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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Ricky Johnson, 24 years old, born on August 7, 1987, and passed away on June 21, 2012. We will remember him forever.
June 23, 2020
June 23, 2020
Eight years flew by. Still feels like yesterday. Things are so different now. Things that I thought wouldnt be the way they are. I wish you were here so badly. I love you so much and think of you everyday. I hope to see you again someday. Love you always.
August 8, 2019
August 8, 2019
Happy Birthday to you Daddy. Seven years to long since I have heard your voice or seen your beautiful face. I love you so much and miss you everyday. I wish I could talk to you about or son and what's going on with him. If only I could talk to you. I miss you and love you forever. MAMA BEAR ❣
June 21, 2014
June 21, 2014
Lil Ricky, I thought of you today. I think of you all the time. I can still see you every time you run up to me to tell me something new about your life. Your pretty blonde curly hair and your sweet smile. I love and miss you Lil Ricky. You will forever be missed.
Mrs Eppinger
August 8, 2013
August 8, 2013
Yesterday was your birthday another one wwithout you. I miss u everyday that never will stray love u forever my loving son. Im trying to be happy like u ask of me but its harder than i ever thought. I love u Ricky love Mom!!!
August 7, 2013
August 7, 2013
Happy Birthday Daddy I love and miss you terribly....I wish I could hold tou one more time and kiss your soft lips...
June 13, 2013
June 13, 2013
Eight more days and ita been a yeae you have been gone...feels like yesterday you left us...we miss you so much...Little Ricky askes where you were the other day..pointing out the window saying Daddy...he also says your in his heart and laughs....we love you Daddy...rest in piece my sweer angel...Mamma Bear
March 21, 2013
March 21, 2013
9months son&its still so hard.i just miss everthing abot you even the hard times.I just wanted you to know.Im trying to do the best I can inyour memory that will never die. Love always forever until I see you again to never apart!!!!
February 22, 2013
February 22, 2013
I dont know a day I dont miss you& there will never be one.I hope you always see&wacth over me to do the things you need me to.I promise to live with you always in my heart for the rest of my life. Until I see you again my son. LOVE MOM!!!!
February 10, 2013
February 10, 2013
I wake up everyday & look for your smiling face.Praying that god heard me lastnite & today will be the day he lets you come in & say ma I love you to see your beautiful face to smell your sence in the air.I hope your have a place for me with you in heaven. I just wouldn't be anyway else. IM working on getting there also. I no that Im not afried to die anymore. I have you to be with LOVEMOM
October 7, 2012
October 7, 2012
I dont know a day I dont miss you& there will never be one.I hope you always see&wacth over me to do the things you need me to.I promise to live with you always in my heart for the rest of my life. Until I see you again my son. LOVE MOM!!!!
August 20, 2012
August 20, 2012
I love you do much Daddy. I wish that I could turn back time every moment of the day. If I could I would spend all the time that I have holding you and watching your beautiful smile. You are and will always be my heart and my husband. Thank you for every moment I do get to chearish. I miss you and I feel that it gets worse everyday. Thank you for visiting me in my dreams. Mamma Bear
July 25, 2012
July 25, 2012
Lil Ricky, If you are looking down from Heaven right now you could see that you left alot of broken hearts and a lot of "WHY'S." If for any reason you may have thought you weren't loved. You were wrong. Everyone that knew you is deeply sadden. I myself am heartbroken that you had to leave us soon. WE LOVE YOU RICKY.
Mrs Eppinger
July 24, 2012
July 24, 2012
We can't change what happened no matter how bad we want. I wish there was something more we all could've done to help you. When you left you took a piece of all of us, You loved being the center everyone's attention and making everyone laugh, You will truly be missed, R.I.P Ricky
July 21, 2012
July 21, 2012
I want you to know. I miss you & Love you more than anything. If only I could have one wish It would be for you. I know I will see you in paradise but It still seems to long. I wouldnt ever forget you. I pray you remember me. Im so sorry Baby I would take your place in a second If you could be here once more. I will always LOVE YOU MY BEAUTIFUL SON! R.I.P. LOVE ALWAYS& FOREVER YOUR MOM.
July 18, 2012
July 18, 2012
I miss you more and more everyday of my life and I just wish you were here with me. I know you are happy and at rest and I will see you again one day and I hope that you will be there waiting for me to hold my hand as I walk through the gates of heaven. I love you always and forever.
July 18, 2012
July 18, 2012
Lil Ricky it's so hard to say good bye to the ones u love. But u were my baby for a few years and I never realized how much I miss u our how special u really were to me til u left this world. But ur job is done and now ur in peace watching over us all til we meet again lil Ricky I'll love u always and will keep a special place in my heart. Love you lots aunt dawn

