My first born son took his life jan242011 .little did we know st the time he left us a part of him.he has a son name Haydon and he is just like his dad. So a peice of him is still a live I hope someday we get to set down with Haydon and tell him all about his dad thank youy son you did make some good choices while you were alive. I have always believed in you even when no one Else didy you rest in peace where no one will ever hurt you ever again I will forevermore love you my first born .you are one of my greatest gifts god blessed me with even if it was for a short time my heart will be broken forevermore. I love you sammy