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Leave a tributeI know.... it’s been awhile.
I just know you’re the only one who can really know how I’m feeling right now.... oh how I wish you were here, I know you’d have ALL the right answers! This is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do in my entire life. It all sounds so simple, but mentally I’m stretched. I just wish I could sit and talk to you about it all. I miss you more with each passing day, it’s never gotten easier. I hope you’re having an amazing time up there. I love you, buddy. Always, Steph!
Leave a Tribute
I know.... it’s been awhile.
I just know you’re the only one who can really know how I’m feeling right now.... oh how I wish you were here, I know you’d have ALL the right answers! This is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do in my entire life. It all sounds so simple, but mentally I’m stretched. I just wish I could sit and talk to you about it all. I miss you more with each passing day, it’s never gotten easier. I hope you’re having an amazing time up there. I love you, buddy. Always, Steph!
Ice
My favorite thought of Payton was of ice. He and Katie were swimming in their little pool and being it was so hot I brought out ice to add to the water. My oh so curious and beyond his years son looks at me with those bright blue eyes and asks "Momma how do you make ice?"
Now any other child of three would be happy with the simple answer..when water freezes. Not Payton! As I tried to explain he looked at me and said, "That can't be right. Show me." And so ensued an afternoon of teaching my son how water CAN freeze to make ice. And would also melt back into water!