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June 23, 2020
June 23, 2020
Eight years flew by. Still feels like yesterday. Things are so different now. Things that I thought wouldnt be the way they are. I wish you were here so badly. I love you so much and think of you everyday. I hope to see you again someday. Love you always.
August 8, 2019
August 8, 2019
Happy Birthday to you Daddy. Seven years to long since I have heard your voice or seen your beautiful face. I love you so much and miss you everyday. I wish I could talk to you about or son and what's going on with him. If only I could talk to you. I miss you and love you forever. MAMA BEAR ❣
June 21, 2014
June 21, 2014
Lil Ricky, I thought of you today. I think of you all the time. I can still see you every time you run up to me to tell me something new about your life. Your pretty blonde curly hair and your sweet smile. I love and miss you Lil Ricky. You will forever be missed.
Mrs Eppinger
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July 24, 2012
We were so close growing up I wish that hadn't changed.  I still think about you everyday and wish it wasn't true, I wish I could have another day with you. We always would get mad at each other and not talk for a few months but we always seemed to forget why were mad in the first place and you'd be back at my house spending the night and we'd be playing stupid pranks on everyone lol, like when made that letter and convinced Pam someone was stalking her, she was so mad she wanted to call the cops on us.  Anytime I was with u I was having fun, I wish we still could, you'll always be in my heart

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July 21, 2012
I was told that I was having a girl. I had dreams all dearing my pregnancy of me holding a beautiful Boy. So I didnt beleive the Doctors were right I Knew I was having a Boy. At my your baby shower everyone got girl stuff PINK I didnt remove the tags because I knew I have't to exchange gifts for my Boy.I started feeling contractions Thurday night so went to hospital to check they did ultrasound&told me No its ganna be alittle longer had two weeks before I'd be late. I was disappointed was ready to met you. So your Nana was worried she had to work&didnt want me to be alone just incase.So I went home with Margarie (Aunt Dawns Ex Boyfriend Steve Mom's) Who wanted you to be there baby(Adoption) but I had alot of older family friend that wanted my baby there must of knew you were ganna be (Special) also just like I did. So went home to Margarie's&stay in Steven's room fell asleep than about (5 o'clock) in the morning Friday(08/07/1987)woke up to contractions went to bathroom & noticed spotting.Went back to the room&started to time them they were getting CLOSER&HARDER.Did'nt want to wake Magarie so just sat on the bed breathing.Finally I heard her get up so went to livingroom to let her know.Shortly after her daughter Pam came&started timing them for me.They were few minutes apart we left to hospital(Scott&White) they checked again&they said your were coming today.I was admitted put me in a room.I waited&you took your time I had dilated to(10) was ready to push it took alot.I was wheeled into delivery pushed some more heard Doctor said you have a boy&than you(CRYED) nurses wrap you up.took a look at you than laid you on my chest.I looked into your eyes&tears ran down my face I felt something so strong inside my(HEART)that I never had felt so(Strong).I never seen a baby(Person)perfect beauty at God's best.I had for the first time of my(LIFE) you unconditional love,unbroken,unchaged,my SON 8.Lbs12.Ozs August 7,1987.I wish I could do it all over again.

I miss you.....

July 21, 2012

One month from today I lost the love of my life my best friend of many many years and my husband.  I miss you so much that words can not explain.  My heart is tourn in two and I do not know how to go on without you by my side everyday.  I was used to talking to you at night laying in the bed watching our shows together.  You would call me on all your breaks from work.  What I would give for my phone to ring just to hear you say "I love you babe and I will see you in a little while".  It breaks my heart to know that I can not hold you or kiss you or talk to you whenever I want to.  You were the person that I could talk to about problems that I was having or if I had a bad day at work or if I could not figure my homework out you would sit down and try to help me and now I do not have that anylonger.  I know that you are in a better place and happy and at piece now but I needed you here with me to raise our son together and to grow old with me.  I just wish I could have had more time with you.  I love you more than anything I have ever loved before.  I miss you so dearly that sometimes I feel like I can not breath and I can not go on but then I think to myself that you told me to take care of our son and I know you want me to be strong but sometimes I do not want to be but I will for you and him, I have to be.  I just know that everything that I am going to experience in life, you were suppose to experience with me.  I do not know how I will feel the first day Ricky goes to school or gets his first girlfriend you were suppose to be here for things like that.  I pray that you will be mine and our sons guardian angel from now on and watch over us and protect us and help our son make good decisions throughout his life.  I pray that when I am sad and crying on days that are to hard for me to bare you will let me know you are with me and make me feel as if it will be ok my love.  I wish you could wipe the tears from my eyes like you used to when I would cry at home in bed with you but you can't.  I will try to be the best mother I can be to make you proud Daddy!  I love you........you are and will always have my heart.......you will always be my husband.....rest in piece my sweet guardian angel..........~Momma Bear~ 

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