Papa, your beautiful Lily Rose will turn 5 years old tomorrow its so hard to believe, she still talks about you everyday i show her your picture everyday i won't let her forget you even after almost 2 years she wants to come up to heaven to bring you back, and your little Cal cal takes about her papa too, its so sad you had just a short time to share their lives,you was a wonderful Dad and Papa, and it makes me sad that you won't be here to share our lives, your children both are getting married 2015, to walk your baby girl down the isle, or there for your son as he begins his life with his bride, it will be bittersweet for all of us but i know you will be there some how,  you are the love of my life and i hope our children will have the kind of love with their loves as we had, i love you forever it gets stronger everyday.