Hey Mommy I know it's been minute, and I'm sorry bout that.... I'm sorry bout Reg too. I wish I wlda tried harder to get him to do sumpthin different, but Reg was hardhead momma. I think he just wanted to b wit u. I know ur holding him while he's crying and telling u about how hard he had it out here, but momma PLEASE SLAP THE SHIT OUTTA HIM... FA REAL... oh and kiss uncle Huey and tell him i said Happy Birthday.

Hey Mommy its been 15 years since u left us and yes we're still missing u like crazy. I'm trying really hard to b good and that's kinda hard too cause I dont really wanna b good. I do wanna c u again tho so, I'm gonna do what I'm suppose to do to make it to heaven.

No matter what I do to move on from the pain I will always know that I'll never get to hug my mom again. The pain and regret of not making the most of every single moment we spent together is worst than the pain of your death. It was a brutal lesson to me that life is so fickle. I wish destiny had given me this lesson in a different way cause the cure to every Illness balm of every pain, assurance for every sorrow and relief for every anguish has been taken away from me.... MY MOMMY