My brother Randy, RIP
You are my awesome brother who was always mellow and kind.
 Not once do I have a memory of having any disagreements with you my entire lifetime.
 I always felt welcome around you... and we could talk about almost anything with out judgment or miss understandings. 
You would listen to the things that I had to say, and I  also listened when you had something to say.,
 I always admired your creative ability to form things from wood. and the keen eye you had when it came to finding a good deal on cars.
You always loved to be outdoors in nature. you loved boating and fishing. you loved to travel and were able to travel to Scotland and visit with your daughter,

You let me in your life even when things were tough, or when no one else seemed to care. and opened up your most inner thoughts and we would talk and talk.
 I was there to help you when no one else would. 
We talked about things that no one else could.
I was there for you as often as I could but never enough was I able to spend more time with you.

You told me things that matter to you, things that you wanted to happen if this day should ever come.
Everything that you had was to go to your daughter Jennifer. You wanted to let her know that she meant the world to you and in so giving all that you owned would show her just how much she meant.
You would talk about your spiritual wishes for when that time came.
It was difficult to watch as you faded away from day to day,
I watched as you became weaker and weaker but yet your spirit was always shining through.
  I am very grateful for having you as my brother and my friend.
I will always cherish those times we shared. hearing your laugh, your voice and the twinkle in your eyes when you would talk of your daughter, or things that you enjoyed.
I am glad that I was there when you needed me most and I'm glad that I was able to help you when you couldn't help yourself.  You needed me and I was there,
  If only I had lived closer instead of moving farther away, I would of done more for you, but my life was getting tougher also, day by day.
  But I  never stopped caring or loving you and your heart to me was full of so much life. but things got in the way, and took away a lot of the spirit in you,
  Now that your spirit has passed on to the other side, I know now I have a guardian angel, watching over me, and soon we will smile and see each other again.
So until then, just know that your meant the world to me, and I will be forever grateful for you being my older brother. 
I love you, and will miss you big time, but I'm glad your out of pain and no longer have to suffer., your in the arms of love and the angels above. 
RIP Randy 
  March 8, 1958  to Sept 15? 2014