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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Raymond Rivera, 17 years old, born on February 12, 1988, and passed away on July 23, 2005. We will remember him forever.
February 13, 2023
February 13, 2023
Happy birthday in Heaven dear Raymond. It’s hard to believe you would be 35. You are truly missed sweet Raymond. With love, the Fugate’s.
February 12, 2023
February 12, 2023
Happy Birthday in Heaven son. 
I miss you . It's just me your mom.
Thinking about you all day. You would of been 35 today. It's so real,
How time flies by. I keep going one step at a time. With God's grace. 
Sending kisses and hugs to you.
Love you.♥️♥️♥️
December 23, 2022
December 23, 2022
My dearest Ray.
Another Christmas and New Years
without you. I missed you so much. 
I wonder so many things. Only God knows how I am feeling.
Just to let you know that I love you no matter how many years go by. Stlll...
Feels like yesterday. The birthdays and holidays are always the hardest for me. And that dreadful day when you were gone from me.
God has help me a lot though and for that I am grateful. He holds my hand.., and in so many ways shows me that I am not alone. 
I am asking God tonight to send you a big kiss and hug from me to you.
And to tell you that I am trying very hard to stay strong for you,,... for me.
Until the day I see you again .
I am still ... Going to be MISSING YOU..
Merry Christmas in Heaven Son.♥️⚘️
             Love Mom♥️
July 23, 2022
July 23, 2022
How can 17 years have passed?  We loved you then and we love you still. With much love, The Fugate’s.
February 12, 2022
February 12, 2022
Happy Heavenly birthday Dear Raymond. ❤️
February 12, 2022
February 12, 2022
Happy birthday in heaven monchito! Miss you bunches cuz, love you always.
December 27, 2021
December 27, 2021
Thinking of you this holiday as always Raymond. We all miss you still and think of you often. You were always the kindest boy... the sweetest soul. I know you’re Celebrating this special day in Heaven. Loved you then, love you still. Forever 17.
December 25, 2021
December 25, 2021
Another year without you .. I hope you're celebrating up there and having a great time with the family ,friends, and your Dad. I miss you so much Raymond there's not a day that passes that I don't think about you. Please tell everyone I said hello and son I can't wait until the day that I get to see you and my family and friends.
I miss you all so much. Especially you.
Sending hugs and kisses and all my love.
Rest in Paradise..                     Love you always your mom❤️
December 18, 2021
December 18, 2021
Hi Raymond.
Your dad pass away on December 16 2021.
I'm am missing him so much
I hope that he is in heaven by your side.
I miss you so much to.its been a while but there is not a day that passes that I don't think about you.
Your brother got married .. He is having health issues too. I worried about him everyday. I pray that he gets better.
Me I have my good and bad days.
Just venting son.
I love you. Sending kisses and hugs.
Love you forever mom.
February 12, 2020
February 12, 2020
Wow Sweetie today you are celebrating your 32nd birthday in heaven! Oh the stories I'm sure you could tell us. March 15th I almost joined you my sweet teddy bear but Jesus wasn't ready for me yet. I love and miss you so much. I wonder what our lives would be like if you were still here with us. Enjoy your heavenly birthday and fly high my sweet teddy bear!
February 12, 2020
February 12, 2020
Thinking of you today as always Raymond. We all miss you still. You always had the kindest heart... the sweetest soul. I know you’re Celebrating this special day in Heaven. Loved you then, love you still.
February 12, 2019
February 12, 2019
I will always miss and love you. I remember all the things you, Angel and I did as kids. I just want to say happy birthday
February 12, 2019
February 12, 2019
It's me just sitting here thinking your about life.. and how it would have been.. I wonder if you would have been married working I don't know have any kids.. I wonder about many things.. I think about you everyday of my life you're in my heart I miss you so much Raymond only God knows how much... This year you have Gizmo with you it's been a whole year, and I miss him so much I wish I could see you both today instead of writing on this site. I sometimes and think about your features I hope I never forget them sometimes I think that I do I wonder how you would have look like today oh Raymond I miss you so much today Hun . For some reason I got your birthday mixed up ..your 31th birthday in heaven my dear Son...I hope you're celebrating next to Gizmo and the family and all the angels in heaven... Forever in my mind and in my heart ..Rest in Paradise ❤️
February 14, 2018
February 14, 2018
WOW... your 30th birthday. Happy birthday to you in heaven dear Raymond. We have so many wonderful memories of you and we miss you more than words can express. We are so grateful for the opportunity to have known you. We loved you like our own. Rest in Peace dear one... Happy Birthday. Sending heavenly hugs to you. With much love, now and always.
February 12, 2018
February 12, 2018
My dearest Raymond .. you would of been 30 today... And I am here with so much pain in my heart body and soul.
I have so many things going through my mind right now
At exactly 2:12 am Gizmo your beloved pet woke me up so sick. And it's hurting me so.. All I have been doing is asking God to help him.. help me...
To give me strength for I am going to have to put him to rest also. And to think that on your birthday in heaven today. Oh how I wish you were here with me..
Selfish of me as I think about it. Lost you and now my Gizmo. Like you use to tell me back in the day ..
That Gizmo was going to be my dog. It's like you knew..
Anyway today God willing on your birthday I am sending Gizmo back to you for he is suffering so much.
I can't handle seeing him like that. So I pray to God to give me strength and to remind me that this is a borrowed life. And this too shall pass .. or at least that's what I've been told..
It never does not for a minute since you been gone have I forgotten you and miss you like I miss you today. So please dear son ask God in heaven to give me strength to carried on...
Happy Birthday in heaven dear son and please take care of Gizmo when he is set free..
Until we meet again. Sending you hugs, kisses and all my love. ❤️❤️
                        love. Mom
January 3, 2018
January 3, 2018
Thinking about you. Missing you always.
Sending hugs and kisses up to heaven ..
July 23, 2017
July 23, 2017
Tried twice to post...let's hope #3 is the charm. I love and miss you my Teddy bear...one day we will meet with our saviour in the skies. Love and miss you sweetie. Love....♡♡♡
July 22, 2017
July 22, 2017
Tomorrow will be the saddest day for me. I will try and make the best of it. Tomorrow will be 12 years that you were call home to heaven. And as I write these few words to comfort me in your memory.. 
All I remembered vividly the call I had gotten that you were on your way to the hospital and it's like I knew what was to be I had knelt down on the kitchen floor and had ask God to take me instead of you. 
