like his, that were cancerous. Only mine is bigger. Little worried, but it is what it is. Got to go see a dermatologist. The guy said that they had to go deep to remove all of his. I will keep you up on it. I did not know until Poppy saw it. VA cancelled my app. that I had f or tomorrow, the 21st, and scheduled me for next month. Letdown there, because I wanted the Doctor to see it. Going to go to VA emergency room tomorrow night to see if I can get referral before next month. Not for you to get worried; I am not stressing that much about it.

Thinking about you being with us in everything no matter the ocassion I miss you so much, I want to kiss you and hold you my loving momma!

Momma I went to church today and watch my sister give her talents to God just as you started her off on her way from way back when she was only three years old. I set there and I envision you setting there like you use to do every Sunday as you serve our father. I really felt good being there. Momma I miss you and love you so much!

Moma, just turned 56, like Paulette said, and out living Gail kind of bothered me. In only a few weeks is her Birthday, and would be turning 58. I always cry to visit her, seem to always get lost. One time I asked, where are you, and turned to see she was right there, like she was telling me. I see you both in dreams, and sometimes you talk. I have figured out that it be thinking of you both so much. Tears tell me I have lost all happiness. I truly believe that. I want to be, but just can't find it. My Eyes hurt. I have a mole on my back that has pertruded from my back that looks like a pencil eraser. Kind of scared. I go to the doctor Thursday. Thank God for Poppy, because I did not know it was there. Well, I hope it is nothing, but if so, I will do what is needed. I tell yiu this because I have always told you Everything. Like when you took me to Doctor for pancreas. Hpefully, you can talk to me in my Dreams. Love, Jr. Always, when I fear, You Appear.