It was so nice to see Suzanne and your dad today at the veteran's dinner. Seeing them there felt like a homecoming. They understand the grief I still feel and have so many good memories of you. I love you so much, Pooh, and Iook foreward to seeing you again in heaven.

I love you so much and I miss our life together. I need your guidance. I miss my cheerleader and my # 1 fan. I feel so alone right now. I wish i was with you. I don't want be here anymore. Dale just doesn't understand my feelings  about losing you. Now, Mom will be with you soon too and that is tearing me up inside.  Why can't I just fall asleep and never wake up. I love you, Pooh.

I love you and miss you, Pooh. You were my #1 fan, my cheerleader, my lover and my best friend. I look forward to when we meet again.

I love you, Pooh. I miss you so much. Please guide me throughout my life. When the time is right, please bring that special man into my life. Thank you for being part of my life. You were my #1 fan, my cheerleader, my lover and my best friend. <3 I'll love you forever and ever, Amen.

I love you and miss you so much, Baby. I still need you looking over me. I feel so angry that you were taken from me. I feel like I was robbed of you. I don't know why you're gone and I'm still here. I want to be with you. I'll love you forever and ever, Amen, Pooh.

I wish we were together. I feel so lonely without you. I don't know who I am anymore. I need you. I love you Pooh. I miss you so much. Help me.

I miss you and I love you. It felt so comfortable when we were together. I want to feel that again. I hate starting over.

I need you, Pooh. I feel so lost right now. Help me. I don't know who I am anymore. I felt so safe and loved when you were with me. I want to   feel like that again. I love you, Pooh. I miss my # 1 fan, my cheerleader, my lover, and my best friend.

Happy birthday in heaven Pooh. I miss you. :( Please stay with me and guide me throughout my life. I love you. <3

I love you, Pooh. I miss you so much. You were my #1 fan, my cheerleader, my lover and my best friend. Now, I'm so lost without you. I need your help.