well its hard to believe 5 days from now willl be a month hes beeen gone.....im still in shock and very lost without him....all i have is memories now and those i will forever cherish everyone of them....he could always make me laugh and cheer me up no matter what......you are forever in our hearts and minds....REST IN PEACE BABY!!!!!!HE WAS ONLY 31 SO YOUNG !!!!!!!!!!!!