JEREMAIH,

.         THIS IS A LETTER TO MY FRIEND,NO YOU WAS MORE THEN THAT YOU WAS MY FAMILY! YOU KNOW THEY SAY EACH PASSING YEAR GETS EASIER BUT THEY LIED. I THINK I MISS YOU MORE TODAY  EACH PASSING YEAR MAKES ME YEARN MORE AND MORE TO SEE THEM BRIGHT BLUE EYES AND THAT SMEARKY SMILE OF YOURS,AND THE LOVING CARING AND ENTHUSIASM WAYS OF YOURS. WHEN I MET YOU I HAD MET A FRIEND FOR LOVE I CAN REMEMBER THE FUNNY TIMES WE USE TO HAVE ,THE DRIVES WE USE TO TAKE AND THE NIGHTS WE USE TO SIT UP LAUGHING FROM SUN DOWN TO SUN,AND THE SONGS WE USE PLAY. I CANT HELP TO FEEL INCOMPLETE WITH OUT MY RYDER. YOU MEANT SO MUCH TO ME AND STILL DO! I LOVED THAT YOU NO MATTER WHAT TIME WE WAS APART YOU MADE SURE YOU FOUND ME AND MY KIDS. YOU MADE SURE WE WAS AIIGHT,YOU MADE SURE IF YOU COULDNT DO IT SOME CAME TO CHECK ON US. AND I NEVER GOT TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH YOU WAS APPERICATED AND LOVED. WHEN U HUGGED ME YOUR HUG WAS SINCERE AND REAL IT WAS A FEEL OF EVERYTHING WAS GOING TO BE AIIGHT ESPECIALLY WHEN JEREMAIAHS AROUND. AND IF IT WASNT YOU MADE SURE IT WAS AND I THANK YOU MY FRIEND THERE AINT ANOTHER THAT CAN REPLACE THAT EMPTY FEEL I HAVE CAUSE YOUR NO LONGER PHYSICALLY HERE BUT ONE THING I DO KNOW YOUR SON IS YOUR TWIN AND EVERYTHING LIKE YOU INCLUDING THOSE BEAUTIFUL BLUE EYES OF YOURS AND AMBISHION YOU CARRIED. AND YET YOU LIVE ON IN OUR MEMORIES AND THRU HIS LIFE BUT IT STILL IS A INTENSE FILL OF PAIN TO LOSE SOMEONE SO AWESOME TO A TRAGIC WRONGFUL UNHUMAN UNJUSTIFIABLE ACT. AND I WONT LET IT BE FORGOTTEN CAUSE LITTLE DO THEY KNOW THEY TOOK SOMEONE THAT WAS ALREADY A ANGEL ON EARTH AND ONE DAY THEY TO WILL HAVE TO FACE THAT JUDGEMENT DAY AND THEY MAY OF TOOK YOUR PHYSICAL BEIN BUT I KNOW YOUR SPIRIT IS STILL RIDING THOSE CLOUDS WATCHING OVER ALL OF US UNTIL THE DAY WE MEET AGAIN KNOW THIS MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER FADED NOR WILL YOUR STORIES AND LEGACY.  I LOVE AND WILL MISS YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS AS LONG AS IM STILL ON THIS EARTH ILL  KEEP U IN OUR THOUGHTS. THANKS FOR BEING A TRUE LOYAL FRIEND YOU WERE A GREAT MAN! JEREMAIH KEEP RIDING THE CLOUDS. REST IN PEACE MY FRIEND. MUAH