But it wasn't meant to be. For God had already set you free. In his arms where you were meant to be. I still to this day wonder why?
But who am I to question God and his destiny's? 12 years oh my I never thought I would last this long without you. My youngest son I still wonder. How you would of been. 12 years and not a day goes by that you are with me on my mind in my heart and thoughts. How much I missed you only God truly knows. I wish to this day for one last goodbye
A hug a kiss and a smile from you to me. The years have gone by so quickly. And I think that pain will always be deep in my heart. No matter
How many years will pass. Just needed to express that losing you my son
Was the hardest thing out of all that I've been through was losing you. I love you now and always.. Sending you hugs, kisses and all my love.
                                           From mom✨✨
February 14, 2017
February 14, 2017
My sweet, sweet teddy bear, I can't believe you are now 29. Happy heavenly birthday my sweet. I miss you and wish, i could hold you in my arms and give you a big bear hug. Your always in my thoughts, continue enjoying your time in heaven and I can't wait to pass through the pearly gates and see you amongst the crowd of loved one who have gone before. Love you my Teddy Bear...to heaven and back. Happy heavenly birthday. ♡♡♡
February 12, 2017
February 12, 2017
We have so many wonderful memories of you Raymond. We are thankful for the opportunity to have known you. We loved you like our own. Rest in Peace dear one... Happy Birthday. Sending heavenly hugs to you sweet boy.
February 12, 2017
February 12, 2017
Rest in Peace Raymong you will never be forgotten i treasure beautiful memories of you.
February 12, 2017
February 12, 2017
Not a day goes by that I dont think of you or miss you. You went too young but I know that you are watching over us. Hope you have a good birthday up in heaven, I love you always cuz!
February 12, 2017
February 12, 2017
On the day that would of been your 29th Birthday. I sit here and think where did the years go ?. I still remember when you were born. Also rememeber when you were gone. How hard it has been for me. But now i understand so many things and life has change my way of thinking and i know that God is with me. For so many trails i had to face since the dau God took you home. With a step i take and every breath i have i keep on going with my head up high. But there is not a day that i donot think of you and miss you. I just thank God that has giving me the strength to carried on. Until we meet again dear son i will be sending you kisses and hugs and all my love ,,and hoping thst you will see how much your loved.
And i will be waiting patiently until God takes me home so i will be able to say Happy Birthday my dear son. So for now i will say Happy Birthday in Heaven my son. Rest in paradise. Love Mom❤❤
October 16, 2016
October 16, 2016
My handsome chef, stolen so young :( I love you my dear cousin. Your beautiful soul, your sweet voice. I know you are our guardian angel always keeping an eye out for us. I love you. Miss you always. <3
October 16, 2016
October 16, 2016
Rest in Peace,you will never be forgotten in our hearts and beautiful memories.
October 16, 2016
October 16, 2016
Rest in Peace Raymond i treasure beautiful memories of you growing up with the kids.We missed you very much and will never forget you.Always in our hearts and the beautiful moments we spent with you.
October 16, 2016
October 16, 2016
Just thinking about you tonight. Logan looks like Angel and also like you. He is such a blessing I only wish you knew how much he acts and reminds me of you. It's been 11years already and I miss you so much. I know you are happy in heaven with Grandma and the rest of the family. And this might sound selfish but only for a moment in this life I wish I could see you or here your voice. I wish I could hold. You and tell you how much I miss you and love you . Only for a moment in this life I wish it would happen. Love you my dear son it could be more years only heaven knows that no matter how many I will always be loving you and thinking about you . Sending you all my love hugs and kisses. And praying that you will get them in heaven.. Rest in paradise son.
July 23, 2016
July 23, 2016
Sweet Raymond...I wish heaven had a phone so I could talk to you one more time. You are forever missed and loved, my teddy bear.  Fly high my angel...I love you, more than all the stars in the sky. All my love. Melissa
February 13, 2016
February 13, 2016
Happy heavely birthday Raymond...Love and miss you. Hugs and kisses my bear. Always in my heart. So sorry I'm a day late...but all the love is still there. Hugs and kisses.
July 23, 2015
July 23, 2015
Sending you all the light so you can see how much I missed you. Rest in Paradise my dear son.
July 23, 2015
July 23, 2015
Here is a flower later today will be many. I will spend sometime with you at your gravesite. Even tough you are with God in heaven I hope you will feel me when I visit you today. Love mom
July 23, 2015
July 23, 2015
Oh sweet Raymond...you don't know how much I miss you...you are forever in my heart!!!  I hope your enjoying Heaven but how could you not? I still love your momma and she is such a wonderful friend...she goes to a wonderful church and has good friends there. Hard to believe momma will turn 50 in just a few weeks. I love you and miss you so much but soon we will see each other again what a glorious day that will be. Bye for now my big teddy bear. Hugs, kisses and love. Melissa
July 22, 2015
July 22, 2015
As I sit here thinking what to write all I can do is just cry. It's been ten years and son I do try to keep on with my life. There a days that someone might see me and ask why do you look so sad? And there are other times when people will say what a beautiful smile . But my dear son just need you to know that 10 years have already gone by. It seems not so long for me when I got a call that you were sick to hurry to the hospital because you needed me. The first thing I did was kneel down on my kitchen floor and ask God to save you and to take me. I cry and cry but still didn't know that God already had you with thee. As I got up from praying to God I call your brother so he can help me. We rush to the hospital and after all was said they finally let me see your face. Laying in that bed without saying a word . I knew in that moment my life will never be the same. I know I must keep on with my life for I still have your brother and a grandson to make me feel alive. But son I just wanted you to know that that day you were. gone a piece of my heart my life my soul has never been the same. I have learn how to live day by day and have learn to trust in God again. But I have not learn how to put away the pain that I feel every time I think of the day I lost you. I never got to say goodbye so for now I will say so long until I see you again.  I love you dear son.
Always in my mind heart and soul every. Minute and every second of my life until I get to see you and hold you in my arms again. 

