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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Samantha Colwell, 13 years old, born on April 3, 1991, and passed away on November 20, 2004. We will remember her forever.
November 20, 2023
November 20, 2023
19 long long long years without you!

I think and talk about you often. My kids speak of you like they’ve known you their whole little lives. I love you and miss you just as much as I ever did! Please continue to always watch over us. Forever my beautiful friend & guardian angel
April 3, 2023
April 3, 2023
Happy 32nd birthday my sweet babiegurl !!
Sure wish it was a different kind of celebration!
I love and miss u so much
Have a blessed day with everyone up in heaven!
Luv u!
Mom
November 20, 2022
November 20, 2022
18 long, heavy years here without you! Not a day goes by you’re not thought of or missed. We love you and miss you so much it hurts. I won’t be at the candle lite tonight I have to work and it sucks so bad. But I know you hear me and see me and know how much I love and miss you each and every single day! Until we meet again!!
November 20, 2022
November 20, 2022
Samie.
Wow! 18yrs ago today that u gained ur angel wings. 18yrs ago yesterday that I last heard ur voice. I still remember like it was yesterday.
U can't help but to wonder, wat ur voice would sound like. Wat path u would have chosen in life. Who u would marry and how many kids would u have. Would they look like u or him. The questions that were left unanswered. With the biggest one...... why u???
God only knows. And I have had to accept that. But I dnt miss u any less. I am only human.
Your sister misses u too. I think u would have been best friends.
Have a wonderful day in heaven. I will always and forever love and miss u!!!
U never forget. U just have to keep moving forward. I love u!!!
Mom
April 3, 2022
April 3, 2022
Happiest of birthdays to my dearest most missed best friend. The big 3-1 ( we’re old ) I love & miss you so much! Keep watching over all of us I really need it right now! love you
April 3, 2022
April 3, 2022
My dearest Samie,
Happy 31st birthday my angel.
No words can express the feeling of a mother missing her babiegurl. This year is a lil more emotional for some reason. But u cant explain the life sentence of grief. I love u dearly and miss u sooooo much.
I hope u have a most wonderful day celebrating ur 31st in heaven!
I love u❣
Happy birthday to u
Happy birthday to u
Happy birthday dear samie
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!!
November 21, 2021
November 21, 2021
….. 17 long hard years here with you! Still wonder who’d you be today! We love and miss
You like crazy, my kids talk about you often 

Until I see you again!! Love you!
November 20, 2020
November 20, 2020
16 years...... every year is hard but this year is a little harder. My oldest is 13. You were 13. We were 13. I miss you so so much. Love you, always
April 18, 2020
April 18, 2020
My dearest samantha,
I love and miss u babiegurl. I'm wishing you a belated happy birthday!!! Things were so different this year. First time in 15yrs. I was there tho.
Luv u!
Mom
April 3, 2019
April 3, 2019
Happy 28th birthday Sam. I still think of you every day, my kids even talk about you often! We love and miss you! Keep watching over us. Happy birthday, I’ll see you again someday ❤️
November 20, 2018
November 20, 2018
Good morning babiegurl.
I just wanted to say that i love and miss u!!! I often think about who u would be today. What choices u would have made. Which college, what job, boyfriends, husband, children. Questions left to the unknown. 
The pain never goes away. U just learn to deal with it. And some days are a little harder than others. Like today. I can close my eyes and see that whole day and night play all over again, as if it was right now. Getting that call, the fear, the fear that took over my body on the way to the hospital. Not knowing what i was walking into. And then seeing u lying there with all the tubes and all the marks on ur precious body. The cardiac arrest that i watched u go thru.
Ill never ever get the images out of my mind.
And all because a mother did not respect my rules. My rules!!! That one decision to ignore me, changed the world of so many, especially mine and Nikki's.
U know, if u are responsible for another mothers child, please respect the mother and her rules. It can make one hell of a difference for many hearts.
Ur sister misses having a sister. But she is doing great!! Ur niece and nephew would make u soooo proud!!!!
Savannah was the only one that u got to meet and love like no other. Now she is almost 16. Where does time go??? And Ian, i still believe u had a part in that creation, lol. He is an amazing football player. They are following in ur footsteps!!
Well, until we meet again,
I love u!!!!! I miss u!!!!!!!
Another year has passed but ur memory never fades.
Forever in our hearts!!!!!!
November 20, 2015
November 20, 2015
My dearest Samie, I can't believe it has been 11 years ago today. I seem to manage daily, but today always knocks me down. I get back up, but the pain is like no other and every moment of that day on November 19th comes wailing in....... I had you pack your bags and put them in my car for the weekend that was suppose to be so much fun for you. I dropped you off at school, and then I picked you up from school and took you back to my work. Your dad came and got you from there and I waved my last good bye to you as we joked while you walked across the parking lot to get in your dads truck. And I told you for the last time that I loved you. You were so excited that day to go to Indiana. And boom, something happened and you didn't get to go. I bought blinds for your bedroom and I was going to surprise you when you returned. I was hanging them when I got that God aweful call. And my life changed forever. I love you and I miss you soooooo very much! You may be gone from here on earth but you are forever in my heart!!!!! Rest in heaven my angel, until we meet again.
April 3, 2015
April 3, 2015
Happy 24th birthday my babiegurl !!! I love and miss you dearly. Until we meet again, Not a day goes by that you are not on my mind.     RIP
November 20, 2014
November 20, 2014
I remember when mom called and told me your funeral was that day. She asked if I wanted to go. I didn't I was scared I'd never been to a funeral before. Now ten years later I wish I had. I miss you. You taught me a lot like how to make little ice cube Popsicles. We always played outside. I hope I get to see you again and we can talk about riding our bikes across the street at the truck gas station, or the time we got in so much trouble for sneaking up the street to play with the neighbor kids new soccem boppers lol. I only have good memories of you but I wish I had more memories.
November 20, 2014
November 20, 2014
10 years... doesn't seem real at all. Even though it's been that long I don't think this ever gets any easier... I've been replaying that whole week in my head for days now just getting more angry at the situation. I have sooo many years of good memories with you that I'll never forget... I love you Sam an I miss you something terribly. ... forever an always R.I.P
November 20, 2014
November 20, 2014
Can not believe it really has been 10 years since I've actually seen you. Still feels just like yesterday. They were right when they said it'll never get easier, you just learn to deal with the heart ache. I know you're with us each and every day watching over us! Love and miss you so much it hurts! Continue to watch and guide us! Forever on our mind & forever in our hearts, love you. Till we meet again babygirl ❤️ 11.20.04
November 20, 2014
November 20, 2014
I love you babigurl. And miss you like crazy. 10yrs ago today, you became God's angel. I love and miss you more than words could ever express!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   RIP, gone but never forgotten. Forever in our hearts. Til we meet again, I love you,
February 10, 2014
February 10, 2014
Not a day goes by that I do not think of you and that call that changed my life forever. I was hanging blinds in your room to surprise you. You were my baby girl and our life had just begun in our new home, then 16 days after my birthday, you were gone forever. I still see you skipping across my work parking lot. You were laughing and so very happy that day. I told her, my rules. No riding in cars with teenagers. If she would have just granted my rules and followed them, I would have gotten to watch you grow up and have a family of your own. Instead, she fed that boy alcohol and knowing he had no drivers license, she put you in his car to go get dinner. The dinner that you never got to eat. Your room is painted. Just like you wanted it. Your clothes and your stuff still remain there. I hope that you like it. I miss you, I love you. Never is such a long time here on earth. RIP my babiegurl.
February 2, 2014
February 2, 2014
To my angel in heaven, I love and miss u so. Gone but never forgotten. Forever in our hearts.

