I have always thought of you, My Me~Maw.. It didn't matter if it was when you were right down the road just a few miles at home, snapping beans, or if I was right there with you snapping and laughing.. It makes me tear up and smile all the same, when I think about asking you or anyone really.. How can you miss someone, who is literally right there in your presence, at that exact moment. I loved you and still love you so so very much and you made me feel whole. You never ever just didn't care, didn't try your absolutely hardest, to the best of your awesome Me~Maw abilities, to make sure you made me know I was safe, loved, taken care of, and accepted. I want you back, but I know better. You don't want me in pain, but you definitely don't wanna come back.. Your son Tim is with you and Paw~Paw now.. My Daddy... The words just still are not even here yet and maybe never will be. We had his amazing memorial on your birthday two years and a few days ago now. My heart isn't full any longer. My favorite Uncle soon after passed also. So, God brought you all Uncle Vince. It's so different now. I'm sad, a lot. I love you all so much and miss you to the point of not even knowing what to type right at this moment whatsoever. I don't know, but these things, these words in this place, they just aren't enough.. So, I'll leave it at this.. If I am sad like i have been and know I will continue to be... Doesn't that mean, that you all did everything perfectly?? We all know the answer to that. I love you. I miss you. I'll be there with you all one day and I know you guys are with me. I promise you there is no doubting that. I'm going to go now. I just needed you to know..