Happy Birthday in Heaven...Remembering every stage of your life with you..I love you!!

Pre-school was Ryan's first day....his expression on his face explains it...I followed the bus in my car to give him another kiss and hug before his day started!! He felt much better!!

My sweet son you had to go.
The reasons are for God to know.
Laugh and play in celestial skies. 
No more worries, no more lies.
I know you tried to be so strong. 
Hiding your struggles for so long. 
Released from burdens of this life.
Now renewed in the afterlife. 
Without the pain and the dread.
Your angel wings are fully spread.
Time to soar in ecstasy.  
Send some Angels to comfort me. 
Whisper a prayer in God's right ear.
Ask him to help your Mother dear.
Tell him Mom cries each night.
For my eternal Golden Knight. 
It helps to know you're up above.
Sending blessings and your love.
Finally, FOREVER seizure free.
In Heaven's sky, please wait for me!

A Picture of You

I only have a picture now, A frozen piece of time, To remind me of  how it was, When you were here, and mine.
I see your smiling  eyes, Each morning when I wake, I talk to you, and place a kiss, Upon your handsome face.
How much I miss you being here, I really  cannot say, The ache is deep inside my heart, And never goes  away.
I hear it mentioned often, That time will heal the pain, But if I'm being honest, I hope it will remain.
I need to feel you  constantly, To get me through the day, I loved you so very much, Why  did you go away?
The angels came and took you, That really wasn't  fair, 
If  only they had asked me, If I would take your place, I would have done so  willingly, Leaving you this world to grace.
You should have had so  many years, To watch your life unfold, And in the mist of this, Watch me, your Mom grow old!
I hope you're watching from above, At  the daily tasks I do, And let there be no doubt at all, I really do love  you.