Nobody knows what you're going through
But I know this much is true
I need you in my life
I need you by my side
I wanna see your face
I need to hear your voice
And I know that if it's meant. . .
I'll have no choice
But I don't want...
I don't wanna let you go...

'Cause I know deep down in my heart
I feel it in my soul


It's gonna be hard
God take my heart
'Cause I don't want it anyway
I don't think that I can take
Feeling this hurt
I'm feeling the worst
Lord give me one more chance
Let me do all I can

'Cause I don't wanna say
Goodbye...


I wish I could turn back the hands of time
I wish that I could take this pain
This pain and suffering out of your life
Now I'm here with memories
Of how things used to be
Can't hold these tears from falling from my eyes
Can't hold this hurting inside


It's gonna be hard
God take my heart
'Cause I don't want it anyway
I don't think that I can take
Feeling this hurt
I'm feeling the worst
Lord give me one more chance
Let me do all I can

'Cause I don't wanna say
Goodbye...


Hold me close
Don't let go
This can't be
Please no
It's not supposed to happen this way
You're supposed to live to see many days
With all your laughs
And all your smiles
I swear the angels can hear you from many miles
In my dreams he tells me but I already know
I just don't wanna let you go
It's gonna be hard
It's gonna be hard
But I don't wanna let...
I don't wanna let you go

'Cause I don't wanna say
Goodbye...

Love you Grandpa





Robert passed away peacefully at home at the age of 71. Robert was a loving husband, father, and grandfather as well as a brother and a dear friend to others. he was the eldest of five brothers and one sister. He is preceded in death by his parents Pete and Angie Avila of malaga.He is survived by Irene his wife of 53 years two children. Robert Avila of Longmont. co. and Suzanne Orosco and husband Arnold Orosco of Fresno; four grandchildren, and six great-grandchildren. god looked around his garden and he found an empty place he then looked down upon his earth and saw your tired face he put his arms around you and lifted you to rest. he knew that you were suffering he knew you were in pain. he knew that you would never get well on earth again. he saw the road was getting rough. and the hills were hard to climb.so he closed your weary eyelids and whispered, peace be thine. it broke our hearts to lose you, but you didn't go alone for part of us went with you, the day god called you home. grandpa we love and miss you so much and not a day goes by that this pain of you being gone gets lighter it is still hard on all of us. but I'm at peace now just know your not forgotten and we will see you soon we love you and miss YOU so much keep looking down at us you will always be our angel keeping us safe