Sam & Jeane
We had many good times fishing at Mirror Lake, Nelson Lake, Green River. So many movies, esp the Drive-in on the Barre-Montpelier Road. The long talks every weekend. Plans to homestead in Alaska, get away from our equally dysfunctional birth families. You wanted children, I thought there were too many people already in our world. You won that issue, we have 3 lovely children. However, you continued to drink and as you became more and more like your father, you were not nice to your children, either. They lost out having a real father who knew how to handle real love for his children. I am so sorry I gave them that.
We were so happy in the little camp on the Brook Road. Remember the raccoon? The horsehair worms in our drinking water? How about no running water in the winter? Those things never fazed me. We did spend too much time with your older sister and her friends. We should have been with friends our own age - not the group 10 -12 years older than us. We should have moved far away so that we only saw our families once a year at the most. Then maybe you would not have continued drinking. Even may have lived much longer.
I miss the man you were in the 1970s.