Today you've been away from me for 3 years.  Worst 3 years of my life.  It does NOT GET any easier as the years pass.  The smile you see on my face isn't a reflection of how im feeling inside.  Pretty sure no one knows my pain, cuz its not talked about.  If I could talk about you 24/7 I would.  You are always on my mind. Today is the hardest of the 3. I'm finally beginning  to become  un numb from the initial shock of that dreadful call in 2015., but still can't speak or get my words out. I have so much to say but nobody to say it too. You, my son my son my son was my go to person. Could tell you anything and you didn't judge me, or anything. Only loved me. Miss that so much. If what people say is true then you already know what I'm thinking and feeling. 

Wish you were here 

Miss you

RIP RRR

Found  this video was until 6 months ago. I still looking in all those clouds up there going to hear your voice.   GOD DAMN IT. 

I can't believe your really gone...I miss you. I remember how we would alway be hangind out and just have a great time.. I remember the first time we really hung out ur mom help me make dinner... I was so nervous but it was worth to because not only did I gane  amazing friend I got the love of my life. I miss u ever day vicki loved her richard and  he was her daddy richard and no one could tell her differet nd he loved her alot. I love nd miss u and glad I met you cause always have the memories we made together 

You will always be in my heart 

Kacie 

Im so so sorry I cudnt make it to your memorial, please forgive me. We all miss u berry dearly. I CNT believe your gone. When dad told me u were gone I said "haha funny joke dad, that was good." Nope it was not a joke. Hope u went peacefully. I really hope your California adventure was awesome. Please watch over mom, she not doing berry well at all with you gone. U no outta everyone mom was guna be the that your death hit the hardest. I cried for days. Still shocks me that your gone. Richard u were such a fun guy to be around. U always made everyone laugh when they were feeling down or upset, specially mom u always made her happy when she was down. U myte have made her mad at times but u new u cud always go to mom for everything,anything at anytime or the day. We all miss u everyday!!!! U were berry loved by everyone. 

XxoxxoXxoxxoooxooxoxooxoxo mamagurl

Little Richard,


We miss your smile and your charisma everyday, I know there were times we were far away from eachother but you have always held a place in my heart and you always will.

I understand the difficulties and the struggles of type1 diabetes and only wish I could have some how helped you cope and understand how to live with this disease. We love you and will miss you but know our memories will last a life time or until we meet again.

Please keep looking down upon your mom as she misses you dearly, I know there are many times she knows you are present, you maybe the bird singing outside her window or the wind blowing in her face or a whisper she hears in the dead of silence but I know she senses your precence and she loves you.


RIP piece nephew and I look forward to seeing you up in heaven where we all can reunite with the ones we have lost, keep on smiling Richard! I love you.


Uncle Russ