The words that no mom should have to hear in their lifetime was said to me on March 10, 1995. My only other child, Shawn was the one the officers had tell me while they stood idly behind him? Shanes gone Mom was the words he spoke...... gone where, where did he go I asked?  Thats the last thing I remember but Ive been told I started running and was found face down in the gravel. Life forever changed.