So I guess only knowing him this past year I thought it would be impossible for nee to write accurately about his life, till I heard his voice and I knew what to say. 

Red, he is a charmer.! I bet he always caught attention since he was born. I know he could touch your heart in an instant and leave his mark undeniablely imprinted in your soul forever bc that's exactly what he did to me......<3! I know all his life he respected people so it tells me how he was raised! I know he loved his parents and all he wanted was for them to be proud of him, he shared this with me so.....when RED smiled you couldn't help but smile to bc he was contagious. His presence was felt as if he warmed you're soul when you were with him. He worked hard always. I also know he loved his siblings unconditionally he told me so....he is a lover he loved deeply and when he gave his word you could count on it! I believe in his life he showed up did his best and always looked out for others, he would give his last dollar or shirt to a complete stranger so this tells me he is a care taker and even though it can be and prob was unhealthy at times he always meant well! One time as tears rolled from his eyes hee told me how he wanted to do big and he wanted to be better and how it was his dream to go Big! My heart breaks as I write this bc I feel he was cheated and I feel he did big and he is better and his legend will and is Big! So goal accomplished! He wanted a wife, children and he wanted this bc of his love. He told me all of this so I can write it! Red partied alot, but weather or not he did him. He had his place, his own car, his job and even though I know his true hearts desires he loved to have a few and dance! OMG, when music was heard there he go! It didn't matter who, what, where or why Red danced! Music created life in him, he loves music and we all know when the breast drops Red is going all out and it's in those times I saw his free spirit and I saw his soul. I can never explain exactly, but that's something him and I shared close was our love for music. Fuck it's so hard to sit here and write this.!! Red had alot of friends and age was just a number! By being who he was and never pretending, he has countlessly bonded to many souls and alot of people love you Red.....I know I love you with the deepest part of my soul! I miss you every day, I talk to you and I feel you with me, by my side. He left this world with a freedom most people search for their whole life I know this! He loved like most never will and how most never will know or 

experience......I know this bc he loved me and his love is rare! So as far as his life and growing up, I wasnt there but I felt as if I was. He lovedme so much!!

Red, I'm creating this for you! Your death fucked alot of us up! I still can't believe your gone....your my Super Nova, came in bright left to soon! From the moment we met we instantly bonded! It's a bond that carries on even after this life and I know this bc I feel you and I've known you beyond this world always. I believe in life after death for sure! I'm so angry still, I try not to be bc I know you wouldn't want me to be but you left me I feel and you promised remember your promise? I love you and this is for you I will keep you alive always with things like this! Not a moment passes that Im not thinking about you! R.I.P. SWEETHEART! A piece of us all died with you that day know this! Your the best man I ever met and I'll love you here till we met again and I can love you there! Stay with me let me know your by my side! Your my guardian now and I will listen for your voice! Love always Trenna