In your loving memory
Love you always Mom..
June 10, 2015
June 10, 2015
Missing you so much it hurts.For some reason I have
You on my mind today. Maybe because it's getting closer to that darkest day of my life. I just need to vent.
I am so lonely without you. Wow ten yes since I last saw you asleep already. I wish we only had a moment to say
I love you and goodbye.
Love you always son. God bless your soul.
Kisses and hugs in hopes that they will reach heaven.
Love mom.
July 25, 2014
July 25, 2014
Dear Raymond was one of the most sweetest & kindest young boys I ever had known. Always had a smile to share & always willing to help w/the snow in the winter @ the Pizza Shop. He was a beautiful young man inside & out. He was an angel on earth & now an angel in heaven watching over his friends & family, especially his mommy , brother, & nephew...... love & missed very much :-)
February 11, 2014
February 11, 2014
my loving step grandson remembering you brings sweet memories. you're gone but not forgotten. will always love you. remembering the nickname I'd name you RED since your curly locks were red. I'd asked you want you wanted to be when you grow up. your answer to me was a chef. well my dearest you are now cooking it up in heaven for our lord and his angels..... missing you here in pa.
February 11, 2014
February 11, 2014
You were my second son. My son's best friend. We love you and miss you.
February 11, 2014
February 11, 2014
Always will remember your sweet smile, you are very missed, I am keeping in touch with your Mom, she misses you very much. love Brenda.
February 11, 2014
February 11, 2014
Just remembering how much you loved the snow.
Wishing you were here with me.
July 23, 2012
July 23, 2012
I am thankful to have met you when you was a little boy. You are now an angel... I'm pretty sure you are always taking care of your mom she loves you dearly.... Rest in peace.....
July 23, 2012
July 23, 2012
RIP Raymond...gone but never forgotten. Love Titi Joanne
July 23, 2012
July 23, 2012
At home with the angels, just where you belong, the ache in our hearts, and tears in our eyes just show how much your missed but your at peace my friend and forever missed!!! I LOVE YOU!!! Melissa
July 23, 2012
July 23, 2012
Rest in Peace my Dear Nephew, we miss you and love you Dearly. Someday we will meet again.
July 22, 2012
July 22, 2012
ALL I HAVE IS JUST MEMORIES. AND THE ONLY REGRET IS OF NOT SEEING YOU GROW UP TO BE THE MAN THAT YOU WOULD OF BEEN. I WILL ALWAYS KEEP YOU IN MY HEART. TILL THIS DAY I STILL CRY JUST TO KNOW YOU ARE NOT NEAR BY. I LOVE YOU SON, MISS YOU SO. BLOWING YOU A KISS HOPING THAT IT WILL REACH YOU. GOD BLESS YOU.
LOVE YOUR MOM.....

