Remembering
Hey Robin,
I think of you often, especially now that it is close to October 28th. That day changed me, but you are free now are'nt you? I know you are, and being free here in the world in this life is challenging at times. We spoke about the natural world and the human world, and blending a life here is hard for so many people, as it was for you, and as it was for me. families that hate each other, humans that believe and stress in illnesses, and war in 2012 is shocking to say the least. Yet, and yet, there is still beauty amongst it all.
The world is extreme... I live in it but not of it, even though I miss you I know all is well. I hear songs you like and I put them louder for you. Remember you loved "Raindrops keep falling on my Head?" (smile)
It took me awhile to get over the shock of you leaving like you did, but feeling it was part of realizing (releasing) for everything changes, and how little control we have over others choices. We have none...
So many, many losses, have been hard to sustain Robin, But I see the gift of it all. So I move through life peacefully --so different from our angry family and past. so, so different. Ah, but now you know now too, it taught us, or could, if we Let it do so :)
Much love always Robin I feel you for now, so til we meet again...
your sister
Jill