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November 20, 2023
November 20, 2023
19 long long long years without you!

I think and talk about you often. My kids speak of you like they’ve known you their whole little lives. I love you and miss you just as much as I ever did! Please continue to always watch over us. Forever my beautiful friend & guardian angel
April 3, 2023
April 3, 2023
Happy 32nd birthday my sweet babiegurl !!
Sure wish it was a different kind of celebration!
I love and miss u so much
Have a blessed day with everyone up in heaven!
Luv u!
Mom
November 20, 2022
November 20, 2022
18 long, heavy years here without you! Not a day goes by you’re not thought of or missed. We love you and miss you so much it hurts. I won’t be at the candle lite tonight I have to work and it sucks so bad. But I know you hear me and see me and know how much I love and miss you each and every single day! Until we meet again!!
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Samie

November 20, 2014

Samantha Kaitlin Colwell   04/03/91-11/20/04 "Samie". She was an inspiration to so many and touched more lives than I will ever know. She would lite up a room when she entered it. If you were feeling down, she would pick you up. In her short life time, she loved sports.  She loved Ohio State football. She played soccer and baseball. She was a beautiful cheerleader as well.  
Samie went to Emmanuel Christian School all of her life up until her 8th grade and last. She got to go to Northridge school, where she got to go to one school dance, a dream of hers.
Samie wanted to be a missionary when she grew up. I could never be a missionary, but now that I have learned to live a "new Normal", I would love to create a foundation.   A foundation with a mission to help others.  I would love the foundation building to be in the shape of an " S " , with 13 rooms (she was 13 at her time of death), to help 13 different categories of people in need. I have a great neighbor(and her son) that would love to go on a mission to another country, I would love to raise the money to send them. Samie can not go, but they could go in her place. It is an awesome idea. I, myself do not know how to get this started. But I will not give up on these dreams to carry on Samie's name.
Her death destroyed me for awhile. I had no understanding how in the world her life could have ended so abruptly. She went to stay all night with a friend, and I had the mother to mother talk with the parent of her friend. One of our discussions was that my daughter was not to be in cars with teenagers. I just didn't feel that it was safe. Well, this lady had something to do, so she asked a teenager to take our daughters to get something to eat, against my orders. My daughter was the only one injured, killed in this accident. I will never ever forget that dreaded phone call to get to the hospital with no explanation except that there was an accident. My heart stopped beating in a normal rhythm that day. Careflight was grounded due to the weather. So she was at our local hospital. I arrived at the hospital that evening, to get the news and to see my daughter lying in that ER with tubes all around her.  I watched her go into cardiac arrest, I watched them bring her back. I sat in the waiting room while she went thru surgery with every beat of my heart getting weaker. She was on life support as we sat by her side, with non stop praying. She then had to be care flighted to Children's Medical Hospital in Dayton Ohio.      Unbeknown to me, it was to see a neurologist, to diagnose that she was brain dead. There was no more that could be done for her.  At this point, we had to chose a time to pull the life support.  This was the most hardest decision that I have ever had to make. One that will never fade. She had a funeral like no other. Hundreds of people and escorted by our local city and county police. She was known by so many people in our town. 
We do have a candlelight vidual every year on her date of death and at the location that took her life. Samie was a praise dancer and so we play the last song, which was her favorite praise dance to this song at the memorial, "I can only Imagine", we say a prayer and light candles. Then we release 99 pink balloons to soar up to her.
Thank you for listening to my story. And I hope that I can inspire some people that need a lift.      

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