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February 13, 2023
February 13, 2023
Happy birthday in Heaven dear Raymond. It’s hard to believe you would be 35. You are truly missed sweet Raymond. With love, the Fugate’s.
February 12, 2023
February 12, 2023
Happy Birthday in Heaven son. 
I miss you . It's just me your mom.
Thinking about you all day. You would of been 35 today. It's so real,
How time flies by. I keep going one step at a time. With God's grace. 
Sending kisses and hugs to you.
Love you.♥️♥️♥️
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Happy birthday in heaven

July 23, 2018
  1. Happy birthday to you in heaven,Here thinking of the beautiful memories we shared with you and the kids growing up,seeing you all of you ,riding your bikes,eating freeze pops,, playing at the playground with your friends and the neighbors kids.I will always treasure this beautiful memories with us in our hearts.Happy birthday Raymond.Rest in Peace
July 23, 2018

Remember you, Raymond, today, tommorrow,  always !!! You were such a bright light of sunshine when you came to the pizza shop. Very sweet, kind, & loving. You are most truly missed. 


My Special Teddy Bear forever...

July 23, 2012

I met you through your mom, Evelin,  (Evie, to Dave and I) who was my friend then but is now one of my very best  of friends, Someone I can call day or night with a problem or care or just to say I love you and miss you. I can't ask for more in a friend, I see where you got your compassion and love from and oh what I'd give to see you just one more time and give you your big teddy bear hug...mom picked the perfect song "Gone to soon", yes my dear you did leave us way to soon but the impression you have left on so many llives will live on until we all meet again.   I will always remember when I would give mom a hug you would humbly say "can I have one too"?   As if you had to ask my prescious teddy bear, I loved you then and love you now, that will never change, but the thought of you being one of my guardian angels helps me through each day be it good or bad is one of lifes most special treasures, I know your love is with me, always.  My Love you will NEVER be forgotten and I carry a piece of you in my heart and although I miss you terribly and would love to see you one more time, I would not want you to leave Heaven and all its joys, just for a brief second for our own personal satisfaction,  Your where the living waters flow, in perfect peace and harmony and best of all in the presence of your creator, how could I possibly be so selfish to wish you away for just a minute.  God needed you more, you know he always takes the best first, you my teddy bear were one of the best and forever you will be MY SPECIAL TEDDY BEAR!!!  Until we meet again...Melissa




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