This day marks the fifth Birthday that has passed since you were called Home. The fifth time, I have not gotten you a gift or baked you a cake. The fifth time, I have had to wipe away the tears of grief, instead of celebrating your birth! Even though I know you are in a better place, I can not get "over" the sadness of losing you. You were my rock! You were the sunshine, when my heart was full of rain. You filled the BEST chapters in my book of life. Today, what's left of my heart, is breaking once again, and the tiny left over pieces are falling like tiny snowflakes! There is a coldness, deep within me, that penetrates my soul!
I will always love you, I will always miss you, until we meet again! Happy Birthday, my Sweetheart!

I only knew Sam for a short time, but I have some wonderfully amazing pictures of the Wild Horses with him. He loved them & they loved him. You will be forever missed.

Another year has passed....another year of missing all the beautiful moments we shared. Today, we should be happily celebrating your birthday, but today I am reminded of my life without you in it! There is no joy, only sadness for me. I miss you every day of my life and can't wait to join you once again! You are forever my love and my life....always in my dreams and always in my heart!

Sam ~ I will never forget when you and Leslie and I would go out to the wild horse "concentration camp" aka Indian Lakes Holding pens, to spy and photograph all the beautiful wild horses! It was early morning, getting our hot cocoas (and schnapps!) and trekking over the desert to the fenceline lol ~ great times!

Today, September 19, 2014 marks the second anniversary of one of the hardest days in my life! Two years ago, I lost my best friend, my lover, my partner in life and my soul mate! I miss you as much today as I did the moment God carried you home! Forever in my heart, til we are together again, all my love to you my sweet husband!

Happy Birthday to my darling husband! You are missed so very much! My life will never be the same until we are together again in Heaven. As the holiest of holidays approach I am filled with sadness and deep loneliness. This is a time of great joy for so many and yet it may never be joyful again for me...because you are not here to share it! You were my everything...friend lover life partner and my strength! I hope you are happy in your eternal home and I will meet you there soon!

Dad, there are no words to express how your passing has effected many, you have the ability to make many smile. I know your wife misses you dearly and she hasn't been the same. I never got the chance to thank you for showing my mother what happiness really felt like you are and forever will be her one true love... I never got the chance to tell you what a wonderful dad, grandpa and husband you were not many grandpa's get the chance to save their grandbabies life...you will forvever be missed love and miss you